@thanatologiy said : hesitation buzzing like static in his mind, displayed through the way he trails his fingers to evan’s shoulders. gentle, light : as though he was handling something fragile and delicate. there’s a breath taken in before he speaks, tone rendering the words soft and hushed, yet loud enough for evan to hear. ’ hey, can i … kiss you ? ’
𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙽𝙾𝚃 , 𝙸𝙽 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝚃 , 𝚂𝙾𝙵𝚃 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙳𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙲𝙰𝚃𝙴 . in all reality you are anything but - invulnerable with sharp edges , impossible to disassemble save from the inside out . you are not gentle or breakable , and you used to pride yourself on that fact ; but nowadays it feels as though it’s a burden or a curse , something locking your into your barbarian role . him touching you as though you are delicate is foreign , unknown , impossible to understand .
𝙸𝚃 𝚂𝙻𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙳𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙸𝙼𝙼𝙴𝙳𝙸𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙻𝚈 - pulse , breathing , thought process ; all coming to a screeching halt . there’s a sting that runs through you , something mostly unknown , when he asks . of course , he doesn’t have to ask , not anymore ; there’s a casual understanding that this is how things are between the two of you , that you don’t need to knock on this particular door before opening it , but he still does . he does , and it makes the air between you thick and heavy with intensity . it’s entirely innocent , and you know that - but it still gets under your skin in a way you weren’t expecting .
𝙰 𝙳𝙴𝙴𝙿 𝚂𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙻𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂𝙽’𝚃 𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙿 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚂 𝙼𝚄𝙲𝙷 𝙰𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄’𝙳 𝙷𝙾𝙿𝙴𝙳 . you’re not used to being the one getting under their composure again , and so you’re not exactly sure how to do it . it takes a moment , however , before you think that it might not be an issue at all - why are you trying to lock yourself down ? why are you trying to mute the vibrations in your throat and fingertips ? haven’t you hidden yourself enough ? and so , with shaking fingers , you press your hand to where his hovers over your shoulder - your other hand finds his ; or more accurately , where it connects with the side of his neck .
❝ 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑 - 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑 , 𝚢’𝚌𝚊𝚗 . ❞
𝙸𝚃’𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙼𝚄𝙲𝙷 𝙾𝙵 𝙰 𝚁𝙴𝙿𝙻𝚈 , 𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙸𝚃’𝚂 𝙴𝙽𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 . there’s a wide - eyed expectation in you , now , waiting for when he finally does what he’d dangled in front of you . usually , you’d not even wait - you’d pull him down with where your hand’s got leverage , tugging him into you with some unholy mesh of ferocity and cautiousness . but you don’t - you simply wait , with bated breath , a heavy fog over your mind as you study his features hopefully melting of the hesitation they’d started with . c’mon , do it already -
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