this doesn't exist

•just trying to keep people informed about the NWRT shit ig• ~if it's all the same to you, i was never here~

[the-nwrt-librarian]

The Google doc post had to be privated bc people were being harassed.

[the-nwrt-librarian]

Hey just fyi...

I sometimes still get anonymous asks requesting info. For the record, I will not answer if you're anonymous.

If you really want information about stuff DM me or send an ask that isn't anonymous. That way I can answer privately.

Out of respect for everyone involved, I cannot in good conscience upload the info publicly.

[the-nwrt-librarian]

That apology feels real genuine now that it's been deleted. 6 months of inactivity and he decided he really missed that Patreon money.

Such a fucking dick.

[flying-with-the-wind]

The thing about All Too Well is not the age-gap itself, but the age gap at that particular stage in life. Because a 10 year age gap between a 20 year old and a 30 year old is not the same way as a 10 year age gap but between, say, a 30 year old and a 40 year old. With 30-40, we’re talking about two people who can consider themselves in similar stages of life, they are both full adults. But someone who is just turning 20 and someone who just turned 30 are two people who are in completely different stages of life.

When you’re 20, you’re just entering that awkward phase between being a late teen and a young adult, and trying to figure out how the fuck adulting works. When you’re 30 (I imagine, since I’m not 30 yet), you’ve already more or less have the hang of it. You can’t expect a 20 year old to experience life the same way as a 30 year old, no more than you could expect it the other way around. Expectations are different, needs are different, thought process is different, literally everything. I’m sure there must be some couples that make it work, and good for them! But they’re exceptions, not the rule. In most cases, the relationship is clearly too unbalanced to be called healthy. 

[thepopcornb]

deep dive

one of the posts on here failed to differentiate behavior between the exes and the gwaconfessions page so lets take a moment and to clarify what we know.

Keep reading

[thepopcornb]

2. emery never had any info about todd that she could have used to doxx him; however, she gathered tidbits of info in talking with the ex gf and publicized that.

Keep reading

[stillathrowaway]

I messaged you directly but I have no clue if you’ll respond. I figure clearing up your assumptions on this matter is for the best for everyone’s peace of mind. I was entirely honest when I said I’d never dox todd and still to this day have given no one his name, age, location, etc. the people behind GWAConfessions have none of his information.

I have nothing to do with what they chose to post or how they responded to those questions. I know I didn’t handle this situation perfectly, but I did not dox todd and I didn’t give his information out to verify myself. I would never threaten his safety in such a way.

[thepopcornb]

 i’ll edit the original post. thank you for setting that straight. 

but on a related note, this is very revealing of the confessions page and their intentions.

first of all, they lied about having access to this information, which should have everyone wondering: what other lies have they made up? clearly the fabrication of this assertion is suggestive of their integrity as people and as a platform. 

secondly, “i don’t i just wanted to keep people guessing” is revealing of what their agenda truly is in maintaining that account. clearly either their priorities are in stirring up the pot rather than their supposed “mission statement” OR they’re reckless af and can’t be trusted, as displayed by their disregard for delivering factual information despite claiming that they never post anything serious without “proof”

[the-nwrt-librarian]

Someone brought up NWRT discourse again on Twitter so I figured I'd let you know Emery wasn't body shaming Todd. She brought up that thing about the abs bc she thought it was a strange thing to lie about.

@thepopcornb

[the-nwrt-librarian]

Damn GWA Confessions really made people think they had the info to doxx Todd. That's actually kinda fucked up...

I mean I'm glad it's been clarified that truly no one has the power/desire to do so. Cause even tho he was an asshole, no one deserves to get doxxed

[thepopcornb]

deep dive

one of the posts on here failed to differentiate behavior between the exes and the gwaconfessions page so lets take a moment and to clarify what we know.

Keep reading

[thepopcornb]

2. emery never had any info about todd that she could have used to doxx him; however, she gathered tidbits of info in talking with the ex gf and publicized that.

Keep reading

[stillathrowaway]

I messaged you directly but I have no clue if you’ll respond. I figure clearing up your assumptions on this matter is for the best for everyone’s peace of mind. I was entirely honest when I said I’d never dox todd and still to this day have given no one his name, age, location, etc. the people behind GWAConfessions have none of his information.

I have nothing to do with what they chose to post or how they responded to those questions. I know I didn’t handle this situation perfectly, but I did not dox todd and I didn’t give his information out to verify myself. I would never threaten his safety in such a way.

[the-nwrt-librarian]

Wait so does this mean we don't even know his real age range? If GWA confessions made that up then... Damn that's actually wild

[leeksanddandelions-deactivated2]

I wasn’t going to say anything because my opinions are worth pennies, but somehow things have become more divisive, and I’m a shameless glutton for drama. I’m sure (and hope) we can all agree that Todd’s behavior was despicable, but these recent discussions have brought into light a few questions that are interesting to consider. I won’t really touch on the cheating or the BM joke because I think it’s fairly indisputable that that was wrong or at the very least, tasteless.

