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So we forgot this blog existed until today...when the admins received an e-mail saying one of our posts was deemed “adult content” by Tumblr.
In case anyone was wondering.... It was a post with 2 screenshots of Jong Up’s ripped pants (it was the crotch area of the pants) when they were performing Skydive one time. So be warned, children, blurry screenshots of ripped pants are only for adults!
It’s been 6 years. We’ve been re-blessed with Zelo singing “Beautiful Girl” and we are so happy.
Update: Instagram/ Twitter
Hello everyone,
So none of the admins had realized that apparently people have been sharing our posts over the last 3 years on various other platforms. We only just recently searched our own URL on Twitter and saw some posts from WAAAAAAY back.
So we had the thought to create official ones.
Especially because one of our admins has a habit of making B.A.P memes. So they can use these accounts as an outlet for their pictures.
Instagram: thatssobap Twitter: ThatsSoBAP1 LINK
So feel free to follow us there and appreciate the pictures that our friend and fellow admin has created.
Much love,
ThatsSoBAP Admins
We can’t possibly respond to everyone on the meet and greet post (social interaction abilities are at an all time low rn). But please know we have read them all and you are all so valid and beautiful. You’re all really cute and sweet. Please continue to support each other. Please always support B.A.P.
If we could message some of you directly it would be a lot easier. But alas, please accept our undying love for every single Baby and the struggles we’ve all faced in the faces of our best boys!
Hear us out... Dae Hyun doing the snoot challenge. Fans just going up to him with circle fingers and just...nose. Finger guns and suddenly chin. Just...Snoot challenge Jung Dae Hyun.
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first…. “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn’t already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae’s shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, “Um…your shoe is untied?” And he cut me off real quick all, “I know, I know, I know.” So I just repeated “Okay, okay, okay” but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
Oh you guys definitely just came for me with this one.
London. 04/12/18 - The Day of my Death.
So there I am. Meme T-shirt, Naruto headband, painfully heavy New Rocks and half-sweated makeup. We go in for the hi-touch.
I look Kim Himchan in the eyes and immediately all speech functions begin to fail. I say something like “You’re so beautiful, I love you so much!” except I’m blubbering and dear god his eyes. He stares at me, baffled, and says “Naruto.” I lose my shit.
I get to Jongup. My brain processes that he’s shorter than me and his hair is super ruffled. Before I even open my mouth he lights up “Naruto!” I still haven’t calmed down, I lose it again. I try desperately to say ‘thank you’ but I’m not sure which language I go for. Think it was Welsh if I’m honest.
I get to Daehyun, who’s smile disarms me. “Oh! Naruto!” I black out.
I get to Youngjae. “Naruto!” I just manage to reply, “You’re so beautiful!” before I black out. I’m laughing, maybe. I turn away from him a bit too early while the person ahead of me is still talking to Junhong. I don’t have the time to turn back to Youngjae. It’s a super awkward like moment of me sweating and hysterical before I get to Junhong.
He looks down at me and beams, already laughing. “Oh!!! Naruto!!!” I fucking lose it. I don’t know if I even said anything. I am absolutely wheezing.
I stagger away, caught by the others in my photo op group who tell me that B.A.P are talking about me. I’m hyperventilating.
Staff gestures back to the boys “Okay, go through!”
Now. Up until the photo op I have been stiff, awkward, and heavy-footed in my massive platform goth-boots. Weighty as fuck they may be, but prance like a child in a princess costume I did, calling “Himchanniiiieeeeee~” as I go. You know, like a fucking creep.
He locks eyes with me. He doesn’t say it, but he radiates ‘Do not’
But I do.
His face screams ‘I want nothing to do with you’
But I paid over £200 to have something to do with him
I park my massive boots up at his side, all big grins and giggles. I can feel the exhausted aura of a dying man at my side.
I have a whole 1 brain cell at this point that, somehow despite my previous tongue-twister catastrophe before, manages to force me to raise one hand and politely and clearly ask “Can we do a heart :3c?”
There is this half second where he looks at my hand, and I KNOW he doesn’t want to. I KNOW he hates this. He wanted me to be a Jongup stan or something. The only person who wants to be by him for the photo and it’s my weird ass. He raises his hand to my own.
I am LIVING. I am VIBRATING. I am EXISTING LIKE I HAVE NEVER EXISTED BEFORE.
He’s a husk at my side.
They take two photos. The first he is BARELY touching my hand at all, just lightly brushing.For the second he fully presses his fingers against mine, I guess in an attempt to say ‘hey thanks for being a fan even if you’re a fucking creature’. I nearly pass out.
