she would have loved you

lilly | 31 | they/he | writer | shane hollander understander | og langdonmel truther | current worms: heated rivalry, xavier dolan, superbat, the pitt

[rozanovnas]

If Connor Storrie ends up playing Brick in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof on Broadway I will explode with a force that could level the entire southern United States

[madrasaur]

loverman

[sadevildean]

he’s getting too bold now that he has the dudebro following he always wanted. we need to humble him, and then get him playing gay again. this is about justice.

[tiktaalic]

given that jensen ackles 1. no-doubles kins dean winchester and 2. is homophobic. it is reasonable to believe that when the words “dean is gay for cas” are said, jensen ackles hears these words as “jensen is gay for cas.” and this is crazy. as an actor. to hold these beliefs. especially with the classic comparison How do I know jensen ackles kins dean winchester? because jared does not kin sam. which is ALSO. crazy. to look to jared as a baseline of sane behavior. And yet.

Yes. This is exactly what happens. Dean can’t be gay he rides a motorcycle <- Jensen ackles thought. And then he throws up on my shoes.

[rozanovnas]

Hello Jensen, I want to play a game. You have spent the last twenty years projecting your own insecurities onto a fictional character. Your inability to accept his queerness has caused a rift among the fans who have signed your paychecks for two decades. Either admit that you do not know Dean Winchester as well as the gays that love him or die. Make your choice.

[sinnabonka]

chapter five is up, boop

[sinnabonka]

tagging some folk

(the last tag on this is gonna be on epilogue)

@lesbianeddiesdiaz @buddstiel @rozanovnas @lookforanewangle @lovelyladlelumps @exhausteddiaz @walske @queen-saltyfries @playinginthunderstorms @lily-katie @absolutelybifurious @tanktopdiaz @tweetsongs @pairofraggedclaws @vibecheckd @doitbuckley @stickpuck @quiethauntings @iwasraisedfromperdition @spaceshipkat @demisexualdiaz @perlaret @gayeddies @hawkslonggoodbye @buckmybeloved @sunflowerbuckleys @bucksgreyhairs @firefightersgobrrr @haikyuuisgreat @cryptidjpg @gloomydiaz @weteddie @young-waverer @dampbuck @bd-wlf

[sinnabonka]

[read on ao3]

18,000 words | explicit

tags: angst with a hopeful ending; nde; unreliable narrator; getting together; established buddie; secret relationship; whump; slight psych horror; sometimes all you need is a little near death to figure things out; Eddie pov; the rest of the tags in the end notes (spoilers)

taglist

@lesbianeddiesdiaz @buddstiel @rozanovnas @lookforanewangle @lovelyladlelumps @exhausteddiaz @walske @queen-saltyfries @playinginthunderstorms @lily-katie @absolutelybifurious @tanktopdiaz @tweetsongs @pairofraggedclaws @vibecheckd @doitbuckley @stickpuck @quiethauntings @iwasraisedfromperdition @spaceshipkat @demisexualdiaz @perlaret @gayeddies @hawkslonggoodbye @buckmybeloved @sunflowerbuckleys @bucksgreyhairs @firefightersgobrrr @haikyuuisgreat @cryptidjpg @gloomydiaz @weteddie @young-waverer @dampbuck @bd-wlf

[sinnabonka]

[read on ao3]

chapter 1/12, updated on Mon and Fri

tags: AU space; Eddie is a test pilot, Buck is a teacher; married buddie; Buck is Christopher’s dad; tale old as time - Eddie always leaves and Buck always stays; whump, grief, mourning, angst with a happy ending; reunions; nde; temporary amnesia; presumed dead Eddie

taglist

@lesbianeddiesdiaz @buddstiel @rozanovnas @lookforanewangle @lovelyladlelumps @exhausteddiaz @walske @queen-saltyfries @playinginthunderstorms @lily-katie @absolutelybifurious @tanktopdiaz @tweetsongs @pairofraggedclaws @vibecheckd @doitbuckley @stickpuck @quiethauntings @iwasraisedfromperdition @spaceshipkat @demisexualdiaz @perlaret @gayeddies @hawkslonggoodbye @buckmybeloved @sunflowerbuckleys @bucksgreyhairs @firefightersgobrrr @haikyuuisgreat @cryptidjpg @gloomydiaz @weteddie @young-waverer @dampbuck @bd-wlf

[rozanovnas]

I think this whole thing is the product of the cast/crew/teams of the show being too involved in the fandom. Hudson’s team in particular is always responding to stuff on threads/tiktok/instagram in a way that blurs the very necessary lines between the fandom and the people who make the show.

And honestly, he is quite literally too famous to be responding to random people on threads, and should not have access to this kind of social media at all, for his own sake.

I am Old and know that this will only cause drama. It won’t stop people from rpfing because rpfing is a part of fandom. It will be there whether they want it to be or not, so the best path forward is for them to limit their interactions with the fandom as a whole. Which sucks, and probably wouldn’t be necessary if HR hadn’t become a global phenomenon that has attracted a lot of people who have never occupied these spaces before.

There’s a larger problem of people putting these things in front of the actors on purpose, but it really seems like he sought this out in a way that’s dangerous for him and for the fandom.

[rozanovnas]

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[rozanovnas]

At the end of the day, some things go beyond observation

[rozanovnas]

“A night I’ll never forget”

[rozanovnas]

I’m gonna start screaming in the middle of my office

x

[rozanovnas]

I am having the morning of my fucking life

[rozanovnas]

The candid photo of them walking around the exhibit, disappearing from the afterparty at the same time, reappearing on the same street in the morning within minutes of each other…

[connorhudsongifs]

[rozanovnas]

And at the end of the day, I never lose