"You are the beautiful lie and I'm the painful truth." Death isn't meant to be beautiful or sugar coated. It is meant to be the only certain thing in your life. You will die whether you are a vampire or a dragon or a ghost or a reaper. In the end you have to die. They come in pretty packages. But that's because they are swallow like humans. Sometimes they smile, sometimes they feel, sometimes they cry. But they always kill. Some do it because they have to. Some fight it. Most embrace it with a smile. They are all monsters in their way there. They are beautiful monsters. Do not be fooled by their sweet smiles and kind words or tiny bodies. They are all killers and in the end they will kill you. It's how God designed them. Indie rp blog, OCs, multi character, multi ship. Muses and mun are of age or have bodies of age. nsfw and trigging on this blog, I try my hardest to tag it all
"My generation grew up in a digital fish bowl, no matter how careful we are stuff will get out there… friends will tag me in photos inevitably doing something stupid, why should that define me? Why can’t I go out there and define myself?"
So giant reply spam for a reason.
Moving blogs
there are still something I need to do, and I’ll be moving over there with only four drafts that I hope to do soon so that I can be draft free for a bit
so you should all follow my new blog so that I can love you <3
here’s the link
same url, different blog and no Drake (he’s on a side blog that is no where near being finished, hopefully by the end of the week)
So giant reply spam for a reason.
Moving blogs
there are still something I need to do, and I’ll be moving over there with only four drafts that I hope to do soon so that I can be draft free for a bit
so you should all follow my new blog so that I can love you <3
here’s the link
same url, different blog and no Drake (he’s on a side blog that is no where near being finished, hopefully by the end of the week)
I have to go. Don’t you know it’s bad luck to see the bride before the ceremony? *Jamie hummed teasingly, figuring Drake would find it amusing. But he had to give him credit for being so persistant on getting him into a dress. Unfortuneatly for him though, Jamie was just as equally stubborn. He gave his fiance’s hand a loving squeeze before pulling away and going to the door* Oh, don’t forget the rings either, baby. I’ll see you soon~ *On that last note Jamie slipped out*
Drake smiled a bit at Jamie calling himself the bride. He loved these little moments that the teen just agreed with him. He knew it was for him and he loved that Jamie put the effort forward. He wasn’t surprised that the teen ignored the dress thing and pouted. His frowned depended at Jamie pulling away.
"Soon will not be soon enough." he called after the teen who had slipped from the room, before his phone flew towards him. Catching it he set about making the phone calls sprawled on his back smiling like an idiot. They were finally getting married.
So I'm going to try and not get into this bad habit of remaking my blog every time it get's too much. But that is just what I've done this time.
So this is a good bye to this blog and hello to a blog that's just like it, but with better tags and prettier stuff.
This however is not just a goodbye. It is also a thank you. many of you have stuck with me through this year and last year and I want to take this time to try and thank you all individually. In other words this is going to be a long ass post. And in true Canadian fashion, I apologise for that.
Senpais (people I love and have inspired me without really knowing it)
doctorothredson/ altruistheart: You are the first on my list. The reason being that you, for some baffling reason, are the person to have been following me the longest. I just want to thank you for enhancing my rping experience. And for being a wonderful senpai and a even better fried
lamourhaine/ iloveearthx: (totally not gonna tag all your accounts cause wow you've got a lot) But yes, I stalk you, actively. I follow ever new account you make without a second thought because even though we don't rp much I love having you on my dash. Thanks for being like the coolest randomest person. Hopefully we will rp more in the future. (also thanks for letting Drake torture Xaphan, it was great character development.)
christinatylerrp: Reilly! My beautiful real life friend! I don't know how you balance your life and still have time for super long, perfect replies. But thank god you do. You and Christina have been such an important part of Drake's life, even if he can't fully remember. Thanks for giving Drake this weird frienemy that he would save without a second thought.
reveurx-deactivated20140917: *sigh* Hailey (I probably spelt this wrong) was a wonder to have on my dash. Her and abadmoonrisin had one of those ships that I always inspired to have. Always got a bit jealous when I saw them on my dash mostly because they were perfection.
abadmoonrisin: (you should totally scroll and check out what I said about your counter part) We also don't rp much. But it was super fun when we did. You have such a handle on your characters and it makes me want that. Thanks for being a senpai without ever making me feel utterly terrified (....I mean not all the time)
askjackfrostt: I would like to thank you for all of Drake's jealous. Drake has a specific hate for your Jack and it's very annoying and only mildly funny cause I have to deal with the hissy.
pissyghost (timiidus): Violet was like Drake's only friend that he didn't have the change to fuck. And though I'm sure he'll eventually try to fuck her, I wanna thank you for being one of the few Violet's that didn't jump his bones the first time they met. Also thanks for all the cool stuff you reblog. It's fucking awesome.
burningdownrome/ nichtliebe: (and your other blogs) So I don't want to say you're hella scary. But you're writing is hella good and that makes you kind of scary. Thanks for being all over my dash with your kickass muses and making Drake question a lot of things (that's mostly Nero). Also thanks for just being one of those people who I follow everywhere, because I know they're worth it.
