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[the-white-rabbit]

being with me is exhausting. being me is even more exhausting. i’m sorry

[veryluckyclovers]

[veryluckyclovers]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[veryluckyclovers]

[thoughtkick]

“I’m not scared of loving, I’m scared of losing myself all over again”

— Unknown

[the-white-rabbit]

did i lose myself?.. who am i when i’m alone?

[the-white-rabbit]

people have taught me that i shouldn’t open up anymore. my words get twisted and thrown in my face. expressing myself always results in a negative outcome. they’ve taught me that i’m too much. i’m too tiring to deal with emotionally. i add onto their plate so i should make myself smaller as much as possible so that i’m easier to digest. i need to be more quiet. it’s always my fault even if things don’t make sense. nothing makes sense. i need to keep to myself as much as possible so that it doesn’t hurt as much.

[the-white-rabbit]

unfortunately still relevant

[the-white-rabbit]

i shouldn’t trust you with my feelings anymore

[the-white-rabbit]

shouldn’t have..

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[the-white-rabbit]

there’s no benefit to saying how you feel. it’s just the same shit over and over and over. so why do i keep opening my mouth?..

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[the-white-rabbit]

wake up wake the fuck up this is a new generation. closed mouths do not get fed. get off your fucking high horse. ppl would be more inclined to treat you the way you want to be treated if you just be a decent person, if you could stop be so two-faced to your own flesh and blood and get your head out of your ass

[veryluckyclovers]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]