Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. - Lao tzu Rp related appreciation Blog for the undying love of Order & Vengeance
"What?!" You are aware that the guy in front of you will be hard to crack or even to read. You always ignored him for ages but you have to admit that he makes you curious. His deep blue eyes are watching you but not. He's trying not to stare at you because you told him that it's creepy. Yeah you said it as a joke but this guy is dead serious about everything. He is obviously thinking about the words he wants to say. His frown is adorable and you can see his lip twitch while he's forming the words in his mind.
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It happened this morning in the garden. again. You did a few yoga positions and you wouldn't be a great goddess if the staring towards you kept being unnoticed by your senses. You turned your head, caught his gaze and the curious pair of blue eyes vanished when he looked away fast. You could bet you saw a blush. Order. He was not one of the gods you're usually hang out with. He's handsome tho. But obviously awfully shy and bigoted. "You know that's kinda creepy right?" You wondered why he was even noticing you so suddenly. You rather have him wrinkle his nose over you because of your deeds. Yes, because it's cute but you would never say that out loud. You shared a few looks before and you often felt the urge to tease him, to tickle something out of this emotionless expression. "Like what you see huh?" You called out into his direction and you made a show. You showed him your flexibilty and you hoped for some kind of reaction but he rushed away after a while. "someone's out of order.." you whispered to yourself but you smirked. He was amusing in a way and he didn't even know.
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He's shifting his weight from one foot to another and you really question yourself because this is not your usual type. He is lowering his head, hiding a bit of the scruff that meets his neck. You wonder if it feels rough or soft. You shouldn't have these thought. These thoughts about his thick lips that currently were a target for his jumpiness. He's sucking on his lower one and it appears again when he opens his mouth just slightly to take a deep breath. There is a wet glimmer from his spit on them now and you would love to get a taste. Then an almost pout on his face and you feel guilty for being so teasing before. You never saw him that nervous. He looks down and the slilence between you both gets awfully awkward and you take a step closer which leads him to look up fast. "Lost your voice`?" You ask, seriously considering this because yes, he was never a talky guy but this is weird. He's shaking his head. "I.." FInally a word but Order stops, scratching his neck. "You?" You take another step, close enough to touch him. "Spit it out. Can't be that bad." You say and you honestly wonder what makes him so unbalanced. Usually there was a calm cloud surrounding him but now he was shaky and then you look up. An honest eye contact and you blink. You never saw his eyes that close. He seems to stop breathing and the following headtilt is too adorable and you can see that his hair is sticking up at some places. Maybe he was running his hand through it a lot this morning. Maybe because of this situation? You would love to touch the thick hair. Maybe to make it more messy. Your eyes found another aim when he opens his mouth to talk. "Do you like tea?" he says and you just blink. "tea?" You reply and he sucks on his lower lip before inhaling. "It's a refreshment made with mixed herbs." He says as a matter of a fact and you huff a laugh which is causing a confused expression on his face. "I know what tea is." You reply and you have to smile and it annoys you that it makes you smile cause he's so not your type. Right? You shake your head, about yourself and about him. "Is..that a no?" He asks and you look into a face that was filled with so much more then he usually was showing. "I.. what? ..No.. I mean..." You get nervous now. Why? He's freaking talking about tea. "I like tea." You add fast and after a confused squint, he smiles a little. It was almost not noticable but it gave him a nice touch. Little wrinkles on his eyes and nose. There was actual life in this stony visage. But it was just tea. What the fuck is so awesome about tea? "Can I .. invite you to a cup of tea?" Your eyes grow wide. He's asking you out? Your mouth opens but you close it again. You never saw him with a woman nor a man. You assumed he's some kind of asexual god with no urges and this is almost shocking and maybe your teasing gave him a false sign. But why can't you step back? You feel like glued on the ground and your focus was on his eyes. The curiousity in them and the hope. You are silent. For too long and he slightly squints before stepping back. "I apologize. