Wandering And Wondering

HC-DID system, adult (18-21), rebuilding blog, previously thе-соmpаss-fаils

[the-compass-failed]

Last Updated - January 4, 2026

Hello! The compass led you astray, huh? It must've with the side of the internet you've landed on. Well, welcome to the chaos!

This blog is about us and for us, if you don't like it, blоck don't rеpоrt. We can (have and will) just make a nеw blog.

We are bodily an adult (in the 18-21 range) and that's really all the important stuff. Under the cut is some shit about us!

This blog was made to be able to send vidеos and audiоs to @cathedral-of-thorns easier, so it's sorta dedicated to him!

We're monogamous, unpartnered and (mostly) not looking. We are however SO happy to make friends (we are socially awkward as fuck though!)

We will take requests for pics, audios, fantasies and anything else you can think of. We will gladly turn down anything that'll make us uncomfortable, but there's a high chance we'll do it :)

We are a trans male, and use he/him pronouns. We can't physically transition but we're working on it in the next few years

We are technically a pаraрhilе and whatever but we don't label ourselves much, this blog is really just exploring shit we like. Kink wise, we're a switch with a HEAVY sub lean. We can only be dоmmy in the right mood and with the right people so never expect it

We have no limits kink wise! If we don't particularly enjoy something, we get off on the fact someone else does. Please check our boundaries for other info about this :)

Hate and dеath threats will just get us hаrd, don't even bother

Our anonymous travelers - 🦴🐺

Tagging System -

#Lost Again, is our original posts

#Finding The Path, is our pics, videos and audios

#Deeper In The Woods, is our favorite posts, original and reblogs

#In My Path, is posts that are heavily targeted to someone

#Hiding In The Bushes, is our vents

#Discovered Traveler, is our asks

#(Anon Tag) Is Lost, is our anons, obviously

Boundaries -

Don't misgender us. Just don't. We are a male even if we cannot transition.

Don't encourage any form of sеlf hаrm, we love seeing others' but it's not something we're interested in and we won't do it for you.

For terminology for our body, any term is pretty much fine (other than "сunnie") Just don't inherently call us a woman and we're good.

DNI -

We have none! Minors can interact, they've seen worse. All we ask is that if you reach out, make it clear you're a minor, as we won't be sexual with you.

[wrongindulgence]

This is the hand that feeds you, Lamb.

[the-compass-failed]

I need to fight for the sake of losing.

Giving it my all, struggling and doing everything I can, hell maybe even gaining control for a moment and thinking I did win. And then in an instant losing every bit of that "power," being pinned down and them having their way with me.

[ranovrethr]

Breathing is NOT talked about enough. Apart from the fact that it is absolutely beautifully breathtaking to watch someone slowly get sleepy from your hands around their throat, it’s so much more. It’s beautiful that someone can trust you enough to hold such a vital and vulnerable thing in your hands. The very oxygen that enables all of their awake thoughts that you fall in love with.

And after they pass out, finally at peace, it’s just you and their body now. They’re not waking up until you release them. They cannot beg, or tap, or pull away anymore if it gets too much. They’re quite literally at your mercy.

And they trust you because they know you’ll bring them back everytime.

That you’ll let go. That you’ll stop squeezing. That you value their life more than your own pleasure.

Also side note it’s so fucking adorable watching someone wake up confused like five seconds after they pass out. They act like they’ve been out for years. Silly. and so fuckin dumbbbb

It’s seriously one of the purest forms of trust ever

[ranovrethr]

yes ropes and chains and all that pretty stuff is wonderful but what if I just hold you down with my own strength and let you fight something real instead? Wouldn’t your restraints be so much better if they could sweat? Squeeze until you bruise? Punch?

or better yet, why don’t I just manipulate that pretty little mind of yours until you don’t need any restraints at all…

[the-compass-failed]

after you went to bed did i jack off? yeah. did i cum and cry for you while calling out your name? .. yeah. 🦴🐺

Mph I woke up grinding on my pillow yet again...

[the-compass-failed]

A piece of me has wanted to hide away from the light of day. I have bIinded it, and only now can it see how amazing the pаin really is.

[the-compass-failed]

A piece of me has wanted to hide away from the light of day. I have bIinded it, and only now can it see how amazing the pаin really is.

Check reblogs for pics :)

[wrongindulgence]

I want to force you to fuck a fully loaded gun. So perfect as you cry. Using your tears to placate me.

An impossible task. You will die tonight. But, for now, enjoy the cold gunmetal forcing its way inside you.

