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Barry Hallwinter, scientist, and your best friend [indi rp blog, tracking tag thatbluejeanboy] Please read about and rules!

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"we’re safe now. you’re safe now."

“Yeah.... Yeah, we are.” His voice is hardly above a whisper, shaking like his hands are. He’s sitting on the deck of the Starblaster, head between his knees and tears in his eyes. 

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therapy / talking about trauma / post - trauma starters. feel free to change things as necessary. 

would you like to talk about it?

please tell me what’s bothering you.

hey, are you okay?

i don’t have to know everything. just what you’re comfortable telling me.

i’m your friend. of course i care.

there’s nothing bad about going to therapy.

would you like to try a different approach?

i – i didn’t know that. i’m sorry.

is this helping?

i’ll try not to ask a lot of questions.

i’m always here if you need me.

shh, it’s alright. shh. 

we’re safe now. you’re safe now.

it was just a nightmare.

sweetheart, you have to tell me these things.

you know i’d never judge you for that, right?

i’m worried about you.

is something going on? 

everything you say will just be between you and me.

what method do you prefer?

do you need help falling asleep?

anything i could do to help?

why are you like this?

i understand. 

sweetie, is there something you aren’t telling me? what’s wrong?

let’s get you cleaned up.

this is good. this is important. 

you’re healing, and healing takes time. 

we can do more tomorrow.

how about you get some sleep, hm?

bedtime.

it’s ok not to be ok.

tomorrow is another day.

hey, hey, hey. look at me, look at me. it’s okay.

breath in for seven seconds, exhale for eleven …

do you need some space?

remember, look for things that you can touch. ground yourself.

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//hello hello yes im here im just bad at checking accounts but now that i have seesionbox im gonna use this more hopefully. hello to all the new people following me, im SO sorry im never around i feel so bad 

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"Do you have a set of pajama jeans for nighttime or do you just always wear those ones? Are they magic??"

“No magic jeans here, and no! I use normal pajama pants like a normal person, they’re more comfortable than jeans, yeah I’ve slept in them before but they’re wildly uncomfortable. I more prefer soft pants or hell, boxer briefs to sleep in.”

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thatbluejeanboy:

He gives a brief smile to her and chuckles. “When do I ever listen to you?” Barry teases. “Pancakes, if that’s not too much trouble.”

❝ you should start listening to me, ‘cause lup’s always fucking right. ❞ she rolled her eyes playfully at him before grabbing the ingredients for pancakes. ❝ do you want to go explore the plane today? ❞

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“Well I’m not going to deny that.” Barry takes a sip of his coffee before leaning on the counter next to her, content smile on his face. “And yeah that sounds like a good idea, from what we’ve seen so far it’s pretty calm, here’s hoping it stays that way.”

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“I should really stop going to bed at ass o’clock in the morning.” Barry practically presses his face up against the warm mug in his hand, grumbling softly to himself as he stands in the kitchen of the Starblaster.

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//prob gonna get this up and running within the weekend, tomorrow evening or sunday at the latest; if im not at a computer im literally the worst at being on. mobile is not my friend

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//hnn whoops i’ve really neglected this blog haven’t i. im prob gonna revamp it bc of a few reasons, clean it up and all that. new hcs n shit for him, new art bc this one as the icon rn. nooooot my favorite,

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//hey I’m really sorry that I haven’t been on here doing anything, I’ve had a lul in inspiration and motivation, I’m really sick rn and depression has hit hard. I know I didn’t do much to begin with but I had hoped I would, I hope to feel better in the future because this is something that means something to me

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thatbluejeanboy:

Barry pulls back and cups her face with both of his hands and smiles at her, leaning forward to kiss her forehead softly. “Sorry,” He mumbles when he pulls back again, still holding her face. “Just. Happy I get to kiss you now, I really like kissing you…”

Lup smiled up at him, placing her hands over his. “I really like kissing you too, you sentimental dweeb,” she joked, grinning more. “If ya wanna keep kissin’ me all the time, I think I’d be a hundo percent okay with that.”

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He nods happily and kisses her again. “Please, that’s probably one of the only things I want to do for now. More than anything.” He runs his thumbs over her cheeks and smiles softly, oh so happily. 

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thatbluejeanboy:

“I expect a few to at least, your brother? Not at all though.” He presses into her touch and taps out little patterns up and down her back. Barry, with his other hand, cups her face and gives her another swift kiss.

“Oh, Taako? Not in the least, not even an attempt.” She wouldn’t expect anything different. She hummed lightly, tilting her head to look up at him. She kissed him, and pressed a quick kiss to his cheek after. 

