Awkward Turtles

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Royal Edition FFXV coming out - okay, but if this game is going to continue to break our hearts, I want Libertus in it. If his ending isn’t...good, I want to see Nyx waiting for him in Galahd.

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I wonder...

...what would happened if, instead of Ardyn’s own family rejecting and betraying him, if they had tried to save his humanity? Like did a middle finger at the gods?

I kind of just want an AU I guess where his brother and extended line find a way to hold onto him and figure out how to rid him of his goddamn curse. I also like to imagine the sass. So much sass. 

Noctis and friends being the ones to find a way. Finding a way to save both, because sure, Noct wants to staple his ancestor’s mouth shut so he shuts up, but he’s fam so fuck you if you want to fuck his shit up.

Also, it’s been months and I still can’t listen to Stand by Me. Or even see the title screen. Even though I was spoiled. It still hurt.

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making art earlier. Was scrolling Kurofai tag. Noted lots of sadness.

thought of headcanons that are happy!

1. could totally see these two taking bubble baths together courtesy of Fai's bidding. Insert bubble/water fights.

2. au where fai and yuui are out taking a walk after swimming. Both are in swim trunks. Just chatting and messing around when bam! fai walks into a parked car in front of  kurogane's house. kurogane's outside playing golf randomly in his front yard with tomoyo/sakura/syao. he witnesses everything. later sees em at school and a wonderful relationship starts.

3. artist fai and like engineer kuro or something similar. kuro letting fai draw all over his legs when they show/arm muscle/back-whatever fai just wants to draw on him. occasionally kuro does it back . they are out on vacation or something-just  laying outside under the stars together, fai casually drawing on him and then he writes something about marrying kuro- could have been asking even. kuro sees and yeahhh these damn husbands.  

[that-rawkward-one]

I was just having some heavy thoughts in the bathroom while thinking of Noblesse- Muzaka in particular (Warning: cussing ahead!)

[darkicedragon]

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Apologies! I actually had no idea how to do a read more/still don't know?? I'm not internet efficient haha. Uhm, hopefully this is rightt? It says complete/unabridged at bottom so...it's something?

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I was just having some heavy thoughts in the bathroom while thinking of Noblesse- Muzaka in particular (Warning: cussing ahead!) .

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Like Farrah Yon-Dale. Admittedly it's probably only because I am an art student, but I'm so intrigued by her character. I mean, meteorology and chemistry are awesome selections to have, but not necessarily what I would have initially thought of myself- albeit,both are perfectly understandable since you know...skypainting.

And the color blue. The fact that she painted the sky blue for the solstice, not some other color, has me wondering what the initial color of the sky was before she began painting it to the requests of citizens. Just the color blue and fjaljflakj.

I don't remember if some of these things are specified as of right now....

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Oh my goodness, I either want to legit go full analysis on Transistor or do art. Or both. And by legit full analysis, I mean like an essay on this game with sources and every thing. I haven't even played it myself yet; just watched a "Let's Play" on Youtube since no ps4/crap computer. Good God.

[bastionbabble]

i wish she had learned more about nacie

like it says the kid was sweet on her, and zulf called her his love, and then

that’s it

yeah a girl the kid cared about...

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Imagine her being an ashen statue that was necessary to smash to make the game move forward. Oh, oh, or having Nacie survive the Calamity, but not making it to the Bastion (obviously) and leaving her in some harsh environment after where she is dying right as The Kid gets there and he can't save her. Just imagine. While Rucks narrates.

But yeah, I don't have any explicit opinions as to if she should have been more enunciated upon as a character, this way to maybe have incorporated something more popped up.

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I don't know how to put this into words, but I was thinking of this earlier...

I do think Tuls and Ava will be the biggest bros. I also think Maggie's feelings toward Ava go even deeper than love, which sounds silly...I will probably be able to better describe it after sleeping...I don't know. Just a thought on the toilet.

I also have suspicions that Star Dude and Gil might have something? Like one has a crush on the other? Or he's Gil in an alternate timeline or something? Completely unfounded, but just a random thought..

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My heart just broke for M-21.

[theoristoftitan]

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WAIT WAIT WAIT.

I had initially given up on Nevy being envious of Wrathia for having Pedri since Tuls came into the game with Ranaculae (I can never remember her spelling).

But but but if the queer character Michelle's discussing is actually Gil then maybe my previous theory could be correct and Gil could end up jealous of Ava/Wrathia, provided Odin has Pedri. (I am starting to feel that's just too obvious. What if it's guitar dude or something?)...anyways, yeah.

[psychopass]

[that-rawkward-one]

Oh my lord.

Going to be really shallow here for a moment, but I think, in chapter 317, i fell in love with a fictional character based on appearance..again.

Sorry not sorry but holy shit 3rd elder. His eyes. His hairstyle. Fudge. 

[tit-the-planet-conqueror]

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Just a thing about Gil

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What if Nevy (Envy) had a big crush on/was in love with Pedri? I mean, as soon as she saw Odin she remembered love. She could be envious of Wrathia.

The cuddling up next to (can't think of a better term) Odin thing kind of made that thought (I had it initially, but Tuls) come to the forefront. Someone in the tag (Apologies! Forgot who) mentioned Tuls's whole name could mean something like 'lovesick/unlucky in love,' so maybe he liked/likes Nevy but she likes Pedri?

I don't know, just a thought.

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Just got into Ava's Demon this week.

Haven't stopped laughing about Tuls's name spelling 'slut' backwards and Odin/Ava interactions.

But, srs biz, obviously no one can blame Gil for responding as he is to the questions, not that this excuses him being a jerk to Ava/Odin though. Also, props to Odin for sticking up for his girl Ava. I don't know if I think Gil will become an antagonist as he learns the truth about TITAN though? Well, to clarify, an antagonist in the end.... I think he won't respond well- hell, I think he will have a breakdown and initially turn against Ava and co., but I'm kind of wondering if TITAN might betray him should they learn about Wrathia and Tuls and the packs with Ava/Maggie since he is helping them out and I imagine TITAN wanting to eliminate anything that has to do with Wrathia/Ava and co. once TITAN finds out.