The Doll Handler

24 y/o doll handler for a puppy in training to document and share what it's like to have a hound/handler relationship that doesn't follow a tradition D/s dynamic (MDNI)

[thedollhandler]

Handler Information

Name: [REDACTED]

Title: Doll

Age: 24

Pronouns: It/it's doll/dolls (rare they/them)

Current Status:

-In training with a captured rebel in a non-traditional fashion. Made a bet to subdue the former rebel into becoming a hound for it willingly. Stating it could see the dog she needed to be in her eyes.

-Renewed focus on the hound's new attitude and actions. All actions to this point have been monitored. Unsanctioned activity is reported immediately. Communication to rebels have been monitored and severed after [REDACTED].

-All camera feeds in its section of the facility have been requested to be private and not viewed until further notice. Request has been approved due to positive progress reports. Pending continued approval based on continued progress.

Hi guys! This is a really cool blog I'm running in tandem with someone else. I just wanted to put this here as a disclaimer. This isn't War hound. This isn't made for everyone! This is made as an indulgent roleplay/dynamic between me and someone I love. It is very heavily inspired by War Hound, mechsploitation and maybe if I'm being honest a little bit of HDG.

A couple things as you follow along if you so choose to!

-This is not a traditional D/s dynamic. And that will become clear very soon. While I am in the role of Handler. I am not in the role of Dominant.

-I will not be arguing about "well actually you're probably just a service Domme" Ive explored that, it wasn't for me. Everything I do comes from a place of submission and I can't deny that to myself or anyone else anymore.

-This is an ongoing thing that is happening in personal private messages and calls and other stuff. Not everything will be shared. Just what we decide to!

-Interact! Please! Part of creating this is getting to see how other interact. I know not everyone will be happy. But I am. This isn't the popular way to enjoy this dynamic, but I like the concept and ideas, I've just fine tuned it for me and my hound. Anyone who finds some semblance of happiness from this is more than welcome to share it!

-This post will be updated as things develop! So peek back here every once in awhile

[thedollhandler]

I don't have... A negative report. I wouldn't say any of this is negative. If anything it proves my ability to domesticate what I've set my sights on.

A strong minded rebel. Who would be better classified as a dog than it would a person. There's no doubt that the conditioning is working.

I am still in control of the situation. But it's last transmission concerns me. It's attitude change brings both promise and worry. A hound should be loyal to it's Handler. And that is what I have been able to condition.

It's is undoubtedly in love with unwaveringly loyal to me. Maybe my methods have proved to be... Too effective.

It does not appear to be confused in anyway about it's devotion, nor concerned. It also does not appear that the change has affected its ability to pilot properly.

It has a private showcase tomorrow with those overseeing the HDR program. Its progress will be made clear and my work will be praised. I am sure of it.

[thedollhandler]

Ive been preoccupied more than normal today and so I haven't been with my hound for but a few moments.

She... no it, had more fight than normal, but not in the direction of fighting for it's humanity. It even faltered when I reminded it of it's place.

Ill have to keep a tighter eye on it until this new attitude is... Regulated. The events of the issue will be kept to myself until further notice.

But it is... An interesting development. I'll also have to find out exactly how she got in, in the first place. Get the pilots and security to ensure this type of "spying" mission doesn't happen again.

[thedollhandler]

Errant Handlers not minding their own business and trying to... steal my hound is more than enough to cause me some stress.

Ignoring filed paper work. Ignoring my clear restrictions on what to and not to do with my hound.

I will find the Handler responsible for causing trouble for my hound during their private time.

Perhaps I'll have to have them removed from this facility all together if this blatant disregard for rules and regulations continues to be disregarded.

Other than that bit of bad news. My hound seems to have bounced back from the altercations. I gave it plenty of time to recoup as well as enrichment. I'm sure it will come around to its position naturally soon enough.

[thedollhandler]

I know that soon my hound will be ready for a facility walk. To show it off and introduce it to the rest of the pilots and such. A good display of what she looks like now, versus what she will become later.

It's only a matter time before she's capable of going on missions, and getting more... Active rewards for good behavior. But so far it seems her senses staying clear hasn't had much effect on her conditioning.

Sort of like a service animal on one side and a vicious hound on the other. Both loyal and obsessed with me. I find it hard to say, I'm dependent on the feeling it gives me.

A rush of adrenaline. As a Handler I'm sure not to show this too often in front of it. As that would ruin the progress we've made so far, if I were to drop my guard. I'm aware that having her off of the drug regimen increases the difficulty of conditioning. But I have no doubts as to the current conditioning working.

A well completed strip search was preformed during her reward last night. While doing so it was unaware, fully focused on enjoying its treat. It's good piece of information to know when it comes to future necessary procedures.

