abdl post // this is so embarrassinggggg but i feel like i have to share my humiliation <3
i got my abuniverse diapers in the mail and since they have a way bigger capacity than what i was using before i thought this was my chance to do my fantasy of just... dumbly leaking over and over.... so i drank a bunch of water today in anticipation, even when my bladder started ache i knew it'd be worth it and it just turned me on more. i listened to a few hypnosis files about relaxing and losing control when diapered, it was hot to listen to but i wasnt sure if it would help.
i pumped my clit before putting the diaper on and omg i was immediately wetting... and now i've just been humping a pillow looping files and wetting over and over and it feels so humiliating but so good too
and now im wondering if i should have to keep it on until its full/about to leak even tho thats so much... it feels so humiliating ive never kept one on for longer than my initial wetting but the capacity of these is so much more, so now i kinda wanna keep drinking and have to keep it on for hours more, humping even tho i can barely feel anything bc theyre so thick... its so relaxing and arousing to just let go and be mindless and not have any control and think about being teased for it it feels soooo good to be kept like this
edit; i kept it til it got so heavy the tape broke on one side 😣














