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There was a thoughtful and understanding pause, consideration of the quiet yet selfish concerns, but Lucio was assured in himself and the Overwatch Initiative. It was oddly comforting, in the barest capacity. This was a man who seemed entirely incapable of anything sinister, subconscious or present minded. There was a purity there that the eldest Shimada wasn't entirely faithful could remain in a world coming apart at the seams.
A huff of air flared his nostrils, a phantom laugh tapering off into an uncomfortable silence to the mention of Talon. It was true, in a sense. There was no certain way to approach then, facing tendencies of carving through and salting the earth behind them, it was… A complex situation, regardless. Hanzo himself had been a silent observer, interested first and foremost in information. The ‘who’ had become immediately apparent, but the ‘why’ remained an unknown factor. He can't have been sure if that would have become clear if the Overwatch strike team hadn’t burst in, guns blazing and glory bound, but there was little point to dwell on a missed opportunity. It was all said and done, and now he was ‘collateral damage’. Unintentional, but quite tangible. There was a flicker of sheepish guilt to the recognition, but it did not linger. It did not need to. He held no grudges here.
There wasn't really a moment to sit and wallow in the awkward, and touchy subject, as a tune lit up Lucio’s phone suddenly. A message, one he was immediately welcomed to, and Hanzo cast a haphazard gaze down to his legs. It did not show, though if discomfort were apparent it would have almost shimmered over his flesh in warning. The reality was convenient, but no less unnerving, to have a stranger touch what remained of his augments. A good doctor, or so he had come to believe, but not one he knew for certain he trusted with such a vulnerability.
Yet it was a welcome comfort, surprisingly, that Lucio offered to be by his side. It was a reversal of such a familiar thing, faded years of being the one to make such an offer, and he felt his back straighten as his gaze came to settle on the musician once more.
There was a lingering seriousness, of course, and it was a serious thing. But there was warmth too, a desire to go the extra mile, and then further still. Hanzo considered the kind gesture, honestly considered it with a thoughtful pause, and eventually concluded that it would be wise. Doctors were not traditionally his most favourite thing, unpleasant experiences entrenched so deeply in his mind he couldn't help but feel that prickle of nervousness, habitual and ingrained. It was a lack of trust, if anything, but where he lacked trust in strangers he found it in Lucio. His kind demeanour and honourable intentions had served him well enough in earning the barest foundation of trust. Where he would not entirely trust the man with his life, not in a situation where there was truly death walking astride them instead of the simple possibility, he would trust him enough to watch augments pieced together and provide that pillar of familiarity.
“I would appreciate it,” his tone was firm, though his expression hinted thankfulness, and deeper still, relief. Palms found the wheels of that chair, though he made no move to leave. They had time to linger in a dying conversation, and it was a good thing to have a reasonable enough excuse for silence. He was terribly offput in social instances, and that much would have been abundantly clear, if not from their first meeting then certainly his hesitation and trepidation in navigating topics of conversation the longer they spent in each others company.
It wasn't a pleasant thing to recognise.
“Perhaps, if you have the time,” he started cautiously, finding it hardly sensible to take up more of Lucio’s day. He’d already theived so much, unwittingly and begrudgingly for the most part. “We may take a walk.”
Somewhere more to his own element, where the musician would find a conversation he was more deserving of, more personable and considerate than strained, uncertain and clipped responses.
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Though he seemed perfectly fixated on his food, he didn’t miss the sight of Hanzo reaching out for the pizza and seeming to decide against it. The sight seemed funny to him, minutes followed attempting to understand what it had meant. Lastly, a mischievous grin found his lips and he scooted closer by a spot to sweep up the box. “It’s a pizza, man. It’s not gonna bite.” he teased the older man, gently snapping the box’s top and bottom together like a gnashing jaw. The jaw fell open and he held the pizza in presentation, brow raised and wink inviting him to help himself. If the miscalculation had any chance of slipping by discreetly he shattered it, and Lúcio reveled in shattering such moments. Lúcio liked to pride himself on his ability to read people, even when he could at times project. At this time, however, he couldn’t decide whether or not Hanzo was bored or just– awkward. The circumstances certainly justified the latter, especially after the day he’d had. There was a time, with his very limited knowledge of the eldest Shimada, that he would have assumed he was on top of the world on many fronts. Too cool for school, as it were. In hindsight he didn’t know why he’d thought that. His story, his life had some very sad chapters to it, even when his own exclusive knowledge of the tale of the Shimada brothers came second-hand from Dr. Ziegler. Getting a chance to talk to him surely filled in a few of the blanks, but there was much more of this man yet to know. “Yeah though, been in Hanamura since. Can’t say what, exactly, but there’s some real Overwatch business going on. Should keep me around for a few months,” he proudly announced, “It’s why so much of my stuff is settled in. We’re lucky Dr. Ziegler’s here, though, she’s only in for the week.”
