[thcspianthief]

// Again my muse here is low. My mood has been low also Which doesn’t help... So until things raise again, I am writing the character I find easiest.

Not to mention, makes me happiest.

So yeah, I’ll be over on @gxntil if anyone needs me/wants to write with me.

[gxntil]

                   Oh, have you not heard?                                                 It is all going to be Okay.

independent fandomless fantasy OC written by Lou

[gxntil]

Me: wants to do things on both blogs Also me: has had about 4 hours sleep and cannot think straight

I’ll lurk. I’ll send asks. But I won’t be doing much else.

[thcspianthief]

true friendship

[thcspianthief]

startgamc replied to your post: Okay so, I’ve been replaying FF9 and I came across...

I’m well aware of this myself after replaying the game to refresh myself with the muse and I recognize it, but Ruby being part of the team is more fun imho so lol

//and that’s totally fine! you do you! rp is meant to be fun and not a chore anyway :)

[thcspianthief]

//Tfw you start analysing a character from a purely playworker/social care worker focusing on the developmental side of things. I kiiinda want to look into the effects of a child being left alone like how Eiko was and how it would influence them and perhaps try and explain why she acts how she does because clearly she’s been made to grow up too fast But at the same time, I fear it’s gonna make me want to roleplay her lmao

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thcspianthief​:

//got a slightly angsty thread i need to respond to on my OC i love angst so i’ll be over there for a bit

//i take it back, i’m just gonna be over there for tonight. there is every chance there may be conflict of the rp kind on my elf and I never get to write that with him he’s too much of a good boy

[thcspianthief]

//got a slightly angsty thread i need to respond to on my OC i love angst so i’ll be over there for a bit

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beatrix::

█ ▌ @thcspianthief​​ ❤’d for a starter

     “I’ve been told Her Majesty is requesting Tantalus to perform in the upcoming month.  Is it safe to say you will be also be taking part?”  With the whirlwind of happenings from former plays put on, she hadn’t quite been able to enjoy Marcus’s acting- especially as Zidane stole the show last time.

   Maybe they Beatrix could also extend her gratitude she had no time for their rescues without obligation.

   --- There was something to be said about the Alexandrian General. She was, for the most part, pleasant to talk to... So long as you abide by the rules, that is.      “That’s up to the Boss,” he stated simply with a shrug, turning his attention fully upon the sterner soldier. After all, as was often the case, the older man typically did get the final say.

 “...In any case,” and there was a pause, “I ain’t about to spoil the cast list,” his words followed closely by a short, albeit hearty, laugh.

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bro::

     Yeah, of course Marcus wasn’t worried. Marcus was rarely her target to unleash her wrath. That seemed to fall onto him. He can act like he doesn’t know why all he wants, but to call a spade a spade - the two dug each other but Blank was too immature to be anything more than what he currently was; an urchin. Besides, she needed to relax a little. Hmmm… maybe she could use some sleeping weed.

     Blank offers his hand out, expecting Marcus to give him another drink ( which he does ). “So lemmie ask you something. This whole thing with Zidane and the Princess. Think that’s gonna last or burn out when there ain’t a crisis to deal with?” He asks, taking a few chugs following. Being committed… at their age. It was hard to wrap his head around, and this is the one space he can be honest.

   --- A mouthful from his own is followed by silence. A moment of contemplation. Not that he needed one. He knew full well how he felt about, well, to call it what it was, this little fling. A temporary thing. Sure, there may have been some kind of feelings involved currently but... Another swig was taken, smaller this time. “Prob’ly not. They’re too young,” his views stated as simply and as straight to the point as many had, perhaps, come to expect from the man.

       Ever the realist, he was never one to dwell too long upon fleeting flights of fancy such as this. Better to base your mind in what is tangible, right? Right. Not going to find yourself subject to silly misunderstandings or tricky situations that way, after all. “’Sides,” a grin twisted on to his features, “It’s Zidane. When has he been able to focus on one woman for any length of time?”

[thcspianthief]

???::

@thcspianthief​.

❝ if you leave now, you get nothing. ❞

   --- “...Alright, I’ll bite. What d’ya want?”

[hybridsheart]

hi i just want everyone to know that i will never ever EVER be angry with anyone for not replying to my texts even though you’re visibly online and reblogging/posting. i understand that holding a conversation takes a lot more energy and effort than scrolling and posting and that’s 100% okay. take care of yourself first. the whole idea that you HAVE to reply to someone when you’re online is toxic and makes mentally ill people feel as though they are bad friends just because they can’t always reply within minutes. 

[thcspianthief]

//I’m here and I’m in a lot of pain, huzzah! So I’m gonna write and try and ignore the pain

[thcspianthief]

//written up 99% of my drafts. unfortunately, I am in a “hello I’m not sure about these” mood so I’ll be posting them tomorrow once I’ve re-read them with a clearer head to counteract this, I am going to go flop over to my OC and write there for a bit (because like i said in a post a few days back, i’ve lost a lot of confidence writing canon characters but it doesn’t affect my ability to write an oc) for as much as Marcus is something of a breath of fresh air sometimes, i really cannot stay away from my not so smart high elf child.

[thcspianthief]

//Tfw you are so used to drawing buff af paladin and barbarian you end up drawing your muse buff af as well...

I did parts of my drafts, but then I felt like doodling so I went to do that instead

[thcspianthief]

//Wow, big break. In truth, not been well. Headaches galore! Needless to say, I’ve been doing things that are less taxing on the head. (Namely Animal Crossing and replaying FF9)

[thcspianthief]

Okay so, I’ve been replaying FF9 and I came across this letter in-game from Ruby to Zidane:

And it’s just that last part has gotten me to thinking about something. I’m gonna preface this with this is just my thoughts on this, there is every chance that later on she realises who they really are later on, but early on in the game (this was around Clerya) she doesn’t seem to??? I’ve seen a lot of “Ruby is aware of the Tantalus guys being bandits but isn’t one herself”. Heck, I’ve been thinking that way myself, until I read this today. The “Come to think of it, you Tantalus guys look like a bunch of outlaws! Just kidding.” is making me start to think otherwise.

Of course, there is every chance I am reading too much into things, I’m very good at that. I dunno, maybe refreshing my memory and paying particular attention to interactions with Ruby in the future will shed more light...