wont leave you behind part 2
esdeekid x childhood bsf reader
a/n: here is part two at last lol, hope yall like it, not sure how long this series is going to be but i dont think too long, lmk if you have any suggestions
"ughhh im so worried about the exam" the girl says, as she flips through her notes "dont worry about it, you studied all week, youll be fine""but what if im not fine though. i need to get a good score" "the more you stress the more likely you are to mess up" "yeah, your right i guess.....thanks jay" "no problem love, someones gotta keep you grounded" he smiles at her, she smiles back "okay, ima go into the hall now, wish me luck" "good luck, your going to crush this" "thanks" she gives him a quick hug before disappearing into the exam hall
"so, how did it go" "really easy actually, well most of it anyways, im pretty sure i aced it though" "what did i tell you" "yeah yeah, lets go get some icecream to celebrate" "alright, where you wana go?" "there is this really nice place that opened not too far off and their icecream is like real gelato, its super good" "aint that place expensive?" "eh, i make good money from babysitting and i just probably aced an exam that i need to ace if i wana get outta here" "alright, ill pay though, as you said, we are celebrating" "jay please, your ass is broke. im paying and thats final" "ugh whatever, but as soon as i start getting money im paying for everything" "mmm sure"
they sit down on the side of the pavement and start eating their ice creams "dang, your right, this is really good" "ugh, i know right, def worth the price"
the three teenagers sit down on the ledge of a roof overlooking the city, she takes a lollipop from her pocket and opens it "i cant belive that im almost eighteen already" "yeah, time flys by" "we are going to miss you when you go off to uni, dont forget us in your fancy architecture life yeah pip?" "dont worry, ill never forget you, i couldnt even if i wanted, plus its not like im moving far away or anything, plus im not going to change into a completely different person, ill always be me, i may change or evolve but ill always stay the same, you know kinda like a vanilla cake, you can add icing and roses and lots of decor but its still a vanilla cake at its core" the two boys chuckle "you and your deep philosophical analogies, im almost surprised that your not studying philosophy" "what, its not philosophical, im just saying that all always be essentially the same" "yeah yeah, we get it, you just sounded like someone from thoes books that you like to read" "yeah yeah whatever" "in all seriousness though, i agree with rico, dont loose yerself yeah?" " i wont, i promise"
she weaved her way through the crowded house, a few people bumping into her while dancing "ahhhh there you are angel, finally made it eh?" said a man in a hoodie, coming up and hugging her "yeah yeah i made it" she said hugging him back "where are rico and mink?" "no idea, but i thought you came to chill with me" "i did but god forbid a girl wants to see her friends" "arnt i your friend" he asks while handing her a redbull "oh shut up jay, you know what i mean" he laughs "yeah yeah, come lets go to the roof, too crowded here" he leads her to a door and he opens it, letting her go first before before closing the door after them, they both walk to the ledge and lean on it, jay takes out a blunt from his pocket and lights it, taking a puff before offering it "wan some?" "jay, every time i try anything i just end up having an existential crisis so no" "mmm kay.....so, hows uni been?" "busy" "yeah....i barely see you anymore" ".......yeah…….they are right about architecture majors having the least free time sadly" she leans onto his shoulder "i miss hanging out with you angel...so does rico" "me too.....ill try to make time i promise" "me too, cant let my fame prevent me from seeing you" he turns and looks into her eyes, she smiles at him softly "this feels like old times again" "yeah, kinda does huh.....except you look more tired and drained than you used to...gotta stop pushing yourself so much love" "i- i guess im just trying to build a future for myself, dont wana be left behind i suppose" "youll never be left behind love, i wont let that happen, ill drag you with me whether you like it or not" she laughs "your silly" "m not, im being serious love, you dont have to push yourself so hard, you have me, ill pay for your stuff, quit your job, uni is stressful enough by its self without having a shit job to go with it" "jay thats really nice of you but you know how i feell about depending on someone....still i appreciate it" "lovie, i know you dont like to but still, your going to kill yourself with how hard you work, its not like your job even pays well so let me give you money instead....that way we also have time to hang out more" she looks hesitant "come on love, itll make your life so much easier" "i dont wana take your money, you worked hard for it" "love please, im making more money than i can spend now that my music is popping off, i promise if i need the money i wont give it to you, plus you always used to pay for everything when we were younger and you had that babysitting job, now its my turn" "...okay" "attaa girl" he pulls her in for a tight hug, he frowns a bit when he pulls away "you been eating enough? can feel your bones" "yeah, ive been eating" "angel, i swear to god if your not eating enough" " i have...its just i sometimes...forget? listen im very busy okay" he looks at her unimpressed and sighs "well you wont be busy now that your going to quit your job, so you better start remembering to eat or ill come over and lock you in a room with nothing but food" she laughs "okay okay, mr concerned, thought you were like idk all nonchalant what with you be esdeekid now" "ay, ima never stop caring about you angel, no matter what happens or who the world thinks i am" he looks into her eyes and she looks into his, smiling softly "thanks"she says quietly, suddenly the door to the roof gets shoved open "ayyyyyy there they are, nice to see you again pip" "rico, minky" she says and walks to them, hugging them "thought you didnt come, we couldn't find you but then someone said they saw ya" "yeah, was too crowded inside, wanted some fresh air" "never change do you pip?" "rico im litrally taller than you" "no your not" "yes i am" "nah, your only taller cause your wearing heels" "rico, im taller than you even without heels, we all know that" "its only one centimeter, dont count" "yes the fuck it does" "alright you two, it dosent matter, come on lets go enjoy ourselves"
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