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suptober 2020 day 30: dress up

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01x01 | 15x20

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SPN 15X20 - CARRY ON

So, since I can’t sleep I’m going to bore you all with my word vomit about the finale because I have a lot of FEELINGS and I haven’t really slept in like two days, so here we go…

I see people being upset that this wasn’t the “blaze of glory” ending that they wanted. But I’m pretty sure that’s what 15x19 was for. That was their blaze of glory. That was their last, big, epic fight. Thier last big “save the world.”

Now “Carry On” was the fallout from that. And yeah, maybe Dean’s death came too soon after being freed from Chuck’s narritive, but I don’t think it would have made a difference if it was “1 day later” or “5 years later,” because it would have always ended that way. The boys going down in a fight. And since they’re free from cosmic fuckery, this time it was *thier fight* not some big boss fight. And I think that’s the reason why Dean was so at peace to leave Sam behind.

Let’s face it, Dean was so tired and ready to go. Dean has been ready to hang in the towel so many times. Hell, they both almost did in the last episode. But now they’re free, and Dean knows Sam will be safe. And he knows that Sam’s strong enough to live without him, and Dean knows if it were the other way around, he wouldn’t be strong enough to do it. If he had to watch Sam die again, he’d be right behind him. It breaks my fucking heart, because you sense Dean’s relief that he went first. That he wasn’t the one who had to go on without Sam. And fuck if that isn’t Dean to a T. Making sure Sammy’s safe and alive and able to let him go first. To be strong enough to let Dean rest, finally. That’s why he had to hear Sam say it.

And even in heaven, he waits for Sam. Dosen’t even want an afterlife until his brother is by his side.

And just… omg Dean????

And SAM, just SAM. Sam fucking Winchester, everybody. Living the life Dean always wanted him to have. The life he never thought he could have. To raise a kid, and to pass on the Winchester legacy (and Dean’s legacy) so it wouldn’t die with them. And yeah, maybe I didn’t love the way they rushed through Sam’s post-dean life the way they did. I wish we knew more about his story, but as I was watching it, I knew what it was leading up to and I was just relived. Relived that we were going to see them united again in heaven (even if it was a little ridiculous watching Sam get there) But I have to give credit where credit is due, because I fucking lost it when old!Sam was in the impala. He knew he was reaching the end of his life. He knew he’d be with Dean soon, riding down an endless highway, at peace together at last.

And I think that’s pretty fucking beautiful, honestly. In terms of an emotional pay-off for Sam and Dean, I’d say it was pretty much how I hoped it would end. Love confessions, cosmic codependancy, heartbreaking goodbyes, AND FOREHEAD TOUCHING SJDJFHFNF.

So, yeah, I’m pretty happy I stuck with this trash show for Sam and Dean. As much as I loved so many characters along the way in this 15 year journey, Sam and Dean were it for me. As long as they were together in the end, I could breathe a sigh of relief. And I did.

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this shit sure hits differently now huh

doofcas

Okay don't get me wrong. I think that was a pretty good ending. But Misha and Cas deserve better. But I don't know what I expected honestly.

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And Jack

rhapsodised

MY HEART

anduriil

destiel shippers then

destiel shippers now

queen-rowenas

inspired by this post that shook me

mishasminions

HERE’S THE FULL TRANSCRIPT OF JENSEN’S M&G WHERE HE TALKS ABOUT DESTIEL IN 15X18

I AM REALLY GOING THROUGH ALL THE EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW.

I’M SO TIRED

mishha

five things you know and the one thing you don’t. [insp]

rozanovnas

A good representation of me and the fandom after this episode

thisbelex

Logical me: That was a beautiful end for jack. He made utopia like kelly said he would. He loved the earth so much and he basically became a part of it so it’s so poetic and beautiful. He was always destined for greatness :))

baby me:H-He won’t go home to the bunker. I don’t want him to be a STUPID RAINDROP :(((