The start of it all
So needless to say I have had and interesting dating life in search for a decent guy. This all started in December 2012 when my then husband decided that marriage wasn’t for him anymore and he needed to explore being a man and on his own. So that put me in a whirlwind of emotion and out to the wolves eventually. I remember the first time I went on a date with someone this motherfucker (my Ex) sees me and says “damn you look good are you going on a date?” I said “Yes”. On my way to the date he calls me telling me he fucked up and he know where he belongs. I was sketchy about his words since he was involved with someone. And by the way the person he was with and had recently had a baby with is a part of our family not cousin or sister or anything like that but someone who has been around for a long time ( I will have get back to this one). Anyways the date went well, not exactly my type and a few years younger than me. But I still had some hope for him. We made out (I am a grown ass woman and can do whatever I want) I was disappointed! Fucker had a small dick ugh! Not was I was expecting from a 6′3″ guy but such is life and sometimes in life a little rain must fall. We went on a few more dates and continued to text call one another since seeing one another was difficult at times with our schedules. Anyways one day it all stopped he stopped answering my texts my phone calls he stopped following me on social media gone poof! I tried to reach out to him but nothing. This was my first inclination that this dating life was going to be a bumpy one. Guys are jerks!