[maggotmouthful]

i love my mask. what a thin barrier it is between me and what i want. cock pressed up against my eye lenses, dribbling and throbbing, steaming them up from the outside. my need to feel, to smell, to taste denied by glass and metal.

having my head grabbed and forced down between a set of thighs. i see nothing but flesh, feel nothing but the striations of my face being humped without abandon. i see nothing, feel nothing. i'm not a human under there, i don't need to be.

every hit is dulled, every moan is muffled, every scent is filtered. my speech is useless. my desperation is invisible. i sweat and drool and buck and snap and it changes nothing. i am an outsider to what happens to my own body. i have no control.

and when you get tired of me, you can just put a hand over my valves for a while.

[frozenbarbie73]

I'm going to kidnap you and tie you down. Your bindings so tight they dig into your skin, burning into your wrists, slowly breaking your skin. Then I'll scream at you for everything you ever did to me than im going to violently stab and slice into you, ripping out your guts, blood spilling everywhere. Laughing at your cries, your thrashing, your stupid pleas to be set free.

Oh.. I'm never setting you free. I'm going to cut you up into peices and disect your brain and squish your eyes in my bare hands like fucking grapes.

I would never let you survive me.

[cathedral-of-thorns]

Over the past while a few people have asked me or been curious on how to skin thеmsеIvеs. So this post is for all you fuckers out there. The way I talk about it is meant to discourage you. Also random capitals are censoring from my Russian keyboard

The first step is always to prep. You will want a bandage big enough to cover the area obviously, but if you need to you gauze and have no medical tape you can attach it with two bandages on each side. You will need tweezers, at the least for the first bit. If you want to do it without than be my guest, but I am telling you to use them. Remember to disinfect the tool you are using, as well as the area. If you have numbing cream of gel, use it on the area prior to cleaning. You will want to motivate the pain, I promise. If no, you can use ice to numb your skin but it will not be as effective or last as long. The sharper your tool the easier, quicker, and less painful this will be. It will also cause the least amount of damage which is good for healing. Sharpen to 20°, 15° if you can manage. Things like razor blades and scalpes would be 15°-17°. However I want to note a sharpened kitchen Кnifе would be better than a rаzоr ВIаdе. Because there is a curve it will come off easier when you move quite wrist with it

Once you are ready, the first thing you want to do is make a bracket shape the size of skin you want to take off. It does not need to be deep at all, just enough to see the separation of the first layer of skin and epidermis. Do a bit of research on how thick the skin is on your spot of choice, maybe choose a spot with slightly thicker skin as well.

Get ready, I know you understand the pain of cutting but get ready to sever all of your nerves on the surface. It will hurt. Lay l your tool of choice flat on your skin. And just barely angle it up. 8° is a generous maximum, aim for 3°. More than just the sharp end of the blade should be against you. Deep breath in, and a deep breath out as you do one long drag in to get the corner up. Take your tweezers and lift up a bit. Now, this is where you get to choose your preference. You can either saw back and forth, or do individual slices in. The direction of where to cut at what point is in the corner of the video, though the scribbling does demonstrate sawing. You will understand once you watch it. “Sawing” is not vigorous, maybe 1 cm back and forth. If you are slicing, I recommend the full length of your object, or the length of the curve on it.

If you cut skin off meat often, you can try to do it in one go with how you usually skin meat. Think of it almost like salmon in a way.

Once you have it all off, try to do it in one do but сut in from the top of the skin towards where your patch of exposed skin is.

Remember to bandage yourself please, this is not a regular cut. Let bandage sit for two days before you do any changing, so I recommend showing the day you do this.

[d3monl0ver]

a love letter about sewing myself to my girl

[wrongindulgence]

First, I will take your eyes from you. A constant reminder that you do not need to see. You need to be led.

Then, I will take your legs. You will not leave without my permission.

Lastly, I'll take your life. Your capacity to make decisions. Your capacity to grow. You need not breathe with me.

I will love you all the same when you are cold and blue.

[cathedral-of-thorns]

There's someone waiting at your window, familiar face without a name.

One night he'll creep in like the mist to touch your forehead with a kiss, and lead you back into the void from whence you came.

[the-compass-failed]

I feel complete. Oh my fucking god his whining, his voice at every second, every single reaction. I didn't expect to enjoy it that much, but it's so rare I'm that comfortable with anyone that fast. Especially while sliсing myself open.

I haven't bIed this nicely, ever, it's intoxicating. I wouldn't have been able to do it without him

[wrongindulgence]

I'll turn your pretty back into a canvas of slash marks and welts.