[thedollhandler]

I'm having a hard time understanding a hound~handler relationship without d/s, I feel like its inherent to the relationship? Can you talk about what you're doing differently?

I would agree it is!

I'm just not a dominant. But I strive to serve. As an Owner or a Handler, I don't lead with dominance. So that means I do handle certain aspects differently. And so i think its important I'm upfront about that so that later I'm not dealing with others saying I'm doing it 'wrong'. My want and need is to make sure the hound I'm training is being taken care of in a healthy and sane manner.

I give her the structure and care she needs to function and instead of feeling like I'm being in control, I feel more like I'm following.

In my relationship it's more like I'm serving my hound. Which isn't what the traditional structure is. But I'm not expecting anyone to understand. I'm not expecting anyone to like or approve. At the same time it wont be changing. Because it makes my hound happy. And that's what matters most.

This page is specifically for us. Others interacting is fun! But overall, I made this as a fun little way to document our progress.

[thedollhandler]

All these rebels flocking to you when I’m your Hound not them, smh stay away from my Handler, stinky rebels, It’s MINE.

-✨

My work speaks for itself.

My hound is turning out to be an exceptional work of art. This is the loyalty I seek, the fight I desire, and conditioning isn't even complete.

That is my Good hound.

[thedollhandler]

Hound Domestication and Rehabilitation Program

Subject name: Iora [REDACTED] @starlit-menagerie

Age: 24 years old

Status: Temporary Hound Domestication / Former Rebel

Released to Handler [REDACTED] Currently known as Doll

An errant hound not using the drug regimen issued to all hounds in the program due to a 'bet' made by Doll. Allowing the former rebel to return to being a rebel at the end of a one week Two week period. At which point it has been noted that the rebel will be [REDACTED- Higher clearance needed to view] if it wins the bet. Otherwise, it will be fully indoctrinated into the HDR program to ensure it's smooth transfer into the field.

Designation: [Temporary Subject marker] Subject D401Y

File Notices

Communication without Doll's acknowledgment is prohibited.

Hound is to not be aggravated or diminished beyond its Handler's scope.

The Hound is allowed to keep personal affects as monitored by its Handler.

[thedollhandler]

fuck i your posstsare so good i wannabe a hound but im too proud of a rebel to give up

Be so very proud rebel. When you finally realize that you were made to be a hound you'll finally understand that you don't have to give up.

You just have to be good for Handler. And don't worry about anything else. Make Handler proud and They will take care of everything else.

[thedollhandler]

You can see it. Around Its silhouette is a light that you couldn't see before.

It starts off dim, you blink and it's gone. You're not sure if it was there to begin with.

But then it keeps growing, as the training and the alone time starts to bleed into each other. has it really only been days? Is it really getting that deep into your head? Should you even be here anymore? Why aren't you escaping? Shouldn't there be a rescue team here by-

It's back. The glow is more than visible, and all those rushing thoughts are pushed away by the warmth flooding your senses. Handler is back and Its smile is everything you've ever needed. The fog of confusion lifts and it's replaced by the clarity that is Its voice.

"Are you ready for more training Hound?"

There's a voice that speaks in the back of your head that screams something is wrong. "I'm...a hound? No.. I'm a hero."

"That's what I said." The glow surrounding It grows brighter. It's screaming at you that It is correct. "You are a hound."

"Oh..yea-yeah that's what you said. Sorry Mx. I..I am a hound." The voice dies down in the back of your head. And the warmth of obeying Handler takes its place.

[thedollhandler]

being your hound sounds absolutely amazing im so happy for your pup

Being my hound is a privilege. Anyone should be happy for it.

Its potential is very high. And I hope to implement it soon. A hound following me will be better, stronger, and happier. Following me and the divinity I impose.

If you are ever chosen to be a hound it means a Handler has seen potential in you and they want to rip it to the surface. Make you the best hound they know you can be.

[thedollhandler]

Watching the feral hound fight its programming trying to retain its ability to feel shame. Only to have that breaking moment and become perfectly moldable to my liking.

The fight that burned bright inside of it making way for my will. Rejecting itself before sinking into my comfort. Finding no relief better than my presence.

Soon it will have no reason to worry, I will worry for it, all it has to do in return is be a good hound for me nd do a good job on its missions.

Since I've been granted an extra week. I can't wait to implement her muzzle.

[thedollhandler]

You know, I think it’s absolutely hilarious that you seem to have a crush on this new rebel dog of yours. A Handler, loving a rebel, protecting them from the humiliation and dehumanization of being used and broken by the imperial staff, mechanics and pilots. It’s a morale booster for the troops and an effective way to break them in.

—transmission terminated, anonymous frequency closed—

This is not about having a crush on the Hound I'm training. Besides, my only concern was damage of my asset or other Imperial staff.

