That Broken Girl

BPD/GAD/ADHD/depression/Ana tendencies.

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everyone keeps telling me that i have to stay alive for them, that killing myself would be selfish because they need me and my departure would cause them great pain.

what about MY pain? what about ME? i’m dying inside, falling apart every single night and shoving back my broken pieces inside my chest every morning, bleeding internally. what about MY pain? why can’t i rest easy? isn’t it selfish for you to ask me to stay knowing how badly i’m hurting?

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WHEN

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Me ‘joking’ about wanting to die:

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No, you didn’t do anything wrong... You’re just different than you were yesterday... It’s not bad, it just hurts to let go of who I thought you were.

[brokenflicker]

"It's the middle of the night and I started to breakdown, overthinking about everything and all I wanted was someone to be there for me and hold me tight while I cried my eyes out."

— notes from the lonely girl

[brokenflicker]

"I stopped telling people that I was okay. I started reaching out for help. I started opening up, but what I didn't realize was that it didn't matter whether you tell them or not. They will never care enough to be there."

— notes from the mentally ill girl

[satansdepressedprincess]

I thought I was getting better. I honestly did. But now I'm laying in bed at 4am, trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and why I'm never enough.

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[pain-priestess]

What will end sooner? My life or quarantine?

[broken-depressed-hearts]

I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kinda of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself

[wishing-for-deathx]

A lot of times I get this irresistible urge to end my life. The only thing that stops me is getting it wrong.

— someday that’s not going to be enough