existential angst

Trisha is fifteen-year-old who tries her best to be upbeat and optimistic. She lets her imagination flicker unimpeded. She sought to embrace the infinite, stays away from unconscious impulses and create her own litol world. Twitter (@TrishaJao) Wattpad (@trishajao) Insta (@trishajao)

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HAPPY SECOND BIRTHDAY MANCHU! :)

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This is what happens when you're bored...

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Since I am a skinny maiden, I'd go with mermaid gown to emphasize my body shape and height as well. Here are my "narrowed down" choices of gowns for prom. I'll have it made by the end of the week and I desperately need your help guys.

Which gown or color would suit me best? :)

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So my Hollywood/Oscars theme proposal for prom didn't get approved since they bought decorations way ahead I passed mine. Wow. Just wow. So we're stuck with a fairy tale theme, and I had to research again for gowns.

Please help me choose. :(

Based on the photos on the photoset, which one do you think would fit me best?

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I sort of missed having straight hair :(

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Adios Noviembre!

When our adviser told us November is going to pass by really fast, she wasn't making up stories. It did went by like lightning! Every week was such a busy week! There was a day I just couldn't take it anymore and decided to leave school for a day and just chill at home. This month totally bonded each one of us together through all the challenges that may fall us apart and the urge of giving up, we'll do everything to keep our unity alive! We're a one big happy family!

Back in Freshman Year, I would hesitate to talk to anyone if they're in another section but now I'm like what the heck do I care what section you belong to, you're my batchmate, and I love you. :)

Thank You November!

OLA DESYEMBRE! :)

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Sometimes I don't get myself...

I'm emotionless af. I'm socially awkward around new people. I have all the confidence I need. I don't care much about other's feelings. I always think about what other people might think. I do stupid things. I'm judgmental. I question a lot of things. 

I am me.

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Getting messed up.

Don't you just hate that feeling? It's like first everything goes so smoothly and then suddenly you do something without thinking twice that would make everything fall apart. In a minute, you're screwed. Everything around you is all fcked up.

And now you're thinking what move should you do next, would that make the matter even worse or perhaps a miracle would happen and undo everything?

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Ang natatanging sirenang nakakalakad.

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What's good about the weekends when you have tons of schoolwork to do?

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sembreak~

Couldn't think of a fitting title?

No captions needed.

This sembreak was "fine", predictable if you know how my family deal with events. Hotels here and there, I still don't get the fact that people go to places to sleep. What's wrong with your own home? Abandon ignorance. At least I found time for myself and my books. Although I don't think I would be able to finish my book-challenge this year, I've done everything to be the most active student I can be in school lately.

I have a lot of rants about what's going on with my family, though I don't find it comforting to share it to anyone. Everything seem to come into a cycle -- Being passive to being aggressive, loving and careless.

Jeez, another not-so-good way to start the month will it end the same way or will it have another twist in the ending? Optimistically,  it wouldn't turn such a bummer. I'll just have to have a little more faith, God's with me. :)

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From aztec, animal prints to laces and chiffon fabrics.

What a peculiar aspect of me to change my style in an instant,a new month a new me? I would prefer pale colors, soft and loose fabrics than neons and wild animal prints nowadays. 

I think my mom's really catching up with me after telling her about how distant we are right now, and what does a girl do when she feels bad? Shopping! She's my inspiration in this new style I have now. We have the same taste buds and we tend to fight who gets the blouse we both chose!

My top five stores for classic couture:

Promod

Topshop

Trunk Show

Forever 21

Zara (TRF)

These are the stores where you would most likely find me fitting on clothes for hours! I placed Promod as #1 because their collections are all so nice, both classic and vintage finds are available! Hurry, they're on their sale season today! ;)

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Halloween @ MMSQC 2012

(Intermediate - High school were only allowed to wear headdresses and not a complete Halloween costume boohoo)

Adooorbs right? :">

And who said Oppan Gangnam Style is overrated when kids do it?

Went with the SC officers while the kids went trick or treating, it was really exhausting (just look at the oil on my face!). I feel bad for not spending time with my classmates that much that day. 

These are the only pictures I was included with some of my classmates because I didn't have all day to spend with them :(

Our classroom turned into a salon, almost all of us were painting our classmate's faces. ROFL.

Spent time with my photjournalists sons at least :)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE! (Advance)