Hanzo slowly raised a brow as Lucio seamlessly swooped up that pizza box, gnashing it at him with a childish flair. Generally, the eldest Shimada would have found such a gesture mildly irritating at best, but as a response to his rather rude lapse in manners he felt relief. The wink was a charming way to punctuate his invitation to take a piece, and although the archer took a long moment of pause, he eventually indulged with a low ‘thank you’. It was a surprisingly refreshing piece of pizza, and he listened carefully as Lucio answered him, halfway through his second bite. The vegetables were fresh, an unusual blend and even more interesting as a topping for pizza, ignoring the untraditional assembly of it all. Then, what he understood as traditional himself seemed to vary country by country, so he couldn't really point that out as a flaw. Holding the slice in his left hand, Hanzo folded it over half-way between his thumb and the rest of his fingers, bunching up the toppings as he was somewhat addressed by the response. It… Was not a comforting thing to hear, as much as it somehow was. Wherever the Overwatch Initiative found themselves, so did a path of destruction. Of course it was followed by rebirth, at least half of the time statistically, from numbers he had idly gone over one afternoon. A poor temptation of bad judgement that had eventuated in nothing, thankfully, but the information had rattled around in the back of his skull long enough to leave its mark. Still. Hanzo couldn't help but feel a pang of worry for the city he once called home. It had stood for centuries, proud and unbending to outward conflict. Inner conflict, however, had warped it in a thousand ways, but it hadn’t destroyed it utterly. Civilians could go their entire lives under the thumb of the Shimada Empire and not even recognise their position, it was that seamless. “I should not have waited to see you,” there was an apologetic ring to his words, though Hanzo had an uncanny ability to keep his voice relatively neutral, even in the face of emotional input. Truthfully, he wondered if he had really intended to. “It is… Unfortunate you must see me like this.” He didn't have to gesture, or remind, and the apology was genuine in the way of not being entirely presentable to meet a ‘friend’, visually or otherwise. Though he was far from a man to back down on his word, he was also conveniently skilled at prioritising commitments, and other things would come before a social step in. Juggling several ‘high price’ targets at once taught a man balance, if he had not already been learned in its ways, and ‘balance’ tended to hang heavily in favour of work before pleasure, penance before redemption. Thoughtfully he acknowledged the mention of the Doctor, though was torn between wanting his augments on as quickly as possible, and the discomfort of dealing with a stranger tinkering with the more vulnerable part of him. The archer flexed his fingers and squished that slice of pizza before raising it to his mouth once more, catching a small piece of vegetable in mindless reflex as it toppled from the bread. It was a swift motion, steady and well practiced, though it was not unreasonable to think his reflexes were above ‘average’. It should hardly have come as a surprise. “I hold concerns.” He was vague, at first, a moment to gauge if Lucio would hear him out, and dark eyes fell on a bright man. “On the increase in conflict here.” Though maybe he was biased that way, having both of your legs blown off would sour anyone's perspective. “A hundred innocent men could wilt beneath the weight of an iron fist.” Whether that was Talon, the Shimada or Overwatch was anyone's guess. From an outside perspective, it all seemed like an ugly scramble for control where there was no more to be had. Talon wanted something he hadn't had time to find out, and his former clan was suspiciously welcoming. An unstoppable force not pushing against the immovable object, but standing by its side as an equal. “I do not skulk the castle on a whim.” He felt the need to clarify, somehow, and maybe even felt bad about being so serious, so suddenly. He struggled not to Focus entirely on business, no matter the kind. It was all he knew.
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Lúcio would have been surprised by the sight of the disco-ball if he didn’t just tune it out, anymore. It was almost always on, from the first day that he brought it home. Some kitsch-shopping, a purchase he just couldn’t ignore. A great deal of the furnishings in this room seemed to have been purchased for similar reasons, stuffy thought not quite on the level of ‘hoarding’. Nothing was rotting, there wasn’t much garbage. Little overstayed its welcome. He plopped down on the bed, giving the mattress a few small bounces while he worked away at a slice of pizza. The box came to rest, wide open, on the spot beside him. Accessible, if informal, if Hanzo wanted to help himself. “Oh, it’s great. Spinach, green-peppers, onions and mushrooms..” he recalled, squinting to get a better look at his slice, “It’s like a garden on sourdough. There’s a vegan pizza-joint I usually hit up.” Order from, in bulk. He was a good amount of their patronage, ordering meals ahead of time to be shipped fresh, sometimes to be cooked wherever he needed to go. “Place cleans up alright, huh?” he added, gesturing out at the room around them. His cleaning habits were radical, but they did have a pattern. He’d clean, he’d let it get worse and worse until he’d clean it up again. Lúcio had always lacked the consistency to keep it clean over any period of time, “Not a bad place to go to unwind. I mean, not most of the time…”
