Future Nicole

I'm a white transgirl that programs, so, ya know, I'm pretty unique. Also, I'm 38, so relevant to boot. I'm really only interested in community and feeling a part of something, so unless you interact with my Tumblr, I probably won't follow you.

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I'm still alive

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Derp

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Got my hairs cut

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I wanted to follow your blog. I read your response to somebody who sent you a comment. You felt they didn't see you as a real person because of some of their posts. Yes I have a porn blog. I have learned from transwomen I have been in touch with and changed the name of my blog. I do need to go and take out old hashtags. I am a real person same as you. I can learn where I am wrong. Would you mind if I followed you and maybe learned from you? Let me know your thoughts. Thanks.

I appreciate your sensitivity. I find transwomen attractive, too, in the same way that I find ciswomen attractive, so no fault there. I would say to analyze which part of us is attractive to you, though that's up to you how or if you do so. If it's our pre-op penises, that might be problematic. So long as you aren't posting slurs, I'm fine with you following. Thanks for asking, and definitely ask if you have any other questions.

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Gamer girl

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Halloween. Phoning it in since 2008.

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It's kind of funny, I used to be so grossed out from public toilet seats. Almost two years of full time and now I think nothing of it. I hear other girls using the seat protectors constantly, but I after experiencing male restrooms for so many years, I'm like, whatever, you could eat off these things. I mean, not literally.

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derp

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Hey guys, I'm still alive :p

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this is extremely important spread this around and save a life!

[transgirltumbling]

I'm sure you probably mentioned it a number of times, but I would like to ask again please - how much did your hair on your head grow back with the HRT?

My understanding is that HRT affects different kinds of baldness in different ways.  Some types can be stopped and reversed, other types can just be stopped.  If you were to fall into the latter category, there are a lot of options. 

Start by talking to your doctor, there are pills that I’ve read about (though I don’t know the name) that seems to have helped some people regrow hair.

If that’s not your bag, wigs are a wonderful option.  A lot of cis women have thinning hair so there are a lot of high quality wigs available.  They can be kind of spendy though, so you’ll want to save up for a good one. If you happen to just be thin on the crown of your head, they also have some just for that and you end up using the rest of your natural hair.

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I use the latter. I have mostly a full head of hair thanks to HRT and hair transplants, but it's still too thin on top for me to feel comfortable, so I have a clip on top. It's mostly my own hair though, which makes me feel less gross about it (I shouldn't feel gross at all, but dysphoria, amirite?)

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Does anyone else play The Secret World? I need a party!!!

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Butt faces

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You are very pretty

Thanks hon <3

[mtfconfessions]

I want to finally start transitioning but I'm stumped. Could anyone recommend a good therapist they've consulted with for gender identity issues in the Puget Sound area? Thank you so much!

[thatuglychick]

Yes!!! Dr. Ezra MF Goetzen. (The MF are his initials, but I wouldn't be surprised in the least of it stood for Mother Fuckin').

Seriously, the man saved my life :D

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