People I don't talk to much (occ or ic) but that I love having on my dash and would one day like to rp with (again)
Important People (people that I love, and my muses love and have a special place in my heart)
yourgood-old-fashionedvillain: This is my only Jim. And even though I only have a ship for Sage, all my other muses love Jim too. Thank you darling, for being my one and only Jim.
theyarealldeadinside: Jassi is one of my favourite Germans. I love her and I see her stalking from her personal blog and I miss all the beautiful ships we had. But thank you for firstly rping with me in English and secondly, being awesome at it.
southcrnconstcllations: Frankie is wonderful and I love how almost all our threads evolve from asks. It's wonderful. Thanks for being amazing at rping and putting up with all my muses and Drake
oftwistedmindsandbloodyhands/ theonlyonewhoissweetisshinchan: Sel is another one of my favourite Germans. We may not talk much on her new account, but I stalk her new blog just to make sure she's okay. Thank you also for rping in English and for going along with all the crazy ideas I have ever sent you.
midwinterfears: Spectacular rper. I was always honored that you wanted to rp with me and even more honored that you wanted to rp with me. Thanks for rping with me in English and being better at it than I a and putting up with all my spelling mistakes and nonsense.
Honorable Mention (these people who mean a lot to me ic and ooc. they've done a lot for me; character development, talking me and my muses down, people who keep me coming back to tumblr; even when I would rather not)
prete-moitaplume/ he-isnt-home: Mrs. Drake is one of the sweetest people in the world and she just radiates the word mother. I call her Mama Drake which is weird cause I sometimes call Jamie Mama Drake. I cannot tell you how many times Alex would just appear when I needed someone to talk to. I swear she has motherly instinct. But not only that, her characters and writing is beautiful. I want to talk to each and ever one of her characters cause I'm pretty sure my muses are already in love with them. You are just a joy and wonder to have on my dash and I do not know if I can thank you for all you've done and what it means to me that you had done it.
thenights-plutoniumshore/ thenightsplutoniumshore: K, has been following me from my old account. And though we don't rp as much as use to, I have no doubt that if I ever needed anything her she would be there. Probably with chocolate and alcohol. K means a lot to me than I think she knows and there is an endless amount of things that I could thank her for. But I wanna thank here for being my other tumblr mama. (I seem to not a lot of them)
hollowlimbs/ thekillxngmoon: Yassmin is my real life buddy. And there are so many things I would like to thank her for, but they won't all fit on here. So I wanna thank her for being there from the start of my first blog, to the start of this one, to the start of my next. Please don't leave my life darling cause I would be lost beyond words without you.
thiievery/ heroiiism/ bloodthxrsty: Anny is my bad ass Muslim girl. Anny is the sweetest thing ever. She says she isn't but all I know is that is is wonderful. She would randomly inbox me to tell me sweet thing. We've only rped a handful of times but I love you, you little sweetie and I would follow all of you thousands of rp accounts just because having you on my dash makes me happy and seeing your characters is lots of fun. Thanks for decidinto be friends with me even though we don't rp much.
nobodyisdead/ streetrattus: Zana, some how started our friendship by randomly inboxing me on things I had posted and now she does that to me on skype. Zana has quickly become one of those people that I depend on and talk to everyday. And talking to her is just a rollercoaster. Which is just like rping with her.You are my queen of angst and I thank you for that, because I have a feeling you will rip my heart out soon and I'll be cursing you for it. Thank you for deciding that you wanted to be friends with me and for continuing to be friends with my dumbass.
plague-doctor-priest/ reconstruxion: Morgan puppy! First I've gotta talk about your face. I am in love with it. Like....??! I'm worried about how obsessed with your face I am. It's more than everyone else and it's concerning. Anyways. You and your writing is so amazing. You write like above par all the time and I'm confound as to why you rp with me. But thank you for rping with me, thank you reading all the nonsense that I send to you and thank you for putting up with my writing.
death-becomes-you: You have recently wiggled your way into my heart. And you are staying there. We've been rping for so long and I've just been watching you pawing at you cause you were one of my senpais. But now that we have a thousand threads I see you as my buddy- senpai. I wanna thank you for being a senpai to me. But I also wanna thank you for being such an important part in developing Athanasia past her sickness and probably unintentionally help me research DID a bit better.
avisplumis: Kyree, wow. I'm surprise you stuck around after that weird shit I did to you earlier. But I'm glad you did. You and your muses are such important parts to my muses (especially Sage). I love all the development you do on your characters, your in depth as hell headcanons. And I miss talking to but god I am so thankful to have you as a friend. And it means so much that you still consider me a friend.
thegrimsoldier: It has been a couple short months that you have found your way into my chest and all over my dash. And I'm not letting you go! I have so many threads with you and so many ships and so many everythings. I tell you an idea and we're like 'let's do it!' no matter how many threads we have. I love you for this fact even though I feel so bad for overwhelming you with so many threads. But thank you for putting up with me and going along with my ideas even though I'm sure half of them didn't make sense.
jamie-bennett: .....I kind of just stared at this for a bit cause I have so much to say and I just had no clue how to say it. I am so biased towards you. I think it's pretty clear that like when you come online with threads for me I sort of just drop everything else. I wanna say that it's just Drake, but it's also me, because I love this ship beyond words and I can hardly get enough of it. You and Jamie are one of the best things to ever happen to us. You've added so much depth to Drake and I'm sure you've improved my writing. You've also talked sense into me countless times and even though we have a lot of threads going, you always remind me when we have to many even as we throw thousands of ideas together. And you always are perfectly fine with running with all my stupid ideas. But what I specifically wanna thank you for is putting up with my writing. You are one of the few people who have had the pleasure of rping with me at five in the morning when my words don't make sense and my sentences don't work. Some how you read all that and I understand what I mean and it's beautiful and it makes me want to cry. So thank you very much for all my terrible morning writing and sticking around even though that.
So giant reply spam for a reason.
Moving blogs
there are still something I need to do, and I'll be moving over there with only four drafts that I hope to do soon so that I can be draft free for a bit
here's the link
same url, different blog and no Drake (he's on a side blog that is no where near being finished, hopefully by the end of the week)
kianamaiart
tangentwithtanner
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