thatmultiplefeel

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[thatmultiplefeel]

tmfw you nearly out yourselves by saying "we" instead of "I" to someone who doesn't know

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Tmfw when you accidentally made your headmate mad and she won’t leave her room and you’re trying! To make it better! But it’s been a really long time since you’ve ever had to comfort someone! And the attitude that you learned was just ‘suck it up and deal with it’! But that’s just gonna make her cry more! And you’re so cripplingly afraid of failure that you don’t even wanna try!

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TMFW you want your own life and body because you can't deal with the fact the host views you as "just another person in the system"...

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Tmfw you switch in after your insomniac system-mate and have just gotten cozy in bed when the alarm goes off.

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tmfw you’re trying to have a decent conversation with your partner outside the system, but you can’t hear them over the 6 people talking right outside the front room.

i opened the door and went,

“THE VOLUME IN THIS BUS, IS

A S T R O N O M I C A L”

[thatmultiplefeel]

TMFW you wanna go into your headspace but your guardian is too close

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TMFW you remember you bought your little a cookie and then you get excited and tell her and now everyone is excited and it is cookie time. giggles. and one sleepy member says, fine just let me have one bite this time.

[thatmultiplefeel]

Tmfw you have no idea who's fronting but at least they're reasonable enough to keep up the singletsona

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tmfw you don’t realize who’s fronting until 30 minutes after the initial switch

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TMFW you’re with family for almost a week straight and you’re “you” and ‘1 person’ but you don’t know who “you” are

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tmfw you go to a clothing score and passive influence from the co-host MAKES you buy that top that SOMEBODY really wants

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Tmfw you are exhausted drained and depressed and read this blog and smile and wonder if instead of a better job or more money the main thing you need is a world where our entire existence isn’t stigmatized bc it is exhausting

[thatmultiplefeel]

tmfw you go to sleep early but end up tired and exhausted anyway because one of the alters decided to stay up all night

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tmfw you talk to your friends about sth really cool that happened and they just look at you like "dude, that was two months ago". And only then do you realize how much time has passed since you last fronted.

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tmfw you want different clothes and makeup and wigs and shit so you can feel more like yourself when fronting but you’ve got like $3 and some lint

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tmfw you feel someone else trying to front and you're trying to finish what you're doing asap

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tmfw you get a message on your personal blog (which is a side blog bc lots of us have our own side blogs) from someone who doesn't know you're a system member, and it's both nice because they're treating you like your own person, and that's kinda new, and also a little weird because you're not sure what they'd do if you told them you're actually part of a system