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ABOUT THIS THING I HAVE GOING ON HERE >:D

HIII AND WELCOME!

In case I actually develop an internet presence (which means I'll start posting stuff) this is likely what I'll start posting about and what to expect and probably some other stuff!

I'm a giganormous Will Wood, Tally Hall, and House, M.D. fan and have recently gotten into SFTH so that will likely be the majority of what's on here. I'm also into reading so I may occasionally yap about a good book I read etc etc. I'm also a total nerd so if I find other nerdy stuff to yap about that'll be on here too.

Also, check out my amazing boyfriend at @scream-at-a-whisper :D

Anyway if you do stop by, thank you! And please be kind because I am a minor :)

Aaand… that’s a wrap!!

in the car door. straight up “thlamming it”. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s jusr say. my peniths

#daffy duck #parappa the rapper #parappa #funny #silly #goofy

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i've wasted it

3.5 years. that's how long i've been miserable. stuck at a school with no real friends and shutting myself in my bedroom to study day and night and day and night only to be subpar every. single. time. and for what? nobody appreciates the things i do. nobody wants to talk to me. i'm just here, floating in a reality that i don't want. i'll continue being subpar, wishing i never tried to try, because people who get high and drunk and cheat on every test will end up in better places than me anyway. why bother? why keep doing this? i'm tired of being subpar. i'm tired of being. i want out. i wish i could go back and make sure i was never conceived. and it doesn't matter anyway because i can guarantee that not even 1 month into college, they'll find me hanging as a ceiling decoration in my dorm. and they'll laugh at my grotesque dead self because i'm sure that's all the respect anyone has for me anyway.

thecremaster2520

i had to update this. so when i wrote this i was in a really bad place because i put all my self worth into my college decisions. but now i’m ending up somewhere absolutely amazing with college results that are better than i could’ve ever dreamed of.

moral of the story: it’ll work out somehow guys. there’s light at the end of that labyrinthine tunnel.

i've wasted it

3.5 years. that's how long i've been miserable. stuck at a school with no real friends and shutting myself in my bedroom to study day and night and day and night only to be subpar every. single. time. and for what? nobody appreciates the things i do. nobody wants to talk to me. i'm just here, floating in a reality that i don't want. i'll continue being subpar, wishing i never tried to try, because people who get high and drunk and cheat on every test will end up in better places than me anyway. why bother? why keep doing this? i'm tired of being subpar. i'm tired of being. i want out. i wish i could go back and make sure i was never conceived. and it doesn't matter anyway because i can guarantee that not even 1 month into college, they'll find me hanging as a ceiling decoration in my dorm. and they'll laugh at my grotesque dead self because i'm sure that's all the respect anyone has for me anyway.

so i know i stopped posting for a while because life gets tough and stuff but like i just was filled with immense rage over a memory of last summer. i went to this bio internship thing and one of the other girls at that internship was literally being an opp for no reason. it makes my blood boil.

like i'd say something like, "man i love pasta" and she'd be like ewww idk pasta's gross and unhealthy i prefer salads since they're less carbs. girl don't yuck my yum :(

like that's just one example. everything i said she'd find some way to disagree for no reason. like i'd say "oh i think this protein and that one have some correlation like look at the tests i ran" and she'd be like "oh idk like that just doesn't make sense". and i'd be like, "why doesn't it?" and i'd say a perfectly reasonable explanation for why it might make sense and she'd just shut me down immediately.

istg. and it was just to me. she didn't do this shit to other people at the program. traumatic.

#rant #randomrant #rant post #mini rant

sexy sadie by the beatles -> introduction to the snow from miracle musical -> willard! by will wood

thank you for your time

#the beatles #miracle musical #tally hall #will wood #sexy sadie #introduction to the snow #williard!#william woodiam #wee woo #song inspo

yknow what i'd pay a bajillion dollars for? trail mix with:

peanuts (kirkland ones)

honey roasted peanuts (also the kirkland ones, but like, honey roasted)

honey roasted cashews

cinnamon sugar roasted pecans

banana chips (not sure whether normal ones or spicy chili ones would be better here)

NO raisins (eeeeyuckkkkk)

EXTRA dark chocolate covered dried cranberries

dark chocolate covered dried blueberries

NO pistachios

NO walnuts

dark chocolate covered almonds

milk chocolate covered hazelnuts

popped lotus seeds (makhana) with spices (particularly, the deep brand ones in peri peri flavor)

pepper jack cheese chunks

i don't care that all the flavors are mixed together this is everything i like in this life if you gave me 2 barrels full of this stuff and 10 days to eat it i'd die happily

#food #i'm hungry #trail mix