Keep reading

[the-nwrt-librarian]

This is a totally fair assessment. I just want to clarify for people: the main reason I said the things I did was because I’ve seen too many people going after Todd’s ex or the fans involved. That one fan he spoke to for over 3 years is still receiving hate. Some of the stuff people are accusing Todd of is too far. But for all the criticism I’ve seen towards the people he hurt, I haven’t seen as many people defending them. I just feel like it’s wrong to make assumptions about their side of the story/what they knew. But if people are still going after Todd’s ex or the other individuals, I only think it’s fair to defend them and explain where people's disappointment towards Todd is coming from.

I’m sure my posts have come off as accusatory and I don’t want people to think I’m comparing Todd to Epstein or whatever other baseless comments are getting thrown around. But I have seen one too many comments accusing the people Todd hurt that I felt like something needed to be said in their defense. 

[the-nwrt-librarian]

EDIT: Emery (the fan Todd spoke with since 2017) is still receiving hateful messages. And apparently Todd's ex is being harassed now. Idk who's doing it but please just stop.

To be clear, I am not one of the people who thinks Todd should be curbstomped or is the equivalent to Epstein. DON’T send Todd death threats. I understand people’s criticisms to how certain fans are reacting to this. I recognize some valid points and questions have been made about this entire situation. I don’t agree with everything people are accusing Todd of. But some of the phrasing and the language that’s being thrown around is getting into victim blaming territory and that’s where I’m coming from with these posts. These are all actual things I've seen people say.

“It’s not like he SA anyone.” “Why is his gf surprised? She knew he was basically a sex worker.” “The people who are speaking out now are just mad that Todd didn’t want more out of the relationship.”  “If you knew the kind of content Todd made, you wanted to be treated/manipulated like that.” “Why didn’t his gf say something sooner?” “You assholes are the reason I can’t listen to Todd anymore - Todd plz come back :((( ”

Stop going after Todd’s ex gf or the people he cheated on her with. They can not be held accountable for his behavior. Stop acting like Todd wasn’t the one who created this problem.

People are hurt and want to hold Todd accountable for what he did because of how he presented himself. He personally and voluntarily identified himself as a content creator. More specifically, he claimed to be a "genuine and honest" content creator. He told people they could put their trust in him. He even said that he didn't want to be associated with people who didn't practice ethics. Todd made public statements about the importance of boundaries and the dangers of parasocial relationships. People gave him money under the impression that he would live up to those statements. It's not just about the fact that he cheated. It's that he did it under bad ethics and broke countless people's trust in him (listeners and friends in the audio community) - and consequently some people are now distrustful of VAs and the community in general. There is a certain level of responsibility you are expected to uphold when you are a fairly big content creator (by GWA standards) and taking money from people, that’s all I’m saying.

[the-nwrt-librarian]

This is in response to the post made by @throwaway-account66​ and in response to some of the comments I’ve seen getting thrown around lately...

To be honest, I don't think it's fair to say his gf was stirring the pot with speaking out about this. I think his gf broke up with him because she found out he continually manipulated her and took advantage of her trust. He lied to her and said he would stop engaging in sexual messages with fans. He didn't. We as listeners know how easy it was for him to deceive people. He was doing all of this deceptive bullshit without any of our knowledge. Todd deliberately went out of his way to cheat in a very secretive and shit way. He got a second phone so he could continue messaging fans behind her back. He made a secret Snapchat so he could sext these women. Todd was even messaging two of his previous exes. He knew exactly what he was doing and he didn’t care.

Also, the reason he ghosted was because some of the people he'd hurt were privately messaging him telling him what he did was wrong and then he left cause he didn't want to take accountability. He didn't decide to leave “just because” and then a bunch of people saw this as an opportunity to shit on him. He originally chose to hide from the truth getting out. To say that his gf let all of this happen is very unfair. His gf didn't know what he was doing at the time but what's important is that she felt the need to speak up after she learned. We know firsthand how easily this guy could smoothly talk his way into getting people to trust him. His gf spoke up about all of this because people deserved to know he used people and deceived listeners. Now I'm not saying he was a predator or any of the other outlandish claims but Todd had a certain level of responsibility to uphold. As a fairly big content creator (by GWA standards), he gained the trust, respect, and financial support of his audience by claiming to be someone who followed certain ethics. People respected his decision to not be in private contact with listeners cause it opens the door to unhealthy attachment and parasocial relationships. After finding out he lied about that, people are understandably upset.