The photos are done and I turn to him and in a final attempt to rectify myself go “THANKYOUSOMUCHYOUDIDSOWELLTHANKYOUILOVEYOU” and then peel away from the group shouting “THANKYOUSOMUCH” to the rest of the boys.
Then I fucking bolt it to the door.
Anyway I’m in my coffin now.
I WISH I HAD THE STORYTELLING OF THE GODDESS THAT CAME BEFORE ME but alas I am a worm
Listen I was pretty calm for most of the pre-concert and the soundcheck tour that we had (I shed 1 tear!) BUT WAITING IN LINE FOR MY GROUP PHOTO AND THE HIGH TOUCH WAS WAS AGONIZING
I was watching other babyz do their thing and like smile and and i’m just standing as if my soul had left my body and I was suddenly a sims character.
When it was my time B O I I wasnt ready. Youngjae looked at me straight in my eyes and I FUCKING ASCENDED. I covered my mouth with my hand cus he’s BEAUTIFUL and i dont even stan him. HE AINT MY FAVE HOW DARE HE?!.I couldn’t look at any of them for an incredibly fear that I would SCREECH in their faces (cus that’s happened before) so I was quietly high fiving them and stuff. It was like i was ignoring them for the sake of my own existence. If I dared acknowledged that they were there i was going to disintegrate into nothingness like that shitty CGI of voldemort dying.
I stood next to Zelo and daehyun and after the (what im sure is an awkward photo cus i havent gotten it yet) I quietly asked for a hug from Zelo (IT WAS NICE 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND) Now i’m not sure if i remember this correctly but he may or may not have “aww”ed at me cus i am shy af and i’m still not sure how he heard me. It may also have been someone else that was around us. then I got my signed concert poster and high tailed the fuck outta there.
I cried in my car while driving home (do not recommend cus highways in Florida are dark af) listening to the same songs that were just performed in front of me.
I’m obviously still not over this strange surreal experience 10/10 would fucking pay that ridiculous amount all over again.
(also as a girl thats 5ft tall zelo is fucking giant but also he gives nice hugs)
ANYWAYS GOOD LUCK BABYZ WHO WILL MEET THEM! I wish you all the best and hope you have a good experience
That sounds so cute though!!! Hopefully you love your pictures and I’m sure B.A.P appreciated you even if you were shy!
Also we agree that starting with Young Jae was a DANGEROUS game that JSJ played. ;; He felt very safe to start with though. His hugs were very warm, in our collective opinion. (Even if he didn’t tie his STUPID SHOES!)
You got your Zelo hug and that’s what mattered!!! And I’m sure the height difference was the cutest thing ever!!!
11/17/18 Philly
Anyone who was nearby me for any part of that day can attest to the fact that I was anxious af (esp when provided the information that I have a verbal tick when I’m anxious and will keep saying the same things over and over until forced to stop talking, at which point I will go nonverbal).
So I’m panicking before hightouch/photos and I’ve got the baby package so I only have one shot at this. I’m managing up until we enter the room, where we had to be absolutely silent, at which point tears start pouring up in my eyes (I jsut barely don’t cry) and within like 30 seconds I am nonverbal like I physically no longer no words.
When it’s my turn I can barely even smile, I’m physically shaking trying to appear like 1% sane, and I literally can’t even say hi or thank you. Daehyun said thank you to me and I could not reply or process it I just kept walking I swear if one of them didn’t have their hands up already I would have missed them
So the only thing I wanted out of this was to hug youngjae and I was gonna ask him like a normal polite person but my brain was not functioning so I just kind of awkwardly put my arms around his shoulder and accidentally turned my face the wrong way so he couldn’t hug me back properly even if he wanted to, and then I ran away like there are two gifs of me in this situation and you can tell my soul has left my body and I am inherently no longer a person. It took me a solid several minutes to be able to talk even vaguely normal again (and by that I mean I went right back to my anxiety ridden repetitive speech which lasted me the 2 hour drive home talking to myself)
I know that’s not a super dramatic story but like… just know even if you freeze completely and forget every human language it will work out
(There was also Toronto in 2016, when according to my friends I walked through hi touch looking “really really angry like I hated everything and just wanted to leave and write an angry blog post about something” and also not talking)
Oh my goodness! This kind of broke my heart to read. Going nonverbal is always hard and when it happens at a time like that I’m sure it was difficult. But you still did it! You stood next to them and hugged Young Jae! You high fived them all! That took a lot of strength! So we’re really proud of you!
