requested by @nihiladditaenihilperdidi
Name: Thuksangkaanwippalaat
Nicknames: Sang, Professor
Hair style / colour: Dark brown
Clothing style: Cotton/Linen Meditation Sets
Best physical feature: Beneath his blindfold and beyond the objective horrors his eyes contain and the dark magic within them, his eyes are very beautiful. He absolutely hates them, though. He doesn't believe he has any good physical features, in particular. "Perhaps my stitches. I'm sure they're just lovely to look at."
Your fears: "Being consumed by Mara, losing control of myself and succumbing to the soul of his son.“
Your guilty pleasure: “Being alone might count. I think most would feel it's better for people to be sociable, but I do enjoy being by myself for days, even weeks on end.”
Your ambitions for the future: “Vanquishing half of my soul, while still remaining a full person. To be who I am now, without the pull of depravity and perversion.“
Your first thoughts waking up: “Whether a managed to sleep well or not, any nightmares I had and what they might mean. Then, my plan for the day.”
What do you think about most: “My students like to take up a lot of my time.“
What do you think about before bed: "How long it will take me to fall asleep this time, and what I will dream about.”
What do you think your best quality is: “I am a very calm person, I think that has proven to be very useful over the years. I am not reactive typically. Some might take that to mean I'm passive, when in fact it allows me to assess situations fully before making a decision on my actions.”
Single or group dates: “Single?”
To be loved or respected: “Respected.”
Beauty or brains: “Brains.”
Dogs or cats: “All animals cannot stand to be near me, so I have no experience with them. On looks alone, I think cats are quite cute.“
Believe in yourself: “That's a loaded question. I am quite sure of myself, a fairly confident and content person, yes.”
Believe in love: “How could someone not believe in an emotion? It is a feeling like any other.”
Want someone: “That... would be nice. One day.”
Been on stage: “Yes, giving lectures and talks.”
Done drugs: “Absolutely not. Alcohol and drugs are a snare of Mara. They destroy the mind and lead away from enlightenment.”
Changed who you were to fit in: “Such a thing would be impossible to do. There is no point in trying.”
Favourite colour: “I do like brown.”
Favourite animal: “I have never interacted with an animal. From what I have seen, I do like seahorses, fishes in general. They are very soothing to watch.“
Favourite movie: “I am forbidden from watching movies. They are a distraction from mindfulness, entertainment of that nature feeds the sensory desires that keep the mind trapped in delusion.”
Favourite book: "The Lotus Garden Play by Kyabje Patrul Rinpoche. 'Filling your mind with love and compassion, vowing to dispel the suffering of all beings, don the armour of boundless courage. Train in seeing others equal to oneself, train in exchanging oneself for others, then train in holding others dearer than oneself'."
Favourite game: “I don't often play games. I enjoy word games and trivia style games, I think.”
Day your next birthday will be: “December 31st will be a Thursday this year.”
How old will you be: "Should I be counting such things...? I suppose... three-hundred and... fifty... nine?"
Age you lost your virginity: "Why don't we ask more important questions?"
Best personality: “Kind and considerate.”
Best eye colour: “Their natural eye colour.”
Best hair colour: “What has been passed down to them through generations.”
Best thing to do with a partner: “Relax, feel content and at peace.”
I love: “the simple things in life.”
I feel: “like a buoy on the ocean.”
I hide: “within my isolation.”
I miss: “nothing at all.”
I wish: “I could be free from suffering.”
