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whatever you’re feeling is VALID

[thebushybrowedone]

wow just pop up in my mind, “how do they know more about me than the people im closest to?” but it seems to be.. cz they just dragging me out,of course. ha-ha

now im here, and yes been friable,, but keep cool when the going gets tough r8? cz sugarcoating it or walking away isn’t going to fix it either something’s been done right or it’s been done wrong.. hope you think so.

[thebushybrowedone]

kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean,,, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person? Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything, and not have a problem with the silence in the middle...

I just.. can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun ,,,,,,

Hey, @ Me ‘Jan 2014’ ...you don’t mind to have a sit for five minutes and able to accept my ‘story’, do you? :)

Life has tested me till I wiped out the def of our Deal to ‘see the beauty in everyday things’.

Let’s start with One, out of two. Don’t be surprised, I and whatever you called it, in different walls and might be also at odds with needs & wants; when I need my buddy and someone wants..idk how you named it (close friend?), We—I questioning. But I thank you. Tq for being there!! Motivation, Knowledge, and Stories, really inspired me !! You’ll much bigger than todayyy. Be you & selalu bersyukur ya !!! glad to have known you so well

Two. A stranger with ‘intention’, was. :) made me feel bad for being pissed off—loathed at this bud when did me wrong? cmon, you have not reached the most advanced stage in a process, stop bring other people into your mess. You gotta heal it. You’re a good person. You were. Cz luckily, you really have wasted my time, for sure. Dear ‘Two’, stop having relationship problems with people you are not in a relationship with ok? Be mature & tq for coming.

and yyya it’s been few months! I’ve passed the tests and finally spill them out.. (huuuh im glad) All the questions have never been answered and it was literally out of one’s mind, but I accepted.. without need a closure. Fine. Cz I realized, every situations doesn’t need a reaction.

I pray for you. Just be you, and be good.. at least once, be a good one, for yourself & others ok? thank you.. really,, for the lessons.

[thebushybrowedone]

Maret ini indah bgt !!! aku byk dpt wejangan, semuanya berbuah baik, kl 3 hari lalu blg ke Meses “akhirnya I’m going back to the old Dhila” 🥰🥰🥰

and wwwhoop,, someone has just sent me awk orange for a wallp & cz of wfh we dont know how to handle kemalasan-buka-laptop ini for sure but we should ok.

by the way,, let’s do some random thoughts,, tntg teman2 aku yg baiiiik2 bgt,,,eheeeee

idk a month passed and it was really good to share daily struggles, complaints, triumphs, and, most of all, laugh ALSO respond nonjudgmentally to whatever I tell, allowing me to be as vulnerable as I please. Conversely, it’s a blessing to help someone through the difficult times. 😳😳Having such a receptive friend has taught me that life is more fun and meaningful when I share myself with others,,, 🙂 & gokilnya sepanjang malam w di ajak brainstorming memecahkan masalah corona dgn strategi komunikasi spt apa??? && how China ttp leading sector pdhl dia yg terjangkit awalnya.. yakali gila pala &&& ya ok thx to Helsa jg yg tiap malam ngajak brainstorming tntg TEORI KONSPIRASI pfffttt.

wejangan ini akhirnya berbuah hasil ok utk Mrs. skrps ku yg akhirnya udh gk jalan lg, tp mulai mau jogging (ha ha hopefully),,, (walaupun modal nekat kl kata Bu Meria haHHAAha),, someone said,

“some get through it surprisingly fast. other struggles a lot longer (you might be the second one). the important thing is YOU CAN AND WILL GET THERE, eventually” o ow,,, tq for the kind words,, noted! & ini semua menjawab wejangan dari mama thanos yg kaget jg krn di ksh contohnya cpt bgttt.. mks y

mama thanos pernah bilang, once you understand this you can learn from experience and pursue friendships to make you feel good BUT ENSURE THIS IS RECIPROCAL hHahHahHAAh katanya skg waktunya perbanyak teman & wawasan omg mama kino keren &&& TP bsk pd bantu aku sebar luaskan ya form-nya ihiiy 👈🏼grand goal 🤪 (RIP GR@MM@R OK SORRY YA)

[thebushybrowedone]

Dear, You—the fear I cannot name.

I don’t have words to make you feel better now, and I’m 100% sure that you’re problems are not even as simple as this quote. But I do have the ears to listen to whatever you wanna talk about. I have the arms to hug you on the lowest point of (maybe) your life. You don’t have to be alone with your thoughts anymore or process anything. You can call me even to instantly make you feel better.

Smile.

Coz somehow your problems feel a whole lot lighter because of that. Even we’re not that close like the old days, but never have a doubt to tell you that you are so loved 🤍

[thebushybrowedone]

what a year today has been!! avoid crowded place & close contact w people who are unwell.. prevention is better cz there’s no cure, riGhT?! please take care of each other @ ALL !!! 🥺💖

[thebushybrowedone]

Sometimes I want to scream at the world, when pretending gets too much. I want to scream, I just want to be me with everything I feel.

You asked me who I pretend to be, the answer is always someone new.

the person pretending to be happy

the person pretending to be smart

the person pretending to feel joy

the person pretending to not feel hurt

the person pretending to not cry myself to sleep

the person pretending a life without anxiety,

and so on.

[thebushybrowedone]

May you approach this season with gratitude & a deeply rooted hope that everyday will teach you something that is an integral part of your growth. No matter how things turn out for you today, you are going to learn something! So be kind to yourself today, deaaaarrrr. Do not let other people make you feel like you have to rush through this season, or any other stage of your life, 🙂💖

[thebushybrowedone]

This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends——-they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them…actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about. So, let’s go to the adventure of life, Darling😉