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Barry pulls back and cups her face with both of his hands and smiles at her, leaning forward to kiss her forehead softly. “Sorry,” He mumbles when he pulls back again, still holding her face. “Just. Happy I get to kiss you now, I really like kissing you...”

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thatbluejeanboy:

Barry laughs and nods. “You’re right. They’ll easily figure it out but honestly them finding out, rather than us telling them to just see how they react.” He absentmindedly presses kisses to her cheek, dipping his head down. He nuzzles her, almost like a oversized cat.

Lup laughed along with him, nodding her head. “They may or may not try to act surprised for our benefit. Probably not.” It didn’t really matter to her though. All that mattered was that she and Barry knew at least. She chuckled, nuzzling him back and reaching up a hand to ruffle his hair. 

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“I expect a few to at least, your brother? Not at all though.” He presses into her touch and taps out little patterns up and down her back. Barry, with his other hand, cups her face and gives her another swift kiss.

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thatbluejeanboy:

“Oh god,” His eyes go wide in mock fear. “You’re probably right.” Barry kisses the side of her head and rests his cheek on top of her head. He wasn’t dense, he knew that everyone on the entire crew knew about his damn crush, he knew these things and couldn’t help but to roll his eyes at the thought. “We’re a bunch of saps aren’t we?”

“Yeah, but we could also swindle this into being our benefit,” Lup pointed out, grinning to herself. “Maybe we can get Taako to make a good celebratory cake or something. ‘Congrats you got your heads out of your asses!’ or something along those lines ice on it,” she joked, pressing her head to his chest comfortably. “We are, but don’t tell anyone. I have an image to uphold, Bareth!” Well, not entirely. She knew the team saw through that with her sometimes. It was almost a joke to insist on it at this point.

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Barry laughs and nods. “You’re right. They’ll easily figure it out but honestly them finding out, rather than us telling them to just see how they react.” He absentmindedly presses kisses to her cheek, dipping his head down. He nuzzles her, almost like a oversized cat.

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thatbluejeanboy:

“So am I.” He runs his hands down her side and squeezes her hips gently. “You know… everyone is going to expect this probably. By now at least.” Barry chuckles. The crew probably had bets going if he was sure, especially since Taako was the first person he told about his crush.

“I know. I’d be almost surprised if we got back and they weren’t already aware of this lil develop,” she joked. Lup wrapped her arms around him, resting her head against him. Honestly, Taako already knew her feelings, because it was Taako. And she knew that the crew already had their own opinions about it all.

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“Oh god,” His eyes go wide in mock fear. “You’re probably right.” Barry kisses the side of her head and rests his cheek on top of her head. He wasn’t dense, he knew that everyone on the entire crew knew about his damn crush, he knew these things and couldn’t help but to roll his eyes at the thought. “We’re a bunch of saps aren’t we?”

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thatbluejeanboy:

“Good. Very good.” He gives her another soft kiss, unable to help himself. He could get lost in her kisses and do it all the time. It was lovely and so was she. Barry runs a hand through her wet hair and plays with it a bit, the smile on his face never leaving. “I’m so glad I made this jump, because if I didn’t do it today, I don’t think I could have done it at all.”

She smiled, kissing him back and just absolutely relishing in the fact that she could do that. She shut her eyes again briefly, leaning into the touch with a happy little hum. It was only when Barry spoke again that she opened her eyes to look at him. “I wasn’t sure I’f ever do it, honestly. Like… It seemed too daunting. But I’m glad it was now.”

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“So am I.” He runs his hands down her side and squeezes her hips gently. “You know... everyone is going to expect this probably. By now at least.” Barry chuckles. The crew probably had bets going if he was sure, especially since Taako was the first person he told about his crush.

[wizardwithaagun-blog]

thatbluejeanboy:

With one hand on the small of her back he runs his hand up and down her back. He moves his mouth against hers, and holds her tightly. The only sounds around them was the rushing waterfall and some birds chirping in the distance. He was so happy on this day. He pulls back after a moment and rests their foreheads together, smiling cheesily. “Hope that was as good for you as it was for me.”

Her skin warmed under his touch, and it felt like sparks were trailing up her spine. She moved with him, her hand slowly moving to gently run her fingers through his hair. The world was peaceful around them; even if it wasn’t, Lup’s attention was only focused on Barry and Barry alone. Nothing could have ruined that moment for her. She opened her eyes slowly when they parted, staring into his eyes and letting out a soft laugh. “It was perfect. At least to me.”

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“Good. Very good.” He gives her another soft kiss, unable to help himself. He could get lost in her kisses and do it all the time. It was lovely and so was she. Barry runs a hand through her wet hair and plays with it a bit, the smile on his face never leaving. “I’m so glad I made this jump, because if I didn’t do it today, I don’t think I could have done it at all.”