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The Definition Of Endgame

/'en(d),gām/ the idea that two people are meant to be together, forever

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hi, I'm kaykay (public user nickname)! welcome to my little blog corner of the world where (most) characters get their happy ending, no matter how the writers left them. I'm an avid reader, hopeful writer and show enthusiast above all else.

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Chenford in Tim's their bed.

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my babies are back for good

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in case anyone cared, these two might be the reason I get back to writing fanfics

so everyone say, “thank you Chenford” 🩷

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📸 Tracy Spiridakos on instagram

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heyy, i have a few ideas for the jules x blue fic: them being jealous of each other, a pregnancy scare or jules actually being pregnant, blue meeting jules’ chaotic family… hope to see one of these plots :)

I love the jealousy trope for them, cause we have already seen Jules get jealous when Blue took the other woman out on a date.

I'm not super eager to explore the pregnancy trope with them but I'd be cool trying the Blue meeting Jules' family! He would be sooo good to them and Jules would be shocked haha!

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Hey! Do you have any idea when the blules fic will be out? I’m looking forward to it! No rush at all though.

Hi! I'm going to work on it this week :) I want a chance to rewatch some of the episodes with Jules and Blue to add to the fic!

Thanks for much for checking in! Keep at it if you would like; it keeps me aware!

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I’m hoping to see what happened after they left the bar on 19x13, they probably went to Blue’s place, so it would be nice to see how things turned out! If you have any chapter written, you can release it already, I’m here for it lol

Ugh I loved that scene. Especially cause when they were all sitting in the booth, Blue had his arm around Jules (subtly, but it was there!)

Sadly I don't have anything written yet as I had my graduation on the weekend (from uni) but I will do my best to come home from work and write tonight!

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This Jules and Blue fic already seems so cool, I can’t wait to read the rest! Will it start during their first hook up or after the season finale?

Thank you so much!

I've sort of written it so far to take place from their first hookup, until the season 19 finale. I won't be touching much on season 20 as it's not on Netflix, so I can't go back and rewatch any parts for inspiration.

Send as many asks as you want my way about this fic! It will hold me accountable to finish it lol. Or mention anything you hope is in it!

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JAY HALSTEAD IN EVERY EPISODE

Chicago PD 2x05: An Honest Woman (2/5)

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Benson Kwan is a snake but god do I love Harry Shum Jr so guess who my favourite character is!

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Forgot I posted this a couple years ago lol. He's still my favourite new male intern...but Jules Millin is my favourite overall of the new cast! Of course, it checks out that she's the apple of Benson's eye though. I knew I was bound to fall for his ship!

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Hey! Are you gonna do anymore updates on “begin Again”?

Hi! I'm so sorry it's taken so long to respond.

I plan to one day, maybe this summer when I don't have university classes anymore. I really want to get back into Chicago PD, seasons 1-9 ofc cause it ended there for me!

Thanks for sticking around and holding out for me for this fic :) I appreciate all your support!

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Hey!! I would really appreciate if you could write something about Jules and Blue from Grey’s anatomy! I’m really invested in this ship and would love to read some fics during the hiatus <3

Hi! You literally read my mind...I have a fic for them I am already working on lol. I'm not sure when I'll have it done, as I graduate from university this week and the end of school for the kiddos I volunteer with is busy. But I am working on one and can't wait to share it :)

Here's a blurb from it to tie you over:

I’m fucked. Figuratively and literally. Is it possible to hate myself more than my parents neglected me? Probably. 

When I first started working at Grey-Sloan Memorial, I thought it would be one of the women whom I would have to resist myself from sleeping with. Let’s face it, women are statistically more attractive than men, at least to me. Yet of course it had to be Mr. “Blue Ribbon Benson Kwan” that I wound up tangled in the sheets with. I don’t even like him! And I’m pretty sure he doesn’t even like me. Perfect grounds for “just sex”; mutual hatred for everything except each other’s bodies. 

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hi all! What are we calling the ship name for Jules Millin & Benson “Blue” Kwan? I wanna make sure I tag correctly with fics and stuff!

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jules and blue in i'll follow the sun (GA: 19x07)

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my faves of s19-s20 of greys

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Saw this on instagram…is it confirmed that Tracy and Jesse are dating irl? not trying to gossip or spread misinformation! Just didn’t want to believe it if it wasn’t true. Plus I understand if they’re private about it.

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I haven’t watched Chicago PD for a while now (end of s9 was good enough for me) so I refuse to believe that the same person who wrote Upstead a love story so perfectly slow-burn, also wrote them divorce papers. Calling them getting married a trauma response? Gimme a break.

You can’t tell me that these two, who LOOKED AT EACH OTHER LIKE THIS AGES BEFORE THEY DATED, only got together cause of trauma. Sure, they were each other safe haven but that’s because of LOVE. Their slow burn was so obvious to everyone around them, including them, and when they finally made things happen, it was a forever kinda deal.

Come live in my world of peace where Upstead is still married and might have kids and everyone is happy and in love. They’re endgame and that’s it💗

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Trauma response my ass… First of all, how dare she? And second of all, she cannot be serious. Jay and Hailey are equally the best thing that has ever happened to each other. Gwen is completely out of touch, she wrote most of their beautiful foundation only to disrespect it a few years later by calling them getting married a trauma response like they weren’t a slowburn romance from the beginning, all for the sole reason for being intentionally spiteful. Like screw her forever.

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preach 🙏