THE BURIAL PROJECT

adult | im not trying to get term'd | [tw ed]

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vegan hotdog time

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unlocked new levels of insane by sending shit to his house to get a picture of his front door

[small-wrists-will-o-wisp]

i'm so tired of living. i'm just so tired and something always hurts and i'm tired and i don't want to do it anymore

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he broke up with me so cool.

just confused abt why lie to me.

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he told me he was gonna take me on a date to the movies at 3... texted me at 4 he felt sick

still never said he wasn't coming

when he finally responded to my string of texts saying i hope he feels better, asking for an update or what i can do for him and asking if he's going to come (bc clearly im a dumb bitch) he just texted back "i will" at 10, responding to my text telling him if he needs anything to let me know

and that's when it finally dawned on me he was intentionally avoiding me

why can't they just say i don't like you

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i don't know how to get over being so sensitive

he came over to my house to get some ig

left after

i feel so empty

and pathetic

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it's just like if i'm having casual sex i'm not binging and purging

so that's a GOOD thing right? (no it's not) (i need to stop self-destructing in ANY way not just switch up the method til the end of time)

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thought abt hurting myself after getting triggered and didn't

cool for me, but i feel pathetic

like my feelings don't matter

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genuinely feel like taking a shit is gonna be the thing that takes me out one of these days

heart beating, hands shaking, lightheaded and for what

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tryna be better with him but i was expressing how something made me upset and he said "im getting crucified here"

and i was just abt to tell him well there's the door bc he's sitting at my kitchen table and like if it's so bad here

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sometimes it's not even "testing" him

genuinely i said smn so many times if you fumble again im just gonna take off my belt

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being a sensitive girl is gonna be the end of me genuinely

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lost a kilo over the weekend

i need to get sick going hiking more often

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when he's looking at me and i can't tell if he likes me or he thinks im pathetic and ugly

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told him im sad because the suffering is eternal and he started singing birds of a feather

get me out of here

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another pair of jeans don't fit anymore

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im not the mia i used to be

ate 1 sandwich (i ordered 4) and am full

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i prevailed