Welcome to my Diary.

It may seem easy to look care free, happy and always in control. However its much harder than it looks and often untrue.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Someone you haven’t even met yet is wondering what it’d be like to know someone like you.

[thedangerzoneee]

Control. There's so many ways to give in... Eyes close Another way to make it to 10. Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy? Gotta simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

[thedangerzoneee]

Rage is a quiet thing. You think that you've tamed it But it's just lying in wait. Oh, rage Is it in our veins? Feel it in my face when I least expect it Give in.

[thedangerzoneee]

Don't build hope on something broken, I am no cartoon. Cry for help, I am not joking... I might just leave soon.

[just-shower-thoughts]

People don’t change until the benefits of changing outweigh the comfort of staying the same

[poemswords]

“You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.”

— Iain Thomas, The City Rises and Falls (via books-n-quotes)

[thedangerzoneee]

All my life I've been searching for something Something never comes never leads to nothing Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close Closer to the prize at the end of the rope

[thedangerzoneee]

half•alive - still feel. [VIDEO]

half•alive’s music video for ‘still feel.’ Listen on Spotify or Apple Music: https://fanlink.to/halfalive find half•alive on… Instagram: http://instagr.am/ha...

Absolutely fallen in love with this song, for all its funk, upbeat vibes and just general goodness! Amazing find at the end of last year! <3

[thedangerzoneee]

I'm fast out, and I'm exhausted Out of breath, thinking where I went wrong This heart is afraid to beat slowly Miss a chance at what I could become I know that I can't run forever But I can't stand still for too long This heart is afraid to beat slowly

Half Alive

[thedangerzoneee]

He makes creating all these badass, smooth sounding beat, look like childsplay whilst managing to still be funny... AND.... sound good! Dude is a legend! Marc Rebillet

[thedangerzoneee]

I’ve only just heard this song in its entireity tonight, however there is just something so perfect about this song! It feels like I have known it for years! Within listening to it once I could sing along and just enjoy the whole story being told in the lyrics! Just feels good to enjoy good music again.

[thedangerzoneee]

I love the harmonies, the lyrics, the acoustics, the mashup in general! Big on repeat for many days, weeks even! Inspiring musical talent! <3

[thedangerzoneee]

A long lost friend.

It’s been a very long since I’ve updated this dusty old tome. Tend to find, that dark void in your mind quietens quite the bit when you have a lot to focus on and many reason to be happy. Although has caused me to neglect writing down any thoughts and feelings I have about the hear and now. But today has been a good day! Nothing, if I’m totally honest that is note worthy. A new job start, new people, reinforced my own steam to achieve the goals I had set for myself moving forward in life. BUT Something woke up in me today. I’m not quite sure what it is currently... but... it feels good! Like a long lost friend coming back into your life and you have so many stories to catch up on! Seeing things from different points of view within myself and in other people. It probably sounds like im rambling, I feel like I am too. However this feeling, just feels good! I feel younger again? Happier? More enthusiastic? Lighter? If I find out how to put all these 2am thoughts in to writing in the near future I will be sure to jot them down and explain myself fully. Just feels like I’ve woken up after a long sleep :)

[thedangerzoneee]

Bad Feeling

Been slowly building up over the last month. Something... just isn’t going to work out in my favour in the upcoming months. I don’t know why or how just yet but my gut has been saying the same thing strongly now! and I’ve learnt to always go with my gut on these sort of things now. Silly things from just a general sense of unease even when trying to relax. Feeling unsteady when branching out into something new. And the weirdest thing... possibly a build up from all the thoughts and feelings above? But  I keep catching things out of the corner of my eye. I’m not a particularly spiritual person or someone who believes in ghosts and the such all that much. But at least once a day sometimes more for the last 2 weeks... whilst being home alone something keeps making me wanna look over my shoulder and when I do... I swear I always catch a glimpse  of something that makes me jump! Never had it before... maybe just overthinking things. But this strange situation over 2 weeks paired with my gut feeling... Has me stuck with this... Bad feeling.

[thedangerzoneee]

Why We Pick Difficult Partners

In theory, we're nowadays allowed to get together with pretty much anyone we like. And yet, at a psychological level, we aren't free to love just any suitabl...

A very interesting look, into what it is that compels us to deal and handle these situations that occur in relationships and what we should do, over the insta-hook up insta-dash relationships this generation is into.

[thedangerzoneee]

Everything just feels...

Pretty meh. Pretty tedious. Pretty boring. Everything comes with a cost. You wanna be happy... You can only be happy to a degree or be tested. You wanna have passion... Then it must be short lived. You wanna have hope... Then you must keep it minimal. Everything just feels like a chore lately. Yup there are people worse of than me in the world... I know, I know heard it all before. Right now though... It isn’t doing much to console me.

[quotes]

We loved with a love that was more than love.