Just Forgive Me- Maximillion Levaincois
Tygerlander, A Max drabble, hope you like it!
In a matter of moments, Max had fallen for you, he was so madly in love with you. You’d stolen his heart, and he knew that all you had left to loose was his heart. A single moment without you made him feel as though his heart was breaking, and if you ever left him alone he felt as though he was going to suffocate.
He knew he would overdose on your love on of these days because every time you kissed him he could feel his heart pick up, and watching the way your ring shone on your finger, was the only way he could convince himself he’d really won your heart.
Left unsure of what had even occurred he found himself sat alone on your shared bed, head back on the wall, everything that had led him to this moment shining in his mind. Slamming his head back against the wall in frustration as he thought about the things he’d shouted. It had started out as a petty fight springing from a slight jealousy, and then the next minute you were storming out, slamming the door, telling him you were staying out tonight, he didn’t even know where you’d go.
Then that night, turned into a day, then three days, then another week. And as the time passed, it felt as though a moment was lasting a century, every second without you weighing down on his heart.
Max was only ever trapped within his own head now. Ignoring things without meaning to, forcing a smile on his face, he wasn’t okay, without you he felt broken, he was missing one of his pieces.
All he did at night was search for you, it took him another week to find you, after searching high and low he found out you were staying in a cheap motel, thinking it over he couldn’t remember you grabbing more than your bag, and realised you were probably living on the bare minimum.
Standing in front of a dented, scratched cheap wooden door, a single crimson rose resting in his hands, raising his hand he knocked on the door, a soft smile lining his lips.
You quickly appeared at the front door, grinning, but your face falling when you saw Max standing there, shifting he could see you were about to shut the door, resting his hand there he just found himself standing there, watching you for a moment, just enjoying you being in front of him.
Offering you the rose, he watched your hesitation, smiling as you took it from his hands. You were standing there, and just the fact that you were in front of him made him happy, but what he wanted was to kiss you, to hold you close him, and to make it so that you would say the kinds of things he wanted you to, he wouldn’t even care if you didn’t mean it right now, he just needed you. He’d missed you too much, because, you’ve messed up his head, nothing was right without you there, everything felt faked.
“I’m sorry” He whispered to you, and you looked at him, his hair scruffy, his facial hair unusually unkempt, and a small smile gracing his lips, black circles under his eyes, quite obviously exhausted, but you’d seen him on the news and he’d been seeming to hold himself together but now in front of you, he was falling apart.
“I didn’t mean a word of what I said, I just want to be the only one you love. I like it when you steal my shirts, I like waking up next to you, I like everything you do, because I love you more than anyone” He whispered to you with a small smile on his lips, reaching out and taking one of your hands in his, placing his lips on your hands that were now clasped in his, and looking into your eyes.
“I’m so sorry” You whispered, collapsing in his arms.
To him it didn’t matter, even for you if it was just a spur of the moment thing, he was so in love with you, and as he held you close him, placing a kiss on the crown of your head, he knew you’d messed him up, and not in a bad way.
He loved everything about you, he always would, he was just happy to have you back, that you weren’t fighting anymore.
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