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- on my 21st lesbian summer ☆

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literally just here to sillypost somewhere that isn't main

#the swarm #vampire guys #photo album #volleyball guys #a's. perchance #rbeez #skatong #gf posting #wiggly air #princesses of power #ineffable... so to speak #block game #sk8r boi #sk8

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hypochondriac by brakence can be soooo renga episode 7 breakup coded if you're delusional enough about it

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CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME

#this song comes from both sides a little bit i think #until the vocals start to overlay and then it's their two voices #but which voice matches which line is up for interpretation #because the part Not in brackets i think i initially saw as reki because. Stress.#stress of not being enough. stress of falling behind. stress of how he's perceived next to langa #but then also the line about having a heart attack and the whole fandom (while the show was airing) assuming langa would suffer one at some #point but like fr #BUT ALSO “i'm on your side fuck takin' offence” because langa knew he was wrong when he broke his promise #BUT ALSO ALSO reki not being against langa. still wanting to cheer him on. just not from the sidelines #wanting to cheer him on while also being next to him #JUST. THE WHOLE SONG. PEAK AS FUCK #sk8

hypochondriac by brakence can be soooo renga episode 7 breakup coded if you're delusional enough about it

#wiggly air #sk8 #summertime means i'm thinking of sk8 again sorry there's nothing you can do about it actually

chatting w a friend of mine who recently finished buffalo hunter hunter and got to thinking about what good stab gets up to post-canon. canonically, he's a construction worker, and in my headcanon i believe he also lives in a cat-friendly apartment and fosters kittens for fun. i think he would also work in construction, specifically, so he can shut down any sort of developments that happen on Blackfeet territory... in the bloody sense, of course. like "what was that, boss? you want to build a pipeline through Pikuni land? oh yeah sure why not!" and then not even a day after being sent to what would be the construction site, good stab comes back reporting some freak accident in which the employees who agreed to the job all ended up dying... mysteriously.... in a wild bear attack or some bullshit his boss will believe under racist stereotypes/assumptions.

#one of my Indigenous friends also mentioned how good stab becomes a legend amongst the Pikuni #which is so fucking real.#i imagine good stab pays visits every now and then to his community #but from a distance because he's a chronic lurker #but still people spot him and are like “omg no way”#i fear good stab would want to be flattered but has too much guilt and shame to really feel it #but i really love that idea #and i wish i could write more about and from good stab's perspective #but i am not Indigenous so i feel like it's not really my place #so i shall torture arthur beaucarne instead!#because it really is quite cathartic. helps with the guilt of being white and living on Native land #vampire guys

the-nothing-champ

So so so sleep deprived and I made this dumb thing in like 2 minutes while holding the pen at the very end so it’s completely intelligible and dumb looking lmao

Cc:

“time for dinner boob, man, guy”

“Oh boy thank you!”

“Oh dear all better” - “tubbo”

“Your food blood was weird” - “beer”

“Drunk?” - “very”

the-nothing-champ

Still my best work to date

#feelin this one tonight 🥃#vampire guys #ouughfn i missthem :C

Methinks Arthur has a secret thing for being a cuckold. Because its funny. Because i need to humiliate him further.

lowkey canon if you imagine post-arthur beaucarne manuscript where he's slowly being turned into a prairie dog, trapped in a cage or buried in a hole somewhere, good stab dropping down dead prairie dogs because arthur doesn't deserve the pleasure of killing something himself. maybe good stab even holds the dead prairie dog above his head for a bit, watches the blood trickle down for fun. maybe there's some homoerotic prolonged eye contact or something. idk i just wonder What, exactly, good stab was doing to that man for 100 years. torture, i hope!

#like not Exactly cukolding in the explicitly sexual sense #but vampire bites also being an allegory for sex so like.. kind of still cukholding ?#also the visual of good stab standing above arthur. forcing arthur to look up to him. almost praying to him like a god #UGH. you know how i feel about arthur's concept of religion post-turning #it's such a good flavour i truly can't get enough #vampire guys

A FOURTH BHH FIC HAS HIT THE ARCHIVE!!!!!!

READDDD!!!!!!!!!!

#vampire guys

FUCK EVERYTHING ABOUT THE LAST 30 MINUTES OF DEAD POETS SOCIETY BUT ESPECIALLY THE BIT WHERE MR. MCALLISTER— THE FAMOUSLY STRICT, FORMAL BANKING-MODEL TEACHER— IS TAKING HIS STUDENTS OUT INTO THE WORLD TO TEACH THEM, TRYING OUT NON-FORMAL EDUCATION THE SAME WAY MR. KEATING DID, SHOWING THAT KEATING DIDN'T INSPIRE JUST STUDENTS, BUT STAFF AS WELL. AND FUCK THE WAY MCALLISTER LOOKS BACK AT KEATING. OH JOHN KEATING THE TEACHER YOU ARE AND OHHHH DPS THANK YOU FOR BEING A BEAUTIFUL THESIS ON HOW POPULAR EDUCATION CAN FUNCTION IN A FORMAL SETTING

#sorry had to nerd out about education for a minute #the english major and future teacher in me loves dead poets society with a deep DEEP passion #also the yaoi enthusiast but don't worry too much about that one #the swarm

math notes from today :L

#“you are something but not nothing” has been going triple platinum in my vocabulary lately #can't wait to hear it again at worlds!#also the redemption arc. i'm nervous but also looking forward to it #mostly praying for a clean turnadot from yuma tho 🙏#idgaf if he does that program with just triples I JUST WANNA SEE IT CLEANNNN #skatong #photo album #yayyy two organizational tags!

my calc prof really said "there are not one... but TWO english majors in my calc 2 course.... let me make them write a poem about their favourite series" like yes this is my niche exactly

#the swarm #wrote about the harmonic and square harmonic series btw

i need to get more insane again. i've been too normal lately..

