we alone are faithful

Rabastan Lestrange.

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NOPE NEVERMIND REFORMATTING AN EXISTING BLOG MANUALLY IS TOO MUCH WORK TIME TO MAKE A NEW ACCOUNT

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BRIDGET

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NO STOP FOLLOWING THIS BLOG I'M USING IT FOR SOMETHING ELSE

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Uh, Sestiva?

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Fingers crossed, but no promises. *Leans in to kiss him, nuzzling his cheek.* Then again, I’ve never been in trouble yet.

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[He wraps his arms around her, pulling her close before kissing her on the lips with some relief.] I love you and that clever mind of yours, Ses.

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Uh, Sestiva?

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Ohh…. So she was naked in your bed. Well, then I guess this just got so much more interesting.

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Don't do anything to get yourself in too much trouble?

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Uh, Sestiva?

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I wonder if she knew that you belong to me, I guess we’ll find out when I… Have a word with her. She’s a Slytherin, right?

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Yes, she's a Slytherin. The robes that she, uh, left had our house crest on them.

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Uh, Sestiva?

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Alice… something? Well… I guess I have some work to do.

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[kisses Sessy's cheek]

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Uh, Sestiva?

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Excuse me? Who is she, all I need is her name.

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Some fifth year, I think... Alice something?

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Uh, Sestiva?

Some... girl was in my bed...

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There are somegirls who are saying it'd a novelty to try to be your first now that everyone knows your such a virgin.

I really don't need random girls crawling into my bed.

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rodolphusthedevilreplied to your post: Gold star for awkwardest almost-sex ever.

Good point, Rab. Shall I tell our dear mother and father not to expect any grandchildren from you any time?

I get it, Rod. I screwed up. Shut up.

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Gold star for awkwardest almost-sex ever.

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*She could see his face fall and she instantly felt like a jerk.*

No… No, Bastan I’m sorry.

*She leaned forward to nuzzle the side of his face.* Forget I said anything. *Trailing kisses along his jaw and down the side of his neck she nipped at the skin over his pulse.* I do want this, I do.

*To prove to him how willing she was, Sessy pulled her lips back away from his skin to sit up and smile down at him, still straddling his hips, and held her blouse closed over her breasts with one hand while she shrugged it off her shoulders. Giving him a playful little look, praying she could fix what she’d nearly ruined, Sessy pursed her lips and finally slid the top all the way off, topping it to the floor with his tie.

It surprised her how calm she felt with him looking at her, not worried that he might judge her body, because she knew he thought her perfect. It was obvious enough just in the way that he looked at her fully clothed. Still, watching his face as she stood on view for him, naked from the waist up, rose goosebumps on her flesh.*

Are you going to kiss me again? *She asked as she toyed with the hem of his shirt.* At the very least, don’t let me be the only one topless…

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[At this point, it seems pretty clear to him that she's just continuing on with this out of pity or something. He's ready to leave Hogwarts right now and make his permanent residence under a rock. Maybe he'll put a sign out front that warns people of his absolute sexual inadequacy so that they don't come to close and they'll leave him alone to die there. This is humiliating. There's a part of himself ready to beat him up for what he's about to do. The girl that he loves is half-naked on top of him and it's not like the desire isn't there. His girlfriend is willingly throwing herself at him and he can't perform because he doesn't know what to do. The thought just makes him feel that much worse.]

I love you, Sestiva, and you're so perfect...

[He sighs, his hands moving to lightly cup her face.]

I think... I think we should wait...

[Stupid bloody boy.]

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*She had just as little experience with him, but it seemed she was better at going on instinct. Letting one hand tangle up in his hair, she could tell he was enjoying himself, but he seemed so unsure, so… awkward. It just didn’t feel… right. Not yet, not right now. Pulling away from him she sighed and lowered her eyes to his face*

You know… we don’t have to do this right now, if you don’t want to. We can wait. *Brushing some of his hair from his face, Sessy stared down at him with a small understanding smile that was hiding her twinge of disappointment.*

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[None of his thoughts are agreeing with each other and it's just making him feel awkward because he doesn't know how to proceed with this. The look in her eyes, no matter what her little smile says, is enough to wipe away his confidence completely. So, he just runs his fingers through his hair for a moment and sighs as he kicks himself mentally. Rodolphus never would have had this sort of problem.]

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*She can see it as it finally dawns on him, and she sighs an inner sigh of relief when it does. Undoing the last button, her blouse is left undone, but basically still shut as she accepts his kiss, melting against him as she lifts a knee over his legs to once more be in his lap.*

Finally… I love you. *She whispers against his lips, pushing him back playfully on the bed again, before giving him a wry little smile and a view of the narrow strip of her skin beneath the top through it’s unbuttoned opening, still resting closed for she hadn’t pushed it back. Leaning forward she attacked his lips with hers with a smile, her hands moving to tangle up into his hair.*

*She was just as nervous as he was, but she knew what she wanted, and Sestiva Grant had always been a girl to get what she wanted.*

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[His breath catches in his throat and his hands nervously stay just at her hips though his fingers are just itching to touch the smooth skin beneath the clothing. The blouse, which had looked so nice on his girlfriend, is quickly becoming more of a teasing inconvenience barring his path.]

I love you too...

[He kisses her back eagerly and excitedly, though he hasn't the faintest idea how to proceed from here. He knows the mechanics of sexual intimacy when it gets right down to it, but has no idea what a guy is meant to do in the mean time.]