diary of the UN-told

im not perfect, sorry.

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what kills me inside

Boys - everyone thinks of a perfect girl being thin ... I obviously go out and cant help but realize that men are drawn to woman who are beautiful and have thin faces, beautiful features. & i Walk by and hear nothing but laughter. I know that there are men in the world that are attracted to my kind, but ... i don't find them. I wanna be able to walk by some place and feeling all eyes on me, it'll make me feel good about myself. I just wish i Can go to sleep and wake up in this world full of men who are attracted to my kind, with woman who look like i do. How good life would be then huh?

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incomplete happyness

I am in a relationship, but i have issues within myself that make me uncomfortable & they dont let me live my life happily and free. Everytime im around a bunch of girls who are thinner than i am, I ask my boyfriend if he likes them. Its not that I want to, its not my intentions - but i just cant help it. I dont feel like im ever good enough, and as happy as we may be when we're together and alone, its a different story when we're around others. Im not sure i can live my whole life like this. Its a whole lot of weight on my shoulders ... and on me compared to them.

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your like speaking my mind..

i tend to get that alot ... and i will continue to do so. Im here to speak on what others are afraid to say. Enjoy it.

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Ever had to go out and not found anything to Wear. 

Either that shirt makes you look fatter, or the pants make your stomach come out more than usual, OR just your clothes don't fit you anymore cause you've gained a few pounds in the past month? Ever been invited to a water park and cried your eyes out because you just Can't be seen in a bathing suit? Ever been invited to the pool, uh even better - THE BEACH! the beach, where all you see is skinny girls with their beautiful bikinis fitting them beautifully, flawless? All these things, Causing you to hate SUMMER, when you're a teen-ager and have all the right to go out and enjoy the weather. Something isn't right. Ever said you're going to go on a diet and seem to forget everytime you see food that you Love? Ever run to kitchen, grab something to eat to realize you're not even REALLY hungry? Ever ate something you Love, to later onn that same night, look at yourself in the mirror and regret it? This happens to me every single Day of my Life. It's a struggle, a never ending war between me, my mirror, and all the temptations around me. It's hard to not sit in my room isolated from the world and cry.   

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it a sad thing to have to hide

I'm a REAL person, with REAL feelings. Only cause im Fat and may have some extra skin on me doesn't mean that takes over my feelings. Words hurt me, I am never comfortable around too much people because of what thin people would think of me. Its sad when my weight holds me back from doing what i'd like to do, like going out to have fun with friends... its a sad thing that i have to stay home and hide from the world when i am empowered to having a social Life.

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you know we all say this... and we Shouldn't. we should be happy with the way we look... PROUD

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i always wonder

i look in the mirror and i always wonder, when did i go from being skinny, to being considered chubby? and from being chubby to being "fat"?

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its things like this that break me down

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im sorry

thick is beautiful i hear that everywhere, from everyone. but i often hear "fat girls need love too" followed by a laughter that i cant run away from. The tears are invisible, im not all bones, & im sorry ... if that means im not perfect.