Also, just out of curiosity, are the two gifs you mentioned things you consented to have made? We’ve noticed some issues with people using other fans’ photos on Twitter, Instagram, and even Tumblr without blurring the faces or asking permission to use them. We want to make sure you’re okay with those gifs being posted. If not, we will gladly back you up in getting them removed.
Either way you did it! You saw them! You came, you saw, you hugged!
If been going through this glorious blog and cackling at the accuracy!
We’re glad you like it!
TBH most of them are based on our real life experiences with people or just random stuff we say to each other in group chats/ irl/ whatever. So the fact people like them are just hhhhnnnggggghhhhhhhhh.
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first…. “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn’t already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae’s shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, “Um…your shoe is untied?” And he cut me off real quick all, “I know, I know, I know.” So I just repeated “Okay, okay, okay” but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
The time: November 17, 2018 The place: Philly
So I pretty much went into the whole thing with one goal: to tell Himchan that we have the same birthday. So I get up there, grinning like a goon the whole way through the line, and then I got to the end, and I, with singular purpose, turned to Himchan, looked him in his gorgeous eyes and took in his perfect face, and said, “We have the same birthday.”
He misunderstood, “Oh… Happy birthday!"
I turned around to take my picture with all of them. I gave Daehyun a hug. I turned back around to wave goodbye to everyone before I headed on my way.
Sometime in this time, Himchan realized what I’d said to him. He made eye contact with me, smiled really big, turned to Junhong, and while gesturing between himself and me, happily announced, “Same birthday!”
It was one of the most adorable things I’ve ever experienced in my entire life.
Stop! Our hearts are weeping! This is quality cute interaction! Oh man oh man we’re bouncing over this one. The Him Chan feels are very high rn.
We think he understands more English than he is comfortable speaking. So it’s so cute that he took the time to think of what you meant and worked through it! Awwww!!!!!
How was that Dae hug tho?
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first…. “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn’t already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae’s shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, “Um…your shoe is untied?” And he cut me off real quick all, “I know, I know, I know.” So I just repeated “Okay, okay, okay” but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
Oh you guys definitely just came for me with this one.
London. 04/12/18 - The Day of my Death.
So there I am. Meme T-shirt, Naruto headband, painfully heavy New Rocks and half-sweated makeup. We go in for the hi-touch.
I look Kim Himchan in the eyes and immediately all speech functions begin to fail. I say something like “You’re so beautiful, I love you so much!” except I’m blubbering and dear god his eyes. He stares at me, baffled, and says “Naruto.” I lose my shit.
I get to Jongup. My brain processes that he’s shorter than me and his hair is super ruffled. Before I even open my mouth he lights up “Naruto!” I still haven’t calmed down, I lose it again. I try desperately to say ‘thank you’ but I’m not sure which language I go for. Think it was Welsh if I’m honest.
I get to Daehyun, who’s smile disarms me. “Oh! Naruto!” I black out.
I get to Youngjae. “Naruto!” I just manage to reply, “You’re so beautiful!” before I black out. I’m laughing, maybe. I turn away from him a bit too early while the person ahead of me is still talking to Junhong. I don’t have the time to turn back to Youngjae. It’s a super awkward like moment of me sweating and hysterical before I get to Junhong.
He looks down at me and beams, already laughing. “Oh!!! Naruto!!!” I fucking lose it. I don’t know if I even said anything. I am absolutely wheezing.
I stagger away, caught by the others in my photo op group who tell me that B.A.P are talking about me. I’m hyperventilating.
Staff gestures back to the boys “Okay, go through!”
Now. Up until the photo op I have been stiff, awkward, and heavy-footed in my massive platform goth-boots. Weighty as fuck they may be, but prance like a child in a princess costume I did, calling “Himchanniiiieeeeee~” as I go. You know, like a fucking creep.
He locks eyes with me. He doesn’t say it, but he radiates ‘Do not’
But I do.
His face screams ‘I want nothing to do with you’
But I paid over £200 to have something to do with him
I park my massive boots up at his side, all big grins and giggles. I can feel the exhausted aura of a dying man at my side.
I have a whole 1 brain cell at this point that, somehow despite my previous tongue-twister catastrophe before, manages to force me to raise one hand and politely and clearly ask “Can we do a heart :3c?”
