just words

and it came to the point i would have to many letters to write to so many people, telling them so many things that it was clear, i should live enough to let them know.

[the-mind-speaks]

how can you be so cruel

you know how the days weaken their spirit

their nights so lonely and cold

they are trying their best

yet you chose to be so cruel to them

now look in the mirror, and tell them youre sorry

8/31/22

[the-mind-speaks]

i would like to come to you

when the days been long

the eyes have been teary

when the nights been so dark

but it would have all disappeared

when we were together

8/21/22

[the-mind-speaks]

i was born in October

i never felt the warmth of May

not until you.

you wrapped me up with your words that blossomed like flowers in the sunlight

your hands that have been waiting for the harsh winds

to finally put on that autumn sweater and toast marshmallows while enjoying the campfire

who knew that cold wind

would blow me to you

because it was then

when i found you

that i began to feel the warmth in October too.

10/1/22

[the-mind-speaks]

i pray

but not to a god

not something with sovereignty power over me

but to the universe

being everything and anything all at once

a tree, its very leaves, and the roots growing beneath it.

the sky, its clouds, and the raindrops that fall.

the wind and its whispers

fires and its sparks

the sun and the moon and the stars

so yes i pray,

but i pray to me.

8/27/22

[the-mind-speaks]

she loves stories

moonlight

sunshine

thunderstorms

ocean waves

tossing of coins

ringing of bells

and so many other things that have a soul

8/21/22

[the-mind-speaks]

I'm not intimidating. you're intimidated, theres a difference. I'm not mean or aggresive. I'm asserive and direct and that makes you uncomfortable. it's not me that makes you uncomfortable its my presence that challenges your comfort. i wont change for you to feel more comfortable with yourself.

7/7/22

[the-mind-speaks]

It was fine

Until it wasn't

And days were hard

But days tend to be that way

Until one day

Was too much to bear

And now there are no more days.

7/7/22

[the-mind-speaks]

i was told it was my fault whether it was right or wrong, what makes you think I know the difference.

the only way out, is in.

7/7/22

[the-mind-speaks]

someday...

ill hold you

so tight

that you can finally catch your breath

from carrying the weight of the world

all alone.

because finally,

you're not.