girl incinerator

eulalie! 24, it/they. follows from @gnomebud. cemetery drive & lltbp lore enthusiast

[secretaary]

thank you nancy martínez for my life

[9ine9ine9ine6ix]

the pre-preduction media for Nanana's music video (though likely not all the footage the band got) as found on a wayback machine archive of this post

notes: NO PISS FILTER, yes this is the absolute highest quality I could get it, no idea where other archives of this are, this seems to have been smashed together as a promotional cut rather than as the rough draft of the video itself (unless their editors were just weird with their order of operations) uh yeah sorry this took literally three days to upload.

[setulose]

Oh my god I just remembered I had the most stressful dream

[setulose]

I was at a music festival and MCR was slotted to play at like multiple different times at different stages for some reason so I watched Gerard sing on a tiny stage with recorded instrumentation (because I guess the others were busy or hadnt soundchecked yet or some other dream logic) and afterwards people were like. Queuing to meet him. And I had a prolonged and unnecessary 40 minutes of panic because I wasn't sure if they actually wanted to talk to fans or if they were just trapped there by circumstance and if it was the latter I wanted to give them space but if it was the former I wanted to at least thank them for how much their music has meant to me, right?

During this whole meltdown @life-spasm is sitting in a circus tent with me and half listening as ve tells me to just go and check it out because historically Gerard makes it pretty apparent through body language when they don't want to be talking to someone (true) and if they look like they want to escape then I can just turn around and leave before engaging, no harm no foul. So I eventually decide to heed this sage advice and go to the very back of the line (which is almost nonexistent after the aforementioned forty minutes of unnecessary panic). Out of an abundance of caution I stammer out something to the effect of "is it like, cool if I talk to you" and they laugh at me (not unkindly, and warranted at that) and assure me it is.

So I go up to them and I start attempting to say any words in a reasonable order but my brain has been reverted to that of my 13yo self and it's mostly a series of stuttering and rethinking and general buffoonery, throughout which Gerard is smiling VERY patiently at me in a manner best likened to a preschool teacher fondly trying to understand what the hell one of their four-year-old charges is talking about, and just as I'm starting to approach something resembling coherency I'm interrupted by a voice behind me greeting Gerard in a very familiar way, to which Gerard responds in kind, and I turn to see who it is.

Behind me is a man who has apparently been a close personal friend of Gerard's this whole time, Gerard's views on Jimmy Buffett listeners notwithstanding: Justin McElroy.

I then awoke to my dog's insistent paw on my shoulder at the holy hour of 6:15AM. Good morning. Have a fulfilling and cherished Wednesday.

[smeagles]

📸: lunap15

[secretaary]

thinking about sylvia again. she was sooooo kind of. sullen???? or at least far more fierce & serious on lltbp leg 1 last year and now she is very very very playful even within her sort of matronly, possibly just mockingly-playing-along role. it's so fascinating to me. what is up with you!!!!!!!! is the secretary scrambling your brain backstage via erotic disembowelment also ???? is she giving you eye trauma ????????

[secretaary]

im simply rotating her and her interactions with the secretary in my head so much. WHAT is that dagger hand-off like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sylveondreams]

hey guys whenever you say my chemical romance can you say charlotte too. my chemical romance and charlotte. thanks

[theaterard]

charlotte kelso you have amassed a legion of nonbinary queer people that are ready to take up arms for you. all you have to do is one last thing to take your place at the helm. beat that most exalted ass with your cane.

[badymaru]

so incredibly bad for me

[theaterard]

i love how every musician biopic has a scene where a producer turns up some random dial on the soundboard when the singer starts making a hit. the mcr biopic is gonna have geoff rickly (played by a beautiful butch woman) doing that when gerard starts singing drowning lessons

[poolboydivision]

been trying to nail this lltbp 2l2l lamp for almost a month now and im finally happy with the color and flow 🥰

[cordspaghetti]

white boy what do you want

[cordspaghetti]

white boys in my notes think this is about them Well it’s not it’s about human ventriloquist dummy brandon joel and you’re going to have to get your cheese board/donut/blanky+coloring time yourself

[sosaysdean]

been 24 hours since the actor who plays the gentleman made that post. brandon speak to me

[sosaysdean]

you ask mcr for normal posts about band content and they say best I can give you is ive got a secret 🪑 from the actor who plays the gentleman

[gerardwaysbob]

sensing a pattern here

[sosaysdean]

📸 stvthrasher

[sosaysdean]

thank heavens that giant penis didn’t make it on stage

[frerarddivorce]

at a certain point we must acknowledge that we’re doing the eras tour for faggots