There is this half second where he looks at my hand, and I KNOW he doesn’t want to. I KNOW he hates this. He wanted me to be a Jongup stan or something. The only person who wants to be by him for the photo and it’s my weird ass. He raises his hand to my own.
I am LIVING. I am VIBRATING. I am EXISTING LIKE I HAVE NEVER EXISTED BEFORE.
He’s a husk at my side.
They take two photos. The first he is BARELY touching my hand at all, just lightly brushing.For the second he fully presses his fingers against mine, I guess in an attempt to say ‘hey thanks for being a fan even if you’re a fucking creature’. I nearly pass out.
The photos are done and I turn to him and in a final attempt to rectify myself go “THANKYOUSOMUCHYOUDIDSOWELLTHANKYOUILOVEYOU” and then peel away from the group shouting “THANKYOUSOMUCH” to the rest of the boys.
Then I fucking bolt it to the door.
Anyway I’m in my coffin now.
I WISH I HAD THE STORYTELLING OF THE GODDESS THAT CAME BEFORE ME but alas I am a worm
Listen I was pretty calm for most of the pre-concert and the soundcheck tour that we had (I shed 1 tear!) BUT WAITING IN LINE FOR MY GROUP PHOTO AND THE HIGH TOUCH WAS WAS AGONIZING
I was watching other babyz do their thing and like smile and and i’m just standing as if my soul had left my body and I was suddenly a sims character.
When it was my time B O I I wasnt ready. Youngjae looked at me straight in my eyes and I FUCKING ASCENDED. I covered my mouth with my hand cus he’s BEAUTIFUL and i dont even stan him. HE AINT MY FAVE HOW DARE HE?!.I couldn’t look at any of them for an incredibly fear that I would SCREECH in their faces (cus that’s happened before) so I was quietly high fiving them and stuff. It was like i was ignoring them for the sake of my own existence. If I dared acknowledged that they were there i was going to disintegrate into nothingness like that shitty CGI of voldemort dying.
I stood next to Zelo and daehyun and after the (what im sure is an awkward photo cus i havent gotten it yet) I quietly asked for a hug from Zelo (IT WAS NICE 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND) Now i’m not sure if i remember this correctly but he may or may not have “aww”ed at me cus i am shy af and i’m still not sure how he heard me. It may also have been someone else that was around us. then I got my signed concert poster and high tailed the fuck outta there.
I cried in my car while driving home (do not recommend cus highways in Florida are dark af) listening to the same songs that were just performed in front of me.
I’m obviously still not over this strange surreal experience 10/10 would fucking pay that ridiculous amount all over again.
(also as a girl thats 5ft tall zelo is fucking giant but also he gives nice hugs)
ANYWAYS GOOD LUCK BABYZ WHO WILL MEET THEM! I wish you all the best and hope you have a good experience
That sounds so cute though!!! Hopefully you love your pictures and I’m sure B.A.P appreciated you even if you were shy!
Also we agree that starting with Young Jae was a DANGEROUS game that JSJ played. ;; He felt very safe to start with though. His hugs were very warm, in our collective opinion. (Even if he didn’t tie his STUPID SHOES!)
You got your Zelo hug and that’s what mattered!!! And I’m sure the height difference was the cutest thing ever!!!
(11/13/2018 BAP Forever Tour in Dallas)
Mine isn’t super embarrassing but I managed to get through the high touch and photo relatively okay, but after it was done I was super confused on where to go and I looked around so I was up there with them for a few extra seconds and I made eye contact with Zelo and he said “thank you for coming!” to me and I was so flustered I walked away and then the realization hit me that I met B.A.P and I started BAWLING
SO THERE I WAS: TITTIES OUT, MINISKIRT ON, OVER KNEE BOOTS, AND I WAS AN INCONSOLABLE WRECK!!
A really nice fan in the platinum baby line was comforting me but we were both in B.A.P’s line of sight and I’m 900% B.A.P saw me ugly cry because I met them :-)
But that outfit sounds amazing though. xD I bet you looked really cute even if you were crying! Guessing by your url, are you Zelo biased? If so then yay he noticed you enough to thank you specifically! That’s amazing!
Really hope you and that other Baby can reconnect because that is so sweet! Our fandom is so good about being supportive of each other. Makes our hearts warm to know someone helped to comfort you. And trust us they’ve probably seen that a lot. So don’t feel bad!!!
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first…. “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn’t already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae’s shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, “Um…your shoe is untied?” And he cut me off real quick all, “I know, I know, I know.” So I just repeated “Okay, okay, okay” but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
Oh you guys definitely just came for me with this one.