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." He says and you can see the hard swallow playing with his adams apple. "Wait.. what? I didn't say no?!" You say as if you have to soothe him and maybe you want to soothe him. Suddenly his expression is changing. There is somewhat pride in his face, gleaming down on you and you shiver as he's lifting his chin. You are sure he was smaller before. Now he seems so tall. "I don't feel entertainment by your constant teasing which I now recognize." His voice turns into something that gives you cold shivers and you feel your mouth filling itself with too much spit. You swallow and your eyes sting to his suddenly awing countenance. "My..what?" You ask and you feel dumb. "It took me a lot of time to find a reason to approach you because I assumed signs of attraction but maybe I talked to the wrong person about these possibilities." He says and straightens. Now there is another feeling that was giving you strength to get closer and you stop in front of him, your chests touching. "You stalked me!" You hiss at him and you feel the fire inside your veins slowly growing. "I was busy with my exercises! It's not my fault when you get a boner over it!" You get harsh and you know it but it feels good. The heat between you two feels good. It shouldn't but it does. This tension gives you energy. He's taking a breath that you can feel on your chest. "I didn't get a.. I'm not a staker." His voice. It gets lower, rusty and you can feel it crawling over your skin. "I am talking about the looks we shared." He tries to reason with you but you are already enjoying yourself. Your natural instinct to punish the liar but there is more to it. much more. The way he was staring at you now. This hidden anger behind the blue. The judging look. Your opinion about him is changing right in that moment. He was not a blue eyed puppy with too many phobias and bigotry. There, behind these deep blue balls was strength, pride, confidence. Maybe more confidence then he even knows about himself. It let you shiver and you have to control yourself cause the urge to give in to this attraction is growing every second. Order makes a slight movement with his head and he's clenching his jaw. You take the opportunity and your eyes follow the perfect jawline of his and you really feel the need to bite and kiss the spot. He is uncertain, nervous. You look up and his gaze was piercing through you like fire through eyes. "These are the looks I meant." his voice is much deeper, it hit your core. You can't stand it any longer. You grab his cheeks. Your thumb and indexfinger squeezing his face and he is gasping in surprise. You see his shoulders tensing and he either prepares for a fight or for something else. And you? ..you smirk. You feel a tingle over your skin. A fight would be hot. His eyes get darker and you tremble. He's grabbing your wrist, rough and he's tighten the grip. He's strong. You hiss low but a chuckle was following when his eyes seem to glow slightly. "Show off.." you whisper before you lessen the grip on his face just to lean in. you lean in? You..actually lean in to kiss those thick lips that he's pressing to a thin line. You can actually sense what it does to him. the confusion but soon he gets slack and his hand drops from your wrist. The fine stubble moves briefly over your skin when he opens his mouth slightly to reply and a noisy breath gives you chills. You feel hot about this one little thing and you press yourself against him. Your hands are moving. the one on his face moves to the place behind his neck and the other is clawing inside his collar. He's leaning down and a headtilt was changing the angle. You feel the little moan in your throat that is forcing itself out when he found your hair with his fingers, first gentle then he pulls and a sudden movement let you gasp out. You find yourself against the wall, his body on you. You giggle but you have to swallow it as he's kissing you with such a passion that you feel dizzy. You head is spinning and there was a moment of confusion because this is really something new. The dominance in what he is doing is arousing. The heat between you both was thick in the air and you need all the strength to pull away. He's following you with his lips for a moment and you place a gentle hand on his chest. His breathing is fast. You can feel it and it makes you smile. "Easy there tiger.." You breath and he's opening his eyes. The blue in his eyes is almost completely replaced with black and he's seemly confused. "Did I do something wrong?" he asks and oh.. the hoarse voice is doing things to you. "No.. Oh gods not at all." you give back and before you think, you grab his hand, ready to run to your room with him. "If you think that THIS was wrong then I need to know what happens when you think you're doing something right!" He say before you pull him down the hallway.
You heart is racing. You never thought you would feel like that towards this innocent seeming god but you want nothing more then to feel him as close as possible. Order needed a moment to get familiar with your room but the honest need inside him was clear in his actions. The fact that he wants you that bad that he can ignore the unfamilar surroundings makes you feel proud in a way.
