[thebleujaynest]

why is she, after all this time, still home?

[thebleujaynest]

موطني بين صفوف المشموم و أماليج المجنونات،

بين غصون الزهر و عناقيد البرتقال.

٢٦/٠٩/٢٠١٩

[thebleujaynest]

a million candles

[thebleujaynest]

always had a feeling i wouldnt make it past 25

i was right

[thebleujaynest]

26

[thebleujaynest]

i shouldve said something

i shouldve said everythjng

[thebleujaynest]

what id give

[thebleujaynest]

first shower in over a year

tue feb ‘19

need an ocean

[thebleujaynest]

a sad tradition

[thebleujaynest]

عصرة

[thebleujaynest]

like a dog

[thebleujaynest]

i want ny head inder a wheel

fffuck that would be good

[thebleujaynest]

الصوت لا ينتقل في الفراغ

[thebleujaynest]

just 33 too good to go

rest easy d

[thebleujaynest]

its a game i never asked to play

that id be punished for leaving before i lose

n718

[thebleujaynest]

أبي أشق جلدي و أطلع

تعبت مليت و مخي ما يوقف كس عرضه لي متى ألف زفت بالثانية و أعصاب فايرة

[thebleujaynest]

im good settling for this shit and hoping i fucking die soon whether by chance or eventual concious choice its the most realistic and only option for me lets cut the ambitious bullshit and be real here

the sooner i settle for what is obviously meant for me the sooner ill be at peace