London. 04/12/18 - The Day of my Death.
So there I am. Meme T-shirt, Naruto headband, painfully heavy New Rocks and half-sweated makeup. We go in for the hi-touch.
I look Kim Himchan in the eyes and immediately all speech functions begin to fail. I say something like “You’re so beautiful, I love you so much!” except I’m blubbering and dear god his eyes. He stares at me, baffled, and says “Naruto.” I lose my shit.
I get to Jongup. My brain processes that he’s shorter than me and his hair is super ruffled. Before I even open my mouth he lights up “Naruto!” I still haven’t calmed down, I lose it again. I try desperately to say ‘thank you’ but I’m not sure which language I go for. Think it was Welsh if I’m honest.
I get to Daehyun, who’s smile disarms me. “Oh! Naruto!” I black out.
I get to Youngjae. “Naruto!” I just manage to reply, “You’re so beautiful!” before I black out. I’m laughing, maybe. I turn away from him a bit too early while the person ahead of me is still talking to Junhong. I don’t have the time to turn back to Youngjae. It’s a super awkward like moment of me sweating and hysterical before I get to Junhong.
He looks down at me and beams, already laughing. “Oh!!! Naruto!!!” I fucking lose it. I don’t know if I even said anything. I am absolutely wheezing.
I stagger away, caught by the others in my photo op group who tell me that B.A.P are talking about me. I’m hyperventilating.
Staff gestures back to the boys “Okay, go through!”
Now. Up until the photo op I have been stiff, awkward, and heavy-footed in my massive platform goth-boots. Weighty as fuck they may be, but prance like a child in a princess costume I did, calling “Himchanniiiieeeeee~” as I go. You know, like a fucking creep.
He locks eyes with me. He doesn’t say it, but he radiates ‘Do not’
But I do.
His face screams ‘I want nothing to do with you’
But I paid over £200 to have something to do with him
I park my massive boots up at his side, all big grins and giggles. I can feel the exhausted aura of a dying man at my side.
I have a whole 1 brain cell at this point that, somehow despite my previous tongue-twister catastrophe before, manages to force me to raise one hand and politely and clearly ask “Can we do a heart :3c?”
There is this half second where he looks at my hand, and I KNOW he doesn’t want to. I KNOW he hates this. He wanted me to be a Jongup stan or something. The only person who wants to be by him for the photo and it’s my weird ass. He raises his hand to my own.
I am LIVING. I am VIBRATING. I am EXISTING LIKE I HAVE NEVER EXISTED BEFORE.
He’s a husk at my side.
They take two photos. The first he is BARELY touching my hand at all, just lightly brushing.For the second he fully presses his fingers against mine, I guess in an attempt to say ‘hey thanks for being a fan even if you’re a fucking creature’. I nearly pass out.
The photos are done and I turn to him and in a final attempt to rectify myself go “THANKYOUSOMUCHYOUDIDSOWELLTHANKYOUILOVEYOU” and then peel away from the group shouting “THANKYOUSOMUCH” to the rest of the boys.
Then I fucking bolt it to the door.
Anyway I’m in my coffin now.
I WISH I HAD THE STORYTELLING OF THE GODDESS THAT CAME BEFORE ME but alas I am a worm
Listen I was pretty calm for most of the pre-concert and the soundcheck tour that we had (I shed 1 tear!) BUT WAITING IN LINE FOR MY GROUP PHOTO AND THE HIGH TOUCH WAS WAS AGONIZING
I was watching other babyz do their thing and like smile and and i’m just standing as if my soul had left my body and I was suddenly a sims character.
When it was my time B O I I wasnt ready. Youngjae looked at me straight in my eyes and I FUCKING ASCENDED. I covered my mouth with my hand cus he’s BEAUTIFUL and i dont even stan him. HE AINT MY FAVE HOW DARE HE?!.I couldn’t look at any of them for an incredibly fear that I would SCREECH in their faces (cus that’s happened before) so I was quietly high fiving them and stuff. It was like i was ignoring them for the sake of my own existence. If I dared acknowledged that they were there i was going to disintegrate into nothingness like that shitty CGI of voldemort dying.
I stood next to Zelo and daehyun and after the (what im sure is an awkward photo cus i havent gotten it yet) I quietly asked for a hug from Zelo (IT WAS NICE 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND) Now i’m not sure if i remember this correctly but he may or may not have “aww”ed at me cus i am shy af and i’m still not sure how he heard me. It may also have been someone else that was around us. then I got my signed concert poster and high tailed the fuck outta there.
