I enjoy having online friends who are international and in the states, but the harsh reality hits me when I think about it because what do you mean that
I can’t go see them whenever I want to
I can’t hug them or hangout
I can’t even sit down and talk face to face without it being on FaceTime, which is 99% of the time
And my states friends live miles and miles along with hours away, it can’t be a 10-30 or a hour drive which sucks
Hopefully one day I can see them even if it’s for a week or one single day or weekend, plus I’m getting my traveling visa and passport next year fingers crossed on that
Sorry had to quick vent before it left my head to do so













