I wish I could say aloud
the things I say in my head
For the words burning in my head
should make you worry.
I struggle to find that peace of mind.
Often I give up on trying
To calm this nonstop train of thought
From taking me into a silence.
I don’t know what
And I don’t know how
To say what I want to say.
It’s like my tongue freezes
and stops me from speaking
But my mind keeps racing
And I can’t stop thinking.
Leave me now to be alone
with these thoughts
So that I can finally say
what you’ve needed to hear
Spoke it into existence,
The end that should’ve never come.
Over the years it had appeared
The terrible things that had been done
Did more damage than we had feared.
We must end it now…














