let the darkness inside

Dinah Laurel Lance. 33. Born in Starling City, living in Amsterdam.

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text: Laurel ⇄ Wade

Wade: We need to get ya out of that asap!

Wade: That's a start thou, let me guess, you're tryin' to cut down on the blowing stuff to smithereens? You, my beautiful Songbird, need a hobby!

Laurel: Good luck with that.

Laurel: I'm trying, but it's fucking hard. That's what I do. Your beautiful Songbird doesn't have a hobby, her only hobby was destroying things.

Laurel: Maybe I'll get a cat.

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hartenstraat-laura‌:

I mean, I’m getting sleep, just not the same amount I’d get before. It is rough, but my body’s going through some fucking huge changes. 

Managing…. You wanna talk about it? 

Mm, makes sense. How are you feeling otherwise, aside from the sleep stuff?

It’s been a shitty couple of weeks. I’m just.. lonely, I guess. Unless I’m at work I’m just camped out on my couch because I’m not in the mood to go out and do things or be with people.

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hartenstraat-laura‌:

Thanks babe, I am too. Especially considering I haven’t slept properly in a few weeks. 

How’ve you been? 

A few weeks? Yikes, I’m sorry. That sounds really rough.

I’ve been managing. 

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hartenstraat-laura‌:

So I told myself I wasn’t going to become that pregnant bitch, but it’s official. I think I’m in love with my body pillow. 

Oh wow, I’m very happy that you’ve found love, Laura. 

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Honey, ease up. That’s a 30-year-old single malt.

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text: Laurel ⇄ Wade

Wade: 😘 right back at ya.

Wade: Watcha hiding for?

Laurel: I'm in a funk.

Laurel: I don't know. I've been in a shitty mood since everything with Matt. And we're decent, he and I. We're able to talk at least, but I just.. have all this frustration but I don't know what to do with it.

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Matt: Whoa Whoa Whoa! I’m not dramatic!

Matt: Okay. I can get carried away. Sometimes.

Matt: Maybe.

Laurel: You are. You're super dramatic. You deserve a medal for it.

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Matt: Now I'm here thinking how things will go and if some random surprise comes up and it'll be WW3 all over again.

Laurel: I never quite realized how dramatic you get.

Laurel: I don't think there's any more secrets.

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Matt: There’s more things you lied to me about??

Matt: You shitting me?

Laurel: Relax, that's probably all of it. At least everything I can think of right now.

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Matt: What Else aren’t you?

Matt: are you even a real blonde?

Laurel: Do you want a list?

Laurel: Uh, no. Absolutely not.

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Matt: How’s work going? You happy with it?

Laurel: It's.. something. I'm honestly learning the job as I go along.

Laurel: I forgot to mention that I don't /actually/ have a law degree, didn't I?

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Matt: subject change. I don’t want to think about what we used to do. I already do but to talk about it with you is something else.

Laurel: If you change your mind, we can talk about it. But okay.

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Matt: Cruel! I’m sticking with that word.

Matt: I’m delirious from no sleep.

Laurel: You do that.

Laurel: Are you just trying to change the subject, or are you honestly trying to pin your remaining feelings for me on being delirious?

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Matt: It was cruel of you to even type it out. But yes. That.

Matt: I miss what we had.

Laurel: Cruel is a little extreme, but I guess that's just how I do things.

Laurel: Yeah. Me too.

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Matt: 😩

Laurel: Don't give me that face.

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Matt: I guess. And I know I’m being weird about that but with dates there’s the idea of more than dinner and talking happening.

Laurel: Like resisting the temptation to take me home and rip my clothes off?