Dead, like this fandom

🏳️‍🌈Bear (they/them) || HeyHey (he/him) 🇵🇭 INACTIVE 🫶 Goodbye 😊

[the-other-scared-bear]

After 2-3 years...

People who are on twitter probably know why I'm here again on tumblr (*coughs* capitalism *coughs*) but I decided to leave some last words on this blog because the last ask was not the note I wanted to leave this thing on

Hello again to everyone who come back to see this 😊 I'm Bear, but thats a codename I long exhausted

I began this hetalia blog some 4-5 years ago, as all unattended to teenagers do when they have too much daydreams about a fixation of theres. Somewhere along the line, I had a friend (Heyhey Friend) help me answer some asks because he's mlm/nblm and of legal age at the time

But then after a few sour interactions with the fandom and the overall lack of, and later underwhelming content, presented to Hetalia, I lost the will to keep running this account

It happened gradually of course. What was supposed to be a "pause to focus on work" turned into me deleting tumblr and forgetting this account even existed

But here I return to just make this gravestone of a post to a big part of my internet experience and bloom as a hobby writer

I am an adult now! I'm off to college soon. Heyhey Friend is almost graduating and we have since drifted apart (no malice at all btw!! some friendships last long, just not forever; and with maturity comes accepting that)

I am still dating and am happily in love with a person (another content creator at the time) that I met through Hetalia and Tumblr 💖 and I genuinely want to marry her

Existence is still hard as I write this, as it was when I left this account. But such is life, right? I'm gonna be fine like I've always managed to be 🫶

Part of a new fandom now! Trying to be smart about it this time. I'd probably still think I'm cringe with it later, the same way I think I'm cringe for Hetalia back then. But as long as it's fun, and at least I'm a little wiser about certain things I used to be ignorant about

I have since grown out of the Hetalia phase; and after more critical analysis and growth, I can definitely write this off as my cringe teenage fandom phase. I was always aware that Hetalia is problematic, but actually being able to see it from a non-fandom perspective is pretty wack 😅

BUT!! I don't regret this phase as much as I probably should. Again, it was the start of how I developed as a hobby writer and is a big part of my experience on the internet. Kinda like a stepping stone to maturity and critical thinking, or so I like to think of it

I'll keep this account up instead of deactivating it.... probably (as cringe as it is, I have a lot of inspo to have from this now that I look back on it). I'm not sure yet. It's cringe and provokes self-loathing, but it's not too horrible sometimes.

Not that it matters? I still see the fandom is dead as I left it BAHAHAHAHAH /pos

Won't be coming back to this account, that's for sure

I don't know if anyone will see this, but if someone does... hello 💗 and goodbye 😊

[the-other-scared-bear]

I remember when you just used to make headcanons or situations with the nordics like hugs :(

Is... Is this supposed to come off as mean? Is there something wrong with my content now? I mean, you're always free to not look at my content anon. It's my blog and I don't think I'm hurting anyone posting what I want to post.

(And for the most part, I'm answering requests so technically I don't always decide the content I'm making)

[the-other-scared-bear]

[Ethia running up to the palace where "someone who misses you" waits for her]

Divine 7: Oh, Ethia has family? Good for her

[hears two female voices]

Divine 7:

[hears kissing noises]

Brazil, Philippines, Mexico, Iceland: OMG HAROLD—

[the-other-scared-bear]

[actual footage post-Paradise Parade Arc]

Brazil, biting her lip: Heheh, she kinda thique

Egypt: She might as well be the literal embodiment of human evil

Brazil: My strap can change her

Iceland: We're in the middle of a war and all you can think about is fucking the enemy?

Philippines, biting their lip: Oh to be released from my human form by those ass cheeks

Egypt: Guys, we're better than this

Sweden, joining the lip biting: Mmm, sexy giant woman, destroy my human body

Japan, bonking him in the head: AREN'T YOU GAY?

Mexico, still crying and drunk: CAN WE NOT DO THIS RIGHT NOW PLS

[the-other-scared-bear]

[Union Arc]

Nor Kor: I did it first 150 years ago so... not to say I told you so, but I told you so

Philippines:

Philippines: That's a really good input Nor Kor. Thank you for that, Nor Kor

Literally everyone: Gabi, put down the knife

Philippines: That was a really good opinion from you, Nor Kor. We needed to hear that, Nor Kor.

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Brazil: [masters the integration of magic into technology for military and domestic use]

Philippines: [founds the study of soul magic and unlocks the secrets to weaponizing and utilizing magic efficiently]

Also them: [spends a whole day replacing the doors of a dishwasher to see what happens inside of it while the rest of the team are literally plotting to overthrow the government]

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What if Earth and Moon has their own personifications?

Child Nations: Huh, what if the Earth and Moon did have their own personifications. Is that real? Wouldn't that be cool?

