We can do it with the resources we have
Ultimately we need more money for mental health. But we could change the culture of mental health with the money we have.
I speak from my own personal experience as someone who had childhood depression and a hidden anxiety disorder, and as someone who has experienced psychosis since 2012.
The greater your need the more you recognise the lack of resources in the mental health system in the UK. We know that will be different for future generations. But what could we change now?
The problem is that the government rolls out policies for the NHS and these policies all treat service users as though they are the same. Psychosis is probably one of the least understood and most stigmatised areas of mental health care. I also know trauma is too and completely disagree with the diagnosis of BPD. The problem is that the government want evidence to support decisions as to where they spend the money. This is completely understandable. But what we get is a very inflexible approach to treatment. What we need is something that is reflexive to the needs of the individual.
So we need a different kind of research and we need to hear from every one of you reading this blog who has experience of the mental health system in the UK or your own country. It is only with your insights and your wisdom that we can build a first rate mental health system around the world. You are not alone. If you are thinking it someone else will be too or if not, you saying it will make a lightbulb go on in someone elseâs head. We just need lots of lightbulbs to go off in lots of peoples heads.
Could we build a grassroots campaign to better mental health care? Sounds crazy? The idea of grassroots activism in mental health care. I thought so. No you have to enter the system, you have to get a PhD, you have to work in research. Where are the think tanks for mental health care? But if we empowered people who are waiting too long for change, whose voices are never heard, then activism in this area could be powerful. I donât know if that time is now or in the future. But change for marginalised people is often achieved when those people become empowered and start asking for it. We are educated by the insights of those people.
What could we as a society achieve with the resources we have? Well we could change the way we train psychiatrists. We could make empathy very important. We could ask them to go to hearing voices groups to listen to the perspectives of people who hear voices. That could be a requirement. We could inform psychiatrists about how individuals feel about coercive drug treatment, that many people legitimately find they do not respond to drugs. I know psychiatrists have responsibility and feel worried that without drug treatment there is a suicide risk but I have encountered psychiatrists who talked to me like I was a badly behaved child and showed me a lack of empathy. Itâs always easier to relate to someone who understands how youâre feeling and shows you kindness. I think we could go further than that though. We could find out who really is helped by medication and who really isnât. Then we could stop that pressure. So we could use biomarkers to inform us as to whether drug medication is really working or not. That is something that is on the way.
If people with psychosis do not want to be treated with medication then we should provide a robust alternative. There are hospital wards in Scandinavia that treat patients without medication and with therapy alone. Could we adopt that approach in the UK? It is upsetting that you cannot go into hospital without being sectioned. It would be great if you could. We need more money for this. What we could do with the money we have is train the nurses and the mental health staff to treat people with psychosis differently. There is currently a perception that people with psychosis are âlittle onesâ or âvulnerables.â This might be because professionals see people at their worst, because they want to care for them, and because they often see us very frightened. But it is also a way of âotherisingâ people who experience psychosis. I cannot stress it enough that everyone you ever meet with psychosis is normal but having difficult experiences. So we must listen first and foremost to everyone with psychosis. Be wary of imposing your reality upon people with psychosis i.e. this isnât happening and I believe this is due to an imbalance in your brain. For the person experiencing psychosis it absolutely is happening because they are clearly experiencing it. They might not know why it is happening. They might think it is real. Be wary of being prescriptive in general. Sometimes what you tell someone with psychosis hurts in ways everyone would find difficult to predict. For example, I know this is slight but I was told in quite an instructional way not to have too many duvet days. Now, I realise that sometimes you have as many duvet days as you need because you are suffering so badly. The advice was well meant and there is something to be said for behavioural activation and finding coping mechanisms but somehow the tone in which it was said was wrong. Itâs easy for other people to tell themselves Iâll only have one duvet day. I donât want anyone to misread what Iâm saying and think I or anyone else would take offence easily but we need careful listening more than we need modelling, and I say that very gently. I think that is something that the mental health system should incorporate into its training. Then we do things together. It feels better that way. What do we need? Fantastic listeners who are perceptive and relay our feedback to a team of people who are providing us with mental health care. They have to trust us as precious resources in our own recovery. They have to see us as normal people.
Individuals will have different feedback to give and different bug-bears. Itâs therefore important that their support network hears from them and the people involved in their mental health care listen to them.
I hope you donât feel alienated from my criticisms of the mental health system. It really is about changing the culture with the money we already have. If you trained psychiatrists to be more empathic, created an acceptance that not everyone is helped by medication although some are, and had more equal conversations with people with psychosis then people would be more soothed by the mental health system which would feel more of an ally than an authoritative body. I cannot even interact with the NHS as it currently is because of these systemic problems. A final point I would like to add is that there is a problem with psychiatrists being the ultimate authority. I think psychologists are better trained to empathise with people who suffer from psychosis and we would benefit from their input. When I was in hospital psychologists were never invited to the weekly meetings. These meetings were very intimidating!! They involved like ten individuals around a table looking at me. I know this can be different because when I was in a private hospital aged 14 and 18 it was just a meeting with myself and my parents and perhaps a nurse very occasionally. But in the NHS you have these big meetings that I think are a bit abusive to the patient. Anyway, at none of these weekly meetings was there ever a psychologist. This could be changed!
Ultimately we need more money. We need an individual plan with the psychology team for everyone who enters hospital with psychosis. We need 1:1s. We need tailored therapy. We need psychologistsâ input in all aspects of treatment.
I was offered psychological treatment by the NHS. I had group therapy which I found demeaning. We all had to run across the room in our âvalued directionâ and I felt silly. It got the point across (that you donât let your voices hijack your day) but it felt silly and I know that was not what was intended. I was also given 1:1 therapy but as with everything on the NHS it is for a limited time only. It was targeted at my psychosis. Sometimes not everything is about psychosis. Sometimes those techniques just donât work. I really hope no one misunderstands me and thinks Iâm a difficult patient! But itâs just we need therapy that is reflexive to our needs as individuals and that really is the bottom line.
There, those are my brief thoughts on what we could do with the money we already have. Patient feedback. Patient feedback. Patient feedback. Listening. Empathy. No drug treatment alternatives accepted and implemented.
Ok one very last thing. Not your fault if you didnât know but many people with psychosis really donât like being called âillâ. They may have suffered sexual abuse. They may have a brain that works differently. They may have any number of personal explanations for why they experience psychosis. They may think their experiences are real. But for many people it just doesnât fit with their personal identity and their own experiences to be called âillâ. I also would hate to be called âillâ or âwellâ. Iâm having an experience that is really difficult. It doesnât make me âless thanâ and it just doesnât seem to be âillnessâ. <3