What an absurd thing to say. Staying anonymous was your best choice. A feral hound is dangerous. I should be made aware of any interaction they are subject to as its Handler and the one responsible for its actions.

I'm sure no one would like to lose a comrade to a feral rebel. Because they disobeyed and went behind a Handlers back.

[thedollhandler]

It seems that some of the Imperial workers have taken it upon themselves to see the Hound I've been working on.

I must remind you all that a feral untrained hound is just as much a danger as it is an asset to us.

While I appreciate the enthusiasm for a new hound to be in the work space, I will need you to retain your dignity as people unless you would like to be seen as the next candidate. I'm sure there are Handler a plenty to ensure the domestication program is well stocked with subjects.

[thedollhandler]

hello ma'am, I'd love to get special permission from you about your latest hound

i went to see the traitor recently, and it's been snappy and rude towards me and implied some poor things about the rest of the mech repair and maintenance crew, and it thinks it's somehow of a higher importance to you and the empire then me and my mechanics

I think a reasonable apology for it's disobedience would be for it to clean my boots the way a dog would, with it's tongue, ideally in front of the mech repair and maintenance crew.

-chief Mech R&M mechanic, Elizabeth Rook

I see... Rook is it.

My... Pet project is unfinished. So id love to know who gave you permission to visit my hound in her holding cell. I can't ensure your safety this way. Shes a feral thing, no matter how much I trust my work will be implemented.

I must say however, it is concerning to hear of her disobedience is quite rampant outside of my field of view. It will be corrected I assure you. Thank you for bringing it to my attention.

As for your due dilligence. Ill be sure to have it apologize to you. That is no trouble.

[thedollhandler]

I take my time doing rounds, walking slowly, methodically, with a rhythm just paced enough that I know she'll be waiting for me at the door of her cell. Antsy and needy. I take just a little over too long to get into her sight and she has conflicting emotions she tried to steel herself against for just a little too long.

She doesn't want to be happy that it's me, but she clearly is. A losing battle as she tries to clear the joy off of her tired face.

"You won't get to do as you please with me..."

She's not confident at all. In fact it's quite the show to put on when she's practically sitting at the door waiting for me.

"Do as I please? With the bet you agreed too? You're right." She is, to some misguided degree. "I won't have you as my hound proper for a lot longer than I truly wanted. Just a subject fit for the program."

I can see her tense up at the word subject. She wants me to call her my hound. She can't stand it now. And she doesn't even realize it.

"You won't have me as your hound at all. I refuse to become one of those mindless monsters. I won't ever turn on the rebellion." Her desires and pack bond are strong. As long as no one gets in to show their face looking for her, all of her hopes will be dashed. No rescue will make it to this one. This stray had no chance at rescue the moment I found it in my base.

Besides, I've seen what the rebels are considering rescue missions. It's nothing short of suicide missions. They've likely stopped after the first couple of pilots they sent to infiltrate us came back and destroyed their offensive teams. They're not coming to rescue her, especially after she mentioned she was acquired by a Handler.

My choice of Hound is a picky one. And so I've waited, continuing to focus on strategies for other mere pilots. Other Handlers may choose to simply pick the ones that would best suite the missions, the dogs that just need to be trained.

But watching her struggle to decide if she should continue her rebel speech or simply stay quiet. I knew I found the one for me.

"No, of course not. Your friends, your rebel comrades, your family. They'll surely come to get you. And you'll prove me wrong." Even if they come and manage to get her, shes too far gone, far too dependent on me. She'll come running back without even knowing why.

"That's right! You filthy imperials think you can just mess in the mind of anyone!" I shoot her a look. "I... You... Sorry Mx. That... I shouldn't have y-yelled like that." She shrinks. Correcting herself before I can.

"Oh I know you're under so much stress wondering if they'll come, honoring our bet, doing your best to prove me wrong." I place my hand near the bars, and watch as her eyes cling to it itching to be closer. "But until then, you're my dog."

"Y-yes Mx. I am... Your dog." Her eyes haven't left my hand even as I draw it away to the keys to unlock the cell.

"Then let's continue your training today." She still has a long way to go. But even now she's making excellent progress. I have zero doubts she'll be begging to be my Hound in no time.

[thedollhandler]

What's it been, 3 days since you made this deal with the traitor? I heard they're almost fully trained now.

How does it feel to bend a traitors mind like that? And what are you going to do with all the training time you have left?

She had no chance to begin with, bet or not. When I see a Hound just wandering about lost and misguided it's only right I guide them to what they were meant to be.

Ive simply let a more natural progression of a hound finding it's Handler take place.

And with all this time left on my hands, I think I'm going to make sure I fully mold it's mind. Trained completely to be a wonderful asset to me. Perhaps get it geared to meet some of the rebel comrades it is so afraid of hurting.