Shannon Leigh @thatswiftiephan - Tumblr Blog

TS7 MEANS NEW MUSIC??? NEW MUSIC VIDEOS??? NEW TOUR?? NEW M&G PICTURES???? MEETING NEW AND OLD MUTUALS??? I AM CRYING OK. CRYING !!!!!

thatswiftiephan

GAHHHHH

all I want to do is talk to you & be with you & touch you all the time... but I get scared that you're not as invested as I am. I get terrified that I adore you more than you like me, & that I'm fooling myself into thinking I deserve your love. when I love, I love with my entire fucking heart. you have it, okay? I'm yours. do you feel the same? or am I kidding myself here? I know we have something & that you feel something for me. my only worry is that it's not strong enough.

that's why I'm not talking to you.

because I need you to come to me first. I need to know that you care enough to get scared of losing me.

I know it sucks & who knows how long I'll last, keeping myself from talking to you. but until we can just talk about it, I need to let you come to me.

sorry.

I love it when

-we're holding hands & your thumb gently brushes mine

-you lay your hand on my leg while you're driving

-our intertwined hands end up on my leg because your arms are longer than mine

-you say something really quietly so that I have to lean in to understand you

-you hold me close while we're watching a movie & lean over to kiss me on the cheek

I love it when you love me.

okay but can we kiss