My Vent Blog

This is where I'm going to post an reblog things I relate to while feeling some sort of way.

[thatsoofbuddy]

really not a fan of how recently one of my go-to thoughts whenever anything goes wrong is "what if I just killed myself"

[thatsoofbuddy]

minor inconvenience; time to rip my eyes out!

[thatsoofbuddy]

I am genuinely pathetic, why am I out here feeling suicidal over my brother getting to the shower before I could 💀💀💀

honest to god I should stop thinking about killing myself and just do it atp

[thatsoofbuddy]

I need to die

[thatsoofbuddy]

art i made got big on twitter and i've felt sick about it for over 10 hours, i think this means i need to kill myself

[thatsoofbuddy]

i should just kill myself tbh

[thatsoofbuddy]

I'm very good at deciding on a whim that someone is mad at me and that I should kill myself due to this

[thatsoofbuddy]

I'm cringe and a loser and should die, I fear

[thatsoofbuddy]

i'm hardly even a real person, let alone a real friend

[thatsoofbuddy]

I'M NOT A WRITER I'M SOMEONE WHO DRAWS NOT WRITES I'M SO STUPID! AGH!!!

[thatsoofbuddy]

sometimes i think i should just kill myself.

[thatsoofbuddy]

🫩 i should kill myself

if i'm not even funny, then what's the point?

[thatsoofbuddy]

why is it so hard to feel wanted, to feel like people actually want me around?

god, i need to get diagnosed and medicated.

[thatsoofbuddy]

the urge i get to violently choke myself over the most minuscule of things annoys me so bad. like oh my god? just kill yourself?

[thatsoofbuddy]

i'm THIS close to killing myself. i'm so sick of never getting a response to simple 'yes' or 'no' questions that i ask. all i wanted was to know if there was going to be anything to eat today so that i could sleep through it if not, i didn't want to be texted about father's day, i don't care about father's day! i'm going to cry

[thatsoofbuddy]

acid reflux got me feeling downright evil and suicidal

it's only worse because my eating habits are horrible, and i know this, but it isn't like i always have enough money for food.

ugh..

[thatsoofbuddy]

maybe putting a gun to my head and pulling the trigger would fix me