China: [lays on the floor, having flashbacks]

Mongolia: [starts wrecking the table, while laughing, and also crying]

Indonesia: [starts laughing... then crying]

Turkey: [slams his head on the wall. repeatedly. while whining]

Iran: [screams into his hands]

India: [slowly begins to climb out the window]

Ethiopia: [slowly rolls her wheelchair towards the stairs]

[grimanonrexwrites]

I would love to know the lore for this omg

[the-other-scared-bear]

Ancients: So you know how humanity corrupted us and steers history the way that it did into the shithole that we all know and hate?

First Gens/Child Nations/Divine 7: Um... yes?

Ancients: FUCKING EXACTLY.

They can't say a lot because the International Governments might gang up on them but long story short: there is a lot of divine fuckery and blame going around as to why the world is the shithole that it is, Ethiopia is a coniving little shit, and the kids who are destined to deal with all that are very not okay

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MaPhilIndo

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I refuse to not believe that Philippines and Cuba are besties and it pisses Indonesia off

I refuse to not believe Philippines and Cuba get together to cook while listening to loud partt music

I refuse to not believe Philippines told Indonesia "this sad Carribean man is my new brother because you keep annoying me"

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Sweden: *posts a casual selfie with cat ears filter*

Finland:

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Memes featuring Dead Spirits

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Philippines: Fling me to the moon

Singapore: Let me clap some alien ass

Hong Kong: Let's see what their cock is like

Taiwan: Y'all need to touch some grass

[the-other-scared-bear]

Norway’s “Davie”

his name was “Mason”; he was the sweet little boy (who resembled Iceland in an odd, charming way) that lived across the house Norway stayed in while he was bound to Sweden during the Treaty of Kiel

this young boy was energetic and refused to live a normal life, wanting to live a life full of excitement... which appealed to Norway a lot

as a child, Mason bonded with Norway over magic, because Mason was the first human to not be repulsed by Norway’s abilities... they ran in the woods, they met with fairies and trolls, they played with spells and charms

Mason running to Norway’s porch, spending the afternoon there to hear about Norway’s tales of Vikings, conquest, battle, and victory, absolutely mesmerized by the way he spoke about it all

Mason joined the army when he grew older, and though his parents were proud, Norway wasn’t... he was angry and scared of losing Mason because he’s the closest thing he has to the family he had lost

Norway only came around to Mason joining the army on the condition that he kept a necklace he made for him, which actually had protection charms that would ensure Mason would go home in one piece at the end of the day

Mason would hear tales from Norway about this little boy named Emil, who the world knew as Iceland. Norway often remarked that he looked like him, and taking care of him made it easier for him to deal with the years of not being with Iceland

 Mason finding it unfair that Norway was forbidden to interact with Iceland while bound by the treaty, and in secret, sent letters to Iceland to reassure him that his big brother was in good health

Norway absolutely being Mason’s wingman 

Mason taking after Norway’s guide to make his girlfriend feel like a beautiful goddess because Norway’s advice is just that reliable

Mason insisting that Norway be there in his wedding, and Norway absolutely exposing Mason to his own wife

Mason still living in the house across Norway’s house, even as he got married and even as he had his own children

Norway teaching Mason the ways of parenting because he loves his children and doesn’t want to fuck them up

Norway sort of being the third grandparent and the other father-in-law

Mason’s children also coming over to Norway’s porch like their father had, hearing about his tales as a nation

Norway and Mason not losing touch at all (it’s hard if they live literally across each other, and also Mason just loves annoying Norway)

when the treaty ended, Mason was already frail and old, but tried to hold on to his last thread of life a little longer because Norway promised he would return soon so he can meet the rest of the family he says Mason is now part of

when Norway returned with Iceland and Denmark, Mason already passed away (”He says he’s sorry he couldn’t make it.” said one of his children) leaving only a letter written in his shaky handwriting

the words that strike Norway in that letter were these:

“Though I am human and bound to live a human life, thank you for making me a part of your life of excitement and magic.”

[the-other-scared-bear]

And thus, the Anko Family

baby!Iceland, tearing: Norway, are you my brother?

Norway: Um, why do you ask...?

baby!Iceland, sobbing: I heard you calling Denmark "daddy" last night.

Norway:

Denmark:

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Sealand: If you were a flower, what would you be?

Ladonia: A cactus.

Sealand: I don't think that's a—

Ladonia: It's green, self-sustaining, and it stabs people

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Sweden: I hope you were well behaved staying with Peter's family

Ladonia: Yes, I didn't steal anything

Sweden:

Ladonia:

Sweden:

Sweden, squinting: Why is your sufflebag moving?

Ladonia, full aware his dad won't be happy to learn that he brought home a stolen roomba: Um, drugs?