#the swarm

fallen by evanescence is quite simply THE album. of forever.

#put it on today for the first time in a HOT MINUTE #i genuinely forgot how peak it is.#wiggly air

i love how whenever i study i always tell myself "yeah i could keep going for another couple hours" as i am actively rereading the same sentence for the seventh time

#we are witnessing levels of 'locking in' that have never before been recorded #(i am taking a 2 hour break. because 30 minutes was NOT enough. and i fear 1 hour won't be either)#my brain feels like it has been flattened and placed into a toaster #yeah midterms are going well why do you ask haha ^_^#the swarm

caved and made a bluesky. you can find me w the username kindabadideas :]

#did i make the account for the sole purpose of following sgj? ...... perchance #don't know what i'll use it for if anything. still need to get used to the culture there #but if you wanna drop a follow then go for it! i love moots #the swarm

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We should all kill arthur beaucarne for valentine's day

#REBLOG!#let's all kill arthur beaucarne 🙂‍↕️#rbeez #vampire guys

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listening to dangerous by sleep token and thinking about when arthur and good stab first met "i couldn't tell if he had a face from the past or my past" and "we fell in together, and they came to share their bottle with me" during the nights leading up to the maria's massacre and something about arthur's queerness and internalized homophobia and an extension of his guilt and shame. "my past" as both violence and the last time arthur was intimate with other men, thus linking queer love with violence and internalized homophobia and the LAYERS!!!!!! THE EROTICISM!!!!!!!!!!!!! in hurting another and hurting oneself because love, to arthur, is always associated with violence. love is violent. love is hate. it's devotion. and what is arthur beaucarne if not devoted? devoted to god— to hate. what is good stab if not devoted hate incarnate? if not violence? if not love itself? what are either of them if not trapped in perpetual stasis? individually, together, two long branches on the same tree, bending in opposite directions. to maintain oneself is to maintain destruction. also i think good stab should be able to kill arthur as many times as he wants actually.

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i shouldn't even have to explain how these lyrics apply to arthur you see the vision you get it

#THE WHOLE SONG. WORD FOR WORD BAR FOR BAR. ARTHUR BEAUCARNE.#“and i am caught in time / like clockwork beneath the permafrost” literally read arthur beaucarne and his three missing toes for FILTH #“i notice every time we meet / i feel the ground beneath my feet giving way”#arthur beaucarne forgetting the fucking LORD'S PRAYER BECAUSE OF GOOD STAB 😭😭#there's no way. i'm not even religious and that's the one prayer i know #also forgetting the lord's prayer and admitting he knows it better than “the contours of my own mouth”#my brother in christ why have you chosen The Mouth for that analogy? couldn't have been... yknow... the back of your hand?#vampire ass bitch #vampire guys #wiggly air

listening to dangerous by sleep token and thinking about when arthur and good stab first met "i couldn't tell if he had a face from the past or my past" and "we fell in together, and they came to share their bottle with me" during the nights leading up to the maria's massacre and something about arthur's queerness and internalized homophobia and an extension of his guilt and shame. "my past" as both violence and the last time arthur was intimate with other men, thus linking queer love with violence and internalized homophobia and the LAYERS!!!!!! THE EROTICISM!!!!!!!!!!!!! in hurting another and hurting oneself because love, to arthur, is always associated with violence. love is violent. love is hate. it's devotion. and what is arthur beaucarne if not devoted? devoted to god— to hate. what is good stab if not devoted hate incarnate? if not violence? if not love itself? what are either of them if not trapped in perpetual stasis? individually, together, two long branches on the same tree, bending in opposite directions. to maintain oneself is to maintain destruction. also i think good stab should be able to kill arthur as many times as he wants actually.

#i need to kill arthur as many times as possible #nothing in this post makes sense i fear BUT YOU GET THE VIBES I HOPE #like there are so many statements that can apply to both of them and i find that so fascinating #and you know i'm always on that homoerotic toxic old man yaoi grind #so you KNOW arthur beaucarne sees good stab as the perfect man for him #GOOD STAB DOES NOT RETURN THESE FEELINGS!!!! I REPEAT: GOOD STAB DOES NOT RECIPROCATE!!!!#i feel like i need to make this veryyy clear every time i talk about them #good stab to me is just like. normal guy who's celibate because of all the self-loathing #and arthur's just gay and evil idk #and ETSY BEAUCARNE IS A LESBIAN TO ME #anyone who has concerns or complaints can talk to the wall #yes i know she had a boyfriend but there's a reason why it didn't last #plus i like to think that repressed homosexuality runs in the family #vampire guys

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