The door was close and a few moments later you find yourself on you bed, with him hovering above you. You didn't expect him to be that dominant but he's careful tho. He's leaning down slowly and a hand was sneaking underneath your top the moment he was kissing you again. he was hungry and you can feel it through the kiss. Gentle Fingers are touching you, the laces of your bra before you feel it vanish..? Did he just..? A presentation of power. It makes you writhe underneath him and slowly every single fabric on you was disappearing. You open your eyes wide by the hot tingle of energy that he was spreading by using it to undress you. You lift your hips, grinding against his crotch and he's indeed hard. He's still in his suit, completely clothed but that adds a nice sensation. You moan before you can stop it and you let his fingers work on your skin. You don't feel cold at all as the last piece of fabric left you, leaving you exposed but aroused underneath him. He stops just to look at you, his eyes roaming over your body. "Beautiful.." You shiver. His voice was crawling down your spine and you babble a thanks. His hand was flat on your chest and it moves down slowly. "flawless skin.." He whispers. You never felt so powerless before but it turns you on heavy. You moan low at the soft touch. He's analyzing you, admiring you. It was perfect. The goosebumps he's causing with this simple action leads you to squirm. "Order.." you gasp. "Please.." you beg now. You stare at him in somewhat awe and he's licking his lips, swallowing after. His presence was thickening the air with tension. How could you ever ignore that? You heart is pounding against your chest and you need him. You need him so badly. He's doing this adorable squint but then he smiles at you. An honest smile which adds more to it and for a second you feel scared about that. Order is not aware about what you feel but you can see in his eyes that he feels the same. You raise your hands to touch his face, to frame it and to pull him down into a kiss. He's leaning down, following your lead for this moment and he groans into your mouth when you start to move against him. His skin is hot. At least the bit you can feel. You grind against the fabric and the bulge is promissing at lot. You're wet and hot and all you want is too feel him. You mumble pleas against his lips and he finally reacts and you can feel a hand vanishing between you and him. The noise of a zipper never sounded so loud in your ears and it makes you squirm even more. He's eager to get himself free but you make it difficult with your moves and he groans with such a frustration that you stop by a tremble and a firm hand that holds you down. His expression is filled with so much emotion and he just seems so alive. You heart skips a beat. You are lost. before you can think about what is happening inside you, you feel his tip meeting your wetness and you exhale a high-pitched noise. Your hands are now clawing into his sides and he still trying to hold you down and he's using force to do so. It's so hot. He's groaning, deeply and it sends waves of arousal through you. You're sweating by now. "Order...fuck!" You moan when he finally enters and he's filling you, stretching you and you realize how big he is much too late. Your eyes grow wide and you make a choked noise. He stops. You try to adjust, to get used to his size. Blue eyes meet yours in concern but he's trembling, he's forcing himself to be still. You can see the struggle clearly. "I'm fine.." You breath because it's true. You never felt so filled before and you can actually feel the veins on his cock. At least you could swear. He's realxing again and you love the view of his exposed neck when he's crooking his head back the moment he sliding in completely. You see stars for a second. This will not take long. He has to be hot underneath the suit but you don't see any drop of sweat on him. You would wonder if it was another skill of his divine but you are to busy to enjoy the sensation of him inside you. Your body is doing it's own thing. You move against him to urge him on and finally he met you. He leaning down on you again, kissing you again maybe to distract you as he starts to move and it's almost too much to handle. It feels so good. You find his back. You scratch but you feel the little wounds vanishing underneath your nails. The electrifying power of this was causing another a rush inside you. He's bites your lips the moment you cause more scratches and he's whispering a low apology before his lips find their way down on your jaw. He's still too slow in your opinion even though you feel the tension growing so heavy that you have to press you head into the pillow, you legs now around him, pulling him deeper. He's groaing and it almost sounded like a curse. Order seems to struggle to keep his movement balanced and this was ironic regarding to his nature. But the erratic moves causing you to choke. You are so close already. How was that possible? "Oh gods...Order.. Order I'm..." You writhe, you moan and he's burring his head into the crook of your neck, moaning and biting your skin randomly. That was not helping. You can feel the edge already, it was painful close. You vision gets blurry and he's moaning your name, randomly the short version. You can feel his whole body tensing and then he came inside you with a deep rumbled moan that let you shake and it hit your core so hard that you follow with a silent scream. His cock is pulsating inside you and he's mumbling something you can't understand in your high state. You blink against the firework in your mind and the perfection of the chaos that your body was right now.
You scratch and claw his back, you hold on to him because you feel like falling and then your back hits the bed after you actually reared up against him. He's already breathing hot against your neck and you never felt so relieved, so satisfied. Your legs drop on the sheets, giving your lover space to move. Order reacted with a shift and he little noise when he slid out. He not moving much like he doesn't want to disconnect to you so soon. You're exhausted in a good way, slack and tired but you smile at him when he's lifting his head. "Never thought..you had it in you.:" you say but without any teasing in your voice. "glad I was wrong." Order's head crooks to the side as he smiled back weakly. He's in the same state as you but you can see his adorable red cheeks and the bed room eyes which suit him. "I am very glad that I..proved you wrong." He says with a little smirk. You are astonished that he can smirk. You are about to give a witty reply but he's touching you so gentle, his fingertips moving along your side and he he leans in to give you a soft peck on the lips. You blink when he pulls away. "Divine stamina?" You ask with a grin and he squints before he grabs you so fast that you can't stop him from to position you above him. "This is obviously the benefit of the divine existence." You hear the words in a stoic tone but the glimmer in his eyes betrayed him. You move your hips a bit teasing. "Mmh.. still waters run deep."
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