I cried in my car while driving home (do not recommend cus highways in Florida are dark af) listening to the same songs that were just performed in front of me.
I’m obviously still not over this strange surreal experience 10/10 would fucking pay that ridiculous amount all over again.
(also as a girl thats 5ft tall zelo is fucking giant but also he gives nice hugs)
ANYWAYS GOOD LUCK BABYZ WHO WILL MEET THEM! I wish you all the best and hope you have a good experience
That sounds so cute though!!! Hopefully you love your pictures and I’m sure B.A.P appreciated you even if you were shy!
Also we agree that starting with Young Jae was a DANGEROUS game that JSJ played. ;; He felt very safe to start with though. His hugs were very warm, in our collective opinion. (Even if he didn’t tie his STUPID SHOES!)
You got your Zelo hug and that’s what mattered!!! And I’m sure the height difference was the cutest thing ever!!!
Mine went fine….but the only coherent thought I had during the whole thing was “holy fuck himchans skin is so nice….” Himchan isn’t even my bias…..I think my brain shut off
We feel that. Entirely. In our souls. Our sternums ache for his skin. Also Jong Up’s skin. He’s so...smooth. It’s untrustworthy how good they looked.
Glad to hear your time went well though! Get those pictures hopefully tomorrow, right? Hope yours look exactly how you want them to look!
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first…. “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn’t already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae’s shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, “Um…your shoe is untied?” And he cut me off real quick all, “I know, I know, I know.” So I just repeated “Okay, okay, okay” but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
Oh you guys definitely just came for me with this one.
London. 04/12/18 - The Day of my Death.
So there I am. Meme T-shirt, Naruto headband, painfully heavy New Rocks and half-sweated makeup. We go in for the hi-touch.
I look Kim Himchan in the eyes and immediately all speech functions begin to fail. I say something like “You’re so beautiful, I love you so much!” except I’m blubbering and dear god his eyes. He stares at me, baffled, and says “Naruto.” I lose my shit.
I get to Jongup. My brain processes that he’s shorter than me and his hair is super ruffled. Before I even open my mouth he lights up “Naruto!” I still haven’t calmed down, I lose it again. I try desperately to say ‘thank you’ but I’m not sure which language I go for. Think it was Welsh if I’m honest.
I get to Daehyun, who’s smile disarms me. “Oh! Naruto!” I black out.
I get to Youngjae. “Naruto!” I just manage to reply, “You’re so beautiful!” before I black out. I’m laughing, maybe. I turn away from him a bit too early while the person ahead of me is still talking to Junhong. I don’t have the time to turn back to Youngjae. It’s a super awkward like moment of me sweating and hysterical before I get to Junhong.
He looks down at me and beams, already laughing. “Oh!!! Naruto!!!” I fucking lose it. I don’t know if I even said anything. I am absolutely wheezing.
I stagger away, caught by the others in my photo op group who tell me that B.A.P are talking about me. I’m hyperventilating.
Staff gestures back to the boys “Okay, go through!”
Now. Up until the photo op I have been stiff, awkward, and heavy-footed in my massive platform goth-boots. Weighty as fuck they may be, but prance like a child in a princess costume I did, calling “Himchanniiiieeeeee~” as I go. You know, like a fucking creep.
He locks eyes with me. He doesn’t say it, but he radiates ‘Do not’
But I do.
His face screams ‘I want nothing to do with you’
But I paid over £200 to have something to do with him
I park my massive boots up at his side, all big grins and giggles. I can feel the exhausted aura of a dying man at my side.
I have a whole 1 brain cell at this point that, somehow despite my previous tongue-twister catastrophe before, manages to force me to raise one hand and politely and clearly ask “Can we do a heart :3c?”
There is this half second where he looks at my hand, and I KNOW he doesn’t want to. I KNOW he hates this. He wanted me to be a Jongup stan or something. The only person who wants to be by him for the photo and it’s my weird ass. He raises his hand to my own.
I am LIVING. I am VIBRATING. I am EXISTING LIKE I HAVE NEVER EXISTED BEFORE.
He’s a husk at my side.
They take two photos. The first he is BARELY touching my hand at all, just lightly brushing.For the second he fully presses his fingers against mine, I guess in an attempt to say ‘hey thanks for being a fan even if you’re a fucking creature’. I nearly pass out.
The photos are done and I turn to him and in a final attempt to rectify myself go “THANKYOUSOMUCHYOUDIDSOWELLTHANKYOUILOVEYOU” and then peel away from the group shouting “THANKYOUSOMUCH” to the rest of the boys.
