There And Back Again

Thirty Something

[perfectfeelings]

“It’s both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.”

— David Jones

[the-indoor-wildling]

Hey

[the-indoor-wildling]

You make me want to keep living and improve myself. I wish I could motivate you, like you motivate me.

People don’t motivate me, my pets do. And I’m still going for them so I’d say I’m doin okay even tho I am depressed

[the-indoor-wildling]

I had a random dream while I was high. Where we get married. I also dreamt that I was able to make a huge impact on your mental health and helped you get financial freedom. But in my dream I was in better shape, made better decisions, and probably fixed myself first.

It sounds like something that would come from a dream. My life will never have such things lol

[the-indoor-wildling]

It’s getting hard to keep hearing “you’re such a great friend” and “you make me feel so cared for” and never being able to be the one to say that.

[the-indoor-wildling]

How do you manifest friendship? Like I'm not trying to bang every attractive person like some people I know. Friendships mean everything to me. But I swear people as amazing as you are far af. But I dream of friends like you.

This is hard for me to answer- because WHY do you want to be their friend? Are they pretty and you want to be around them? Are they funny? Are they smart and make you think? Are they caring and give you things? The why will help you figure out what you need to do to build a relationship.

But be a friend. Be nice, be caring. Be there when they need someone, follow through with the things you say.

[the-indoor-wildling]

Even though you're a 10. I care too much about your mental health and want to see you do well. I'm completely okay being in the "friend zone" if it means being a part of your life in any way.

🖤🖤

I appreciate that- mostly I need friends anyway. Romance isn’t a thing for me anymore so just friends

[luxuryents]

[the-indoor-wildling]

[the-indoor-wildling]

Sweet as cherry wine

[bad-days-are-ok]

[luxurylearry]

[the-indoor-wildling]

Sweet like wine

[swifth]

[snootyfoxfashion]

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x / x

[the-indoor-wildling]

I wish I could talk about how:

I’m constantly battling myself,

And it still feels like I’ll never win,

How I actively remind myself to breathe,

Because my brain tells me it’s not worth it to keep doing it,

How it hurts to wake up,

But it also hurts to sleep,

And how my feelings on life change from second to second,

And nothing seems to matter anyway,

Except absolutely everything,

I wish I could talk about that.

[approvers]