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My pencil drawing of Robin as Oswald Cobblepot / The Penguin ♡

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People do not seem to realise that their opinion of the world is also a confession of their character.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Ubuntu

I’m using you to set a standard for myself. I am beautiful because you are beautiful. When we connect our values, I feel valuable because of you. I believe in you. I feel that I have hope and something to work towards because I connect with you. I believe in a future of not being alone and I want to not be alone with you. I like the deeper conversations we have and the person it makes me having those conversations with you.

Fear

I’ve been living my life in fear and that’s not what I want. Fear that you treat me nicely for all the wrong reasons. Fear that I’ll make a mistake that makes you stop. Fear that I hide too many important things like pain, sadness, anger. Emotions that I feel bad for feeling. Fear that I’ve hidden these feelings so much that I’m no longer capable of feeling them. Fear that I am empty of good things to share. That what I have to share isn’t enough. Fear that you’ll never think the world of me as I think the world of you. Fear that I won’t be enough for the things I want because it feels like I haven’t been enough. The things I’ve wanted that I’ve gotten were just a means to get something else and not the end goal. I got so close to what I really wanted and then suddenly I ran out of runway. I’m hungry, but I can’t find nourishment. I want to talk about what I’m not happy about. We always share our goods, but I’m dying to share my bads and still be accepted. I want to be satisfied with how others treat me. I expect that people should have the same empathy for me that I have for them. I expect the value you give others to be returned to you. Otherwise you have a world that you give to and disposes you once you have nothing more to give. I need to out live that feeling. I need to create something that keeps giving even when I am not around. I need to create a story that helps me face my fears and shares what I learn when doing so.

ver el mundo a través de tus ojos es igualmente difícil y gratificante

All I knew was sadness. You work too hard for your expectations not to work out. That is my world. The ones you love that should love you make decisions that convince you otherwise. I want to believe that seeing the world through your eyes is more fulfilling.

I am sad and don’t want to tell you. I am sad because I don’t feel like I have the tools to have the kind of life I want. A giving life. I am emotionally drained and everything feels like an act that expects me to feel something. I’ve felt too much or maybe I haven’t felt enough. I am numb and unsure.

I believed in a story that would save me from this pergatory. A life pregnant with potential, not giving birth to greatness. Dreaming to eat with the kings but they only fed me denial.

kushandwizdom

Oh, love isn’t there to make us happy. I believe it exists to show us how much we can endure.

Hermann Hesse

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Quick Love in a Mad City

I imagined things would be different. I spoke with you to speak with you because that’s what I enjoy. It felt like you were vulnerable which allowed me to be the same way, that moment when your true emotions show and you kissed me. Why? Did you talk to me just to kiss me. Another trophy. Another character that showed enough interest in you to dedicate an action. You said the way you see life is that everything is a body. Everything. Did you see the moment we created? A safe space to be you and have another person learn about what makes you special. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. Why did you kiss me? Why?