Then I fucking bolt it to the door.
Anyway I’m in my coffin now.
I WISH I HAD THE STORYTELLING OF THE GODDESS THAT CAME BEFORE ME but alas I am a worm
Listen I was pretty calm for most of the pre-concert and the soundcheck tour that we had (I shed 1 tear!) BUT WAITING IN LINE FOR MY GROUP PHOTO AND THE HIGH TOUCH WAS WAS AGONIZING
I was watching other babyz do their thing and like smile and and i’m just standing as if my soul had left my body and I was suddenly a sims character.
When it was my time B O I I wasnt ready. Youngjae looked at me straight in my eyes and I FUCKING ASCENDED. I covered my mouth with my hand cus he’s BEAUTIFUL and i dont even stan him. HE AINT MY FAVE HOW DARE HE?!.I couldn’t look at any of them for an incredibly fear that I would SCREECH in their faces (cus that’s happened before) so I was quietly high fiving them and stuff. It was like i was ignoring them for the sake of my own existence. If I dared acknowledged that they were there i was going to disintegrate into nothingness like that shitty CGI of voldemort dying.
I stood next to Zelo and daehyun and after the (what im sure is an awkward photo cus i havent gotten it yet) I quietly asked for a hug from Zelo (IT WAS NICE 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND) Now i’m not sure if i remember this correctly but he may or may not have “aww”ed at me cus i am shy af and i’m still not sure how he heard me. It may also have been someone else that was around us. then I got my signed concert poster and high tailed the fuck outta there.
I cried in my car while driving home (do not recommend cus highways in Florida are dark af) listening to the same songs that were just performed in front of me.
I’m obviously still not over this strange surreal experience 10/10 would fucking pay that ridiculous amount all over again.
(also as a girl thats 5ft tall zelo is fucking giant but also he gives nice hugs)
ANYWAYS GOOD LUCK BABYZ WHO WILL MEET THEM! I wish you all the best and hope you have a good experience
That sounds so cute though!!! Hopefully you love your pictures and I’m sure B.A.P appreciated you even if you were shy!
Also we agree that starting with Young Jae was a DANGEROUS game that JSJ played. ;; He felt very safe to start with though. His hugs were very warm, in our collective opinion. (Even if he didn’t tie his STUPID SHOES!)
You got your Zelo hug and that’s what mattered!!! And I’m sure the height difference was the cutest thing ever!!!
I will allow the general public to see my face for the first time ever just to see this photo of me ruining himchans day
reblogging for the night crowd because i dont want this moment lost. its imperative that everyone knows that he really did not want this but i paid big money for this reality.
Never has delight washed over us more than right now in this exact moment. Please understand you are our hero.
I would like everyone to understand that I did not intend to ruin Himchan’s day. it just so happened that the moment I called his name he fully embraced every articulation of Arin Hanson screaming “We gotta draw a line somewhere! We gotta draw a fucking line in the sand, dude! You gotta make a statement! You gotta look inside yourself and say what am I willing to put up with today? NOT FUCKING THIS!”
I just wanted to make them laugh but you know 4/5 is not bad.
IF HE CANNOT HANDLE YOU FOR ALL YOU ARE THEN HE DOES NOT DESERVE YOU! Facts.
You are a hero and you’ll just have to live with that.
I will allow the general public to see my face for the first time ever just to see this photo of me ruining himchans day
reblogging for the night crowd because i dont want this moment lost. its imperative that everyone knows that he really did not want this but i paid big money for this reality.
Never has delight washed over us more than right now in this exact moment. Please understand you are our hero.
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first…. “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn’t already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae’s shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, “Um…your shoe is untied?” And he cut me off real quick all, “I know, I know, I know.” So I just repeated “Okay, okay, okay” but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
Oh you guys definitely just came for me with this one.
London. 04/12/18 - The Day of my Death.
So there I am. Meme T-shirt, Naruto headband, painfully heavy New Rocks and half-sweated makeup. We go in for the hi-touch.
I look Kim Himchan in the eyes and immediately all speech functions begin to fail. I say something like “You’re so beautiful, I love you so much!” except I’m blubbering and dear god his eyes. He stares at me, baffled, and says “Naruto.” I lose my shit.
I get to Jongup. My brain processes that he’s shorter than me and his hair is super ruffled. Before I even open my mouth he lights up “Naruto!” I still haven’t calmed down, I lose it again. I try desperately to say ‘thank you’ but I’m not sure which language I go for. Think it was Welsh if I’m honest.
