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It's a place to vent

Not to be mean, but I'm not ready to have long chats with anyone on the internet

Don't report, just block

My cvts are slowly going away and for some odd reason I don't want them to disappear. Like I feel like I should let them disappear and heal but I don't want them too, and I wanna add new ones because I don't want my cvts to disappear...I went through all the pain to add the cvts and now they just wanna disappear!? It doesn't feel right

Edit: why the hell are some of my comments hidden, blocked or removed???

The truth is, I'm afraid I'd lose part of my personality if I stopped cvtting completely.

#self4rm #s3lf mutilation #styro #self h@te #sh cvt #tw #im going to kms #depressing shit #burn calories #i wanna kms #hitting styro #self h@rm #send help #988blr

I feel like a failure because I can resist, I can resist cvtting myself. I HATE THIS.

#self4rm #s3lf mutilation #self h@te #styro #sh cvt #tw #im going to kms #depressing shit #i wanna kms #send help #self h@rm #hitting styro #hitting beans

In the summer I realize how much I suck, in the winter how fat I am, in the fall how much I want to di3, and in the spring just allergy

I'm just waiting for it to end between us

#self4rm #s3lf mutilation #styro #self h@te #burn calories #send help #depressing shit #im going to kms #tw #i wanna kms #hitting styro #self h@rm

Everyone says to do what I like to distract myself from the desire to hvrt myself, but it's precisely when I'm drawing (the thing I like to do the most) that I feel the need to hvrt myself.