Now I don’t fully disagree with what you have to say about DM-ing a total stranger. There are risks to that of course and you should be cautious. But let's take a moment and imagine you were one of the people Todd sexted with: You know he made public statements saying he didn't DM listeners. But he continued to message you after saying that. You might think your relationship was becoming something more serious if he was still choosing to keep communications with you. You don't know he's talking with other people or even has a gf. To your knowledge, you are the only one he still speaks to. I can certainly understand how that might give someone mixed signals. So of course, when you find out he’s a liar and using you to cheat, you might understandably feel manipulated.  Also, one of the people Todd messaged had started speaking with him at the age of 18. And even though that is perfectly legal, from a moral standpoint I find it weird and very stupid. Even though 18 is of (barely) legal age, there is some common sense required to acknowledge that a teenage is still incredibly vulnerable to being manipulated especially by someone who's most likely in their late 20s/early 30s. I’m only in my early 20s but I am personally very uncomfortable with the idea of being sexual with someone that young. An 18 year old is just graduating high school. Meanwhile the person who’s in their late 20s/early 30s is a full fledged adult who pays bills and works a full-time corporate job. And it's also weird because Todd talked with this fan for the longest out of anyone else (4 years). She has deleted all her public statements about Todd but in her own words, she said that he was abusive and manipulative. Like guys, he literally made a joke about leaking her nudes in case people found out he was still talking to fans on the DL. That is not the kind of shit you joke about and if that had been me, I would’ve been scared out of my fucking mind. It takes a lot of courage to speak out against someone who hurt you. Especially a really big creator like Todd who has fans who would defend him no matter what just because they miss the audios. It is not easy to say the things that people will inevitably attack you for saying. So I don't blame people for not being able to come out and say something sooner.

Ngl I'm getting annoyed with people who keep saying his gf should've known better or done more. We don't know the full extent of his manipulations. We don't don't know the exact details of their relationship nor do we deserve that info. I think it's really easy for people to judge and make criticisms when they didn't actually experience what she went through. Being an outside observer of a toxic relationship is so different from actually living it. Can we please stop acting like the gf or any of the fans he messaged are the ones who should be taking all accountability? Todd was the actual cheater who started all of this. He was the one who ruined his relationships with people (his gf, his friends in the audio community, listeners) by building them off of lies. So then why are people still choosing to criticize the victims of his fuck-ups?

[braixen]

Do you forgive Todd?

this is kind of a big question.

i don’t know. i personally feel like him telling everyone about his tragic backstory tm was a big cop out. i was abused physically, emotionally, financially, verbally, and sexually by somebody, and i’ve never used it as an excuse for the shitty things i’ve done. it provides clarity, yeah, but it’s not an excuse, and i felt like he treated it like one.

on top of that, he only came out about it all when he was finally called out. i would’ve never even known about him having a girlfriend until she reached out to me.

i’m not gonna bullshit you because i’ve definitely hurt people (as i’m sure everybody has) but i’ve never cheated or pressured people into sex. its not a “victim of abuse“ thing, it’s just abusive.

i think going to therapy is a step in the right direction, but i don’t know if i forgive him. i’m hurt.

[the-nwrt-librarian]

6/24/21

(Possibly) the last update from this account:

Todd uploaded an apology.

There is a transcript for the audio.

If you haven't been caught up to what happened, you can check out my full blog for a Google Doc with links to everything.

0 votes and 11 comments so far on Reddit

[the-nwrt-librarian]

6/22/21

Edit: the messages have since been taken down after Todd’s ex publicly accepted his apology

Update: The fan who Todd spoke with privately since 2017-2020 (starting at the age of 18 years old) was reached out to last night by Todd via Snapchat. You can read their entire conversation here. I’ll also link their Tumblr account where they’ve already answered some questions about the situation. My deepest condolences to anyone else who has been hurt by Notwhorosethinks.

The messages: https://twitter.com/revokedheart/status/1407334501206970380?s=20

Emery/Kayla’s Tumblr: https://braixen.tumblr.com/

[the-nwrt-librarian]

This was originally gonna be an anonymous blog to share audios I had of Todd and it ended up being an update blog on all the news/controversy surrounding him rn. Yike.

[the-nwrt-librarian]

I think what I’m still the saddest about with Todd leaving is that he had such a passion and determination for moving out of NSFW content and he worked so hard for like 4.5 years to gain the audience he did and he worked so hard on the really creative SFW projects (Thursday audios/Audio Dime Novels, Murphy’s Law) but all people have left of him are his NSFW audios. And it just breaks my heart a little that he got so discouraged with the algorithm in the last several months and the lack of growth he was getting that he quit but the only things that people have saved were the very things he wanted to eventually move out of. Like that’s his legacy. Don’t get me wrong, I loved both sides of his content immensely but he just had so much more passion for the SFW content and I would’ve rather he’d done what he loved than have him be miserable. He never got to simply make cool, creative non-erotic shit (which I feel like is what he’d rather be remembered for - not the audio porn)

[the-nwrt-librarian]

EDIT: This statement no longer reflects my beliefs. I advise you to look into the information that’s been coming out regarding NWRT if you haven’t already

[the-nwrt-librarian]

An update: Cardlin has officially deleted all audios with Todd from his channel and Yuuri deleted his initial tweet he made after Todd left.

Minor correction: the very first collab Cardlin did with Todd (Aftercare) is unlisted and I believe only one of the gaming streams and the two fundraising streams are still up on YouTube

[the-nwrt-librarian]

Alodia-Thaliel/Rox (the person who wrote for the Cardlin/Todd poly collabs and often streamed with them) has released a public statement on the stuff regarding Todd. You can find the twt longer link here:

Alodia-Thaliel | BlackLivesMatter on Twitter

“https://t.co/Usz2yBVobx https://t.co/UH9KMDImLf”