Tóg Ar

[the-worst-beta-giver]

The knight’s shining armor is beginning to rust

[the-worst-beta-giver]

The Crag

We are put through difficult times to test our faith, our strength, and our fortitude.

To be somebody’s rock one day I need to learn to be rigid and risiliant through these times of turmoil and hardship, so I am prepared to be there for the family I will inevitably build.

I will be somebody’s rock, that’s what I was put on this earth for. That’s why God made me a climber first. So I can study the stone, and learn from it’s eternal wisdom.

Look at the cracks, flakes, and dihedrals. The crimps, slopers, and pockets. Without these illustrations, the wall would be undesirable, unclimbable, and unappreciated.

What caused these perfect imperfections? These characteristics that make it unique and and aw-inspiring?

How did this ancient wall get to be so distinct, beautiful and sought after?

Stress.

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Home is where the heart is

But It feels like I’m being evicted

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Trying to figure you out has been like a dog trying to solve a rubix cube.

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Elaborate

You can go on dates with other guys, text them all the time, give them intimate gifts, and flirt with them right in front of me. You flirt with me and make sexual remarks, but only in private. You act like you barley know me when these guys are around but then you get upset at me when I Igor you or I get standoffish even though you know how I feel about you.

But god forbid I even think another girl is attractive, you will try to shut that shit down so fast I won’t even be able to decide if I actually have an interest in her or not.

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Don't worry, be happy now

Don't let anything stand in the way of your dreams

Worry about nothing but where you want to take your tiny home first

Be an inspiration to everyone that you meet, as you have been mine

Happy is not the only thing I want you to be, but it's the most important

Now go and travel the world, be free, but please be safe

[the-worst-beta-giver]

No.

It's going to hurt watching you with someone else. It's going to hurt knowing that you don't feel the same way I do. It's going to hurt being without you. But I will continue to be your friend even though you have lied to me and made me feel a way I never have before. I will be there for you when you need me. I will give you help when you need help. I will not give up, but do not take advantage of me, you won't find anyone else like me.

[the-worst-beta-giver]

I need out

Now more than ever I want to get out of this place. I feel like I have nothing left here... I have a few friends but the one person that made this place bearable, I will never be able to call my own.

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Wilting rigidity

I've pushed myself physically to the point of throwing up.

I've worked for 20 hours a day for a week straight.

I've left my entire family behind to "serve my country".

I've seen deaths in my family.

I've lost friends, and best friends.

I try to stay strong and not let myself get depressed, despite feeling I have the weight of the world on my shoulders.

But nothing has been as hard or lasted as long as being totally in love with someone that does not feel the same way about me.

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Fuck people.

[teenagecrush]

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Every Time

Every time I get to see you I fall a little bit more in love with you.

Every time I see you I get a little sad because I want to be together but we're not.

Every time I see you I want to give you the world but you're not mine.

Every time I see you i feel we can conquer the world, as soon as I return

I'm sorry I have to leave.

[animalsnaps]

I want you. I want us. I want it all. With you. Only you.

@thesexualquotes (via thesexualquotes)

[thepersonalquotes]

[affectionsuggestion]

I want to see the world, and I want you to see it with me

[the-worst-beta-giver]

A Stóirín

Hearing you say that you want to be around me, and climb with me again is ecstasy to my ears

I want nothing more than to have you in my life and see you happy

I just wish I could do more to help with how you've been feeling

I want to give you a home, where you don't have to worry about anything but what's for dinner

I'm sorry I can't do that right now

I'm sorry I have to leave, but I have no choice

I will see you again though, and hopefully things will go back to the way they were

I love you, a stóirín

[the-worst-beta-giver]

Home

I am a nomad, I can be content living wherever life takes me.

I will survive, and I will thrive.

Sometimes I miss my family, and my friends, but they are only a call away no matter where I am.

I have lived a few places, and I believe I would do just fine if I never went back to where I grew up, but that is just a house.

You are my home.