Samantha's Place. @thedependantloner - Tumblr Blog

I used to watch and rewatch the One Direction video diaries from the X-Factor since they distracted me from my teen angst, and it's just so surreal that Liam is gone

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Ugh. I want to kill myself. Why is this something that I come back to again. I try and I come back to this.

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i have no future.

May Allah forgive me for my sins. As I am just a sinner who is struggling. I wish I could’ve done better.

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nostalgia is a liar. nothing was ever as good as you remember it to be. there’s a reason you don’t talk to that person anymore, there’s a reason you’re not part of each other’s lives. don’t trust nostalgia. grieve. reflect. move on.

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“i really need someone to comfort me”, i say as i continue to isolate myself and push away all my friends

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I haven’t felt suicidal in so long. But It’s so exhausting having to over protect yourself from people and things because you sales ya feel at the edge of not wanting to live.

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“Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people you’ve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Don’t hinder your growth.”

— Lyjeeria (via doll)

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Heartbroken. You were suppose to be there until we had wrinkles in our faces and our new version of hanging out was being on the porch and watching our grandkids grow up. Letting you go as necessary but cruel.

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Dichotomy of man

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playing games behind the scenes ♡

hemoglobin

“Accept the fact that you will grow apart from people you’ve had significant relationships with. Understand when someone no longer positively affects your life. Let them go. Don’t hinder your growth.”

— Lyjeeria (via doll)

thedependantloner

:(