I get to Daehyun, who’s smile disarms me. “Oh! Naruto!” I black out.
I get to Youngjae. “Naruto!” I just manage to reply, “You’re so beautiful!” before I black out. I’m laughing, maybe. I turn away from him a bit too early while the person ahead of me is still talking to Junhong. I don’t have the time to turn back to Youngjae. It’s a super awkward like moment of me sweating and hysterical before I get to Junhong.
He looks down at me and beams, already laughing. “Oh!!! Naruto!!!” I fucking lose it. I don’t know if I even said anything. I am absolutely wheezing.
I stagger away, caught by the others in my photo op group who tell me that B.A.P are talking about me. I’m hyperventilating.
Staff gestures back to the boys “Okay, go through!”
Now. Up until the photo op I have been stiff, awkward, and heavy-footed in my massive platform goth-boots. Weighty as fuck they may be, but prance like a child in a princess costume I did, calling “Himchanniiiieeeeee~” as I go. You know, like a fucking creep.
He locks eyes with me. He doesn’t say it, but he radiates ‘Do not’
But I do.
His face screams ‘I want nothing to do with you’
But I paid over £200 to have something to do with him
I park my massive boots up at his side, all big grins and giggles. I can feel the exhausted aura of a dying man at my side.
I have a whole 1 brain cell at this point that, somehow despite my previous tongue-twister catastrophe before, manages to force me to raise one hand and politely and clearly ask “Can we do a heart :3c?”
There is this half second where he looks at my hand, and I KNOW he doesn’t want to. I KNOW he hates this. He wanted me to be a Jongup stan or something. The only person who wants to be by him for the photo and it’s my weird ass. He raises his hand to my own.
I am LIVING. I am VIBRATING. I am EXISTING LIKE I HAVE NEVER EXISTED BEFORE.
He’s a husk at my side.
They take two photos. The first he is BARELY touching my hand at all, just lightly brushing.For the second he fully presses his fingers against mine, I guess in an attempt to say ‘hey thanks for being a fan even if you’re a fucking creature’. I nearly pass out.
The photos are done and I turn to him and in a final attempt to rectify myself go “THANKYOUSOMUCHYOUDIDSOWELLTHANKYOUILOVEYOU” and then peel away from the group shouting “THANKYOUSOMUCH” to the rest of the boys.
Then I fucking bolt it to the door.
Anyway I’m in my coffin now.
To be very honest, we saw you talking about it from our personal blogs. And we were definitely hoping you’d jump on this. Plus, it’s just nice to hear other people suffered as much as we did. xD Also, one of our admins laughed so hard they had to run to the bathroom to pee. So yeah. Wish you could narrate our entire lives. This was so freaking delightful.
And the fact you yelled at them in Welsh makes you our hero. We can only hope that picture is just as amazing as you make it sound!
We want to do something real quick...Please share your awkward hitouch/ photo op/ meet and greet experiences with B.A.P. Let us know what year and location. Then just tell us what happened. We keep seeing people be nervous about meeting them so we want to collect some funny/ interesting/ awkward times other Babyz have had.
We’ll go first.... “At one of my hi touches with B.A.P I got so nervous I just said their own names at them. As if they didn't already know them.”
“This year I saw Young Jae's shoe was untied for the whole photo op. So I told him when I got my turn but he just stared at me. So I repeated, "Um...your shoe is untied?" And he cut me off real quick all, "I know, I know, I know." So I just repeated "Okay, okay, okay" but to every single member. Then I still had to stand there for a photo after forcefully saying “okay” at them.”
Your turns!
So if this blog goes away with this weirdness on Tumblr just know it’s what Bang Yong Guk would’ve wanted.
Us (about to board one late plane, and might miss our connecting flight): *walks up to the flight counter and slides him the 4th Baby Day card* you see this? So here's what you're gonna do... you're gonna delay our connecting flight.
Flight Counter: what is...??
Us: oh, you wanna be like that? Wanna play dumb? Ok then... *slaps the matoki whistle on the counter* Now listen here.
Flight Counter: is this a--
Us: You bet. And there's more where that came from. Now, about flight 218...
Flight Counter: I can't just--
Us: Are you playing hard to get? Heh. We respect that. *slams the Forever tour hat on the counter* Now...
Flight Counter: *slides the Baby card back and types quietly* ...218 will be delayed 15 minutes. Make it count.