The box was laid open, the toppings a surprisingly enticing medley, and Hanzo was easily taken by the potential of it. It wasn’t a regular pizza, if it was he likely would have refused, but his interest was certainly quirked. It wasn’t from a restaurant in Hanamura, that much he knew. He knew every business as if it was his own, and once upon a time it had been. Thoughtlessly he wheeled himself over, reaching forwards as he stopped just short of the bed. His fingertips had barely grazed a slice of the snack before he pulled his hand back slowly, remembering his manners. A moment too late, if he were anywhere else, and he glanced sideways almost guiltily. It was a childish thing to take without asking, and he pulled his lips thin, disappointed at his own lack of class. Instead, the archer chose to rest his palms in his lap, peering at Lucio attentively, a little embarrassed at his own assumption that he was free to take as he pleased. It could have been correct, it likely was given how casual Lucio had proven himself to be, but that wasn’t what twenty-six years of living under a strict hand was assuring him. Hanzo lifted his chin, peering about the room as it was addressed rather proudly, in much the same way as when he had first been invited in. The musician had made the comment, and it wasn’t untrue. It did clean up nice, all things considered. He couldn’t help but tilt his head, bending his legs ever so slightly as the lack of weight allowed the motion to be a little more, if not unintentionally, pronounced. The remainder of his left augment creaked, and he very near sighed in response to the disappointing sound. “It is much easier to navigate,” he added in helpfully, gesturing to the hamper inconspicuously sat in a corner, ready to explode in a flourish of unwashed clothes. Or, at least he assumed they were unwashed and Lucio had the sense to store his fresh garments separately. “Although I could not understand your light switches. I apologise,” it hadn’t occurred to him that he may have unnecessarily jumbled some setting around and made a mess of things, and he took in air slowly. The sweet scent flooded him, and it was fighting to relax him. He wasn’t entirely sure how to handle this kind of situation, nor the lead up to it. Every movement felt clunky and awkward, when he thought about them. Then he thought about them too much, and soon enough Hanzo found himself counting each inhale and exhale, worried he was breathing too much, too loudly. “Have you been in Hanamura… Since we last spoke?” The tone wasn’t anxious, calm and easy, perhaps more guilt hanging on the answer. If it was so, he should have visited sooner. This hospitality felt very undeserved, or worse, ‘owed’. Then, that could have been his upbringing talking. Hanzo flexed his right thumb, a subtle, uneasy twitch as he pondered what he had done with his time in between. He wasn’t one for socialising, but then he had made a very vague promise.
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Though he so easily could have, Lúcio didn’t crack a joke. The offer found him kindly and he smiled, turning on his skates to head the other way and flashing him a little two-fingered salute, “That sounds great. I gotta head off for just a few here, but I’ll catch up. Help yourself to some tunes, kick back!” With that, he was gone as quickly as he ever was when he had someplace to be. There was a certain bounce in his gait, however. The journey to his room was without encounter, no one seeming to be busy passing through any halls or mulling around, bringing traffic. There was some sort of pop-music blaring through the door of Hana’s room, surprisingly less soundproofed than its neighbor. Not only was Lúcio’s door unlocked, but it was half-hanging open since he’d gone to get the wheelchair, a likely sign of how worried he wasn’t about being robbed on the Overwatch compound. During the very brief visit with Hanzo a couple of weeks ago, he hadn’t come off with much embarrassment over the state of his room but its condition now said otherwise. It had since been cleaned up, a massive and overstuffed barrel of clothes in the corner, bed almost made. The stereo was still playing something, too soft to really make out, posters and memorabilia set up all around. There were entirely mismatched couches and chairs in the far corner, even a beanbag. An absolutely massive Brazil flat hung from the wall once lopped up with laundry and furnishings, pretty as could be and cumbersome to set up. Another decorative scent (Sweet-pea, this time) could now be made out to have wafted in from a placed reed-diffuser on his workdesk. The first hurdle which he hadn’t quite thought to explain was the lighting – the switch on the wall wasn’t only a switch, but several. Each individually controlling a disco ball, strobe lights, neons of different colors. One of them the regular florescent lighting, on a nice slider for preferred dimness. When Lúcio did finally come back, he had something in his hands. A squared slice of pizza in one and the box it came from in the other. It didn’t look like the cheap sort at all, covered in all sorts of colorful vegetables. The crust didn’t seem to be a bread. “Hey man, gettin’ settled in?” he asked, skating on over to his bed to gracefully settle down on its edge. He let the pizza-box down next, adding, “You like pizza?”
For the moment, they parted ways. A polite goodbye and a promise to be back in as many words. Hanzo saw it fit to turn half-way, nodding as he was offered a cheery salute. Lucio skated away in a carefree glide, a certain upbeat tempo to his step. That wasn't unusual, the archer didn't think he had ever seen the man less than cheery. Then, he had only ever taken note of his presence twice, now. The trip to his room was relatively quick. Quiet and easy, without interruption. Hanzo kept his back straight, mentally following his own internal map from when he had last wandered the halls, and for his trouble was greet with the sight of a half-open door. He gave a moment of pause, peering at the room so laid open, though even a quick peek inside could have told any man that this was the musicians room. The dark walls, dim light, and now very apparent flag of Brazil hung proudly on display. It couldn't have been anyone else's. Hanzo wheeled himself in, silently thankful that the mountains of clothes were contained in a hamper. It seemed stuffed to capacity, but at least he didn't have to worry about wheeling himself over them. Lucio wasn't always messy, it seemed. Or perhaps he had tidied up in quiet preparation, should he have ever dropped in. Hanzo tilted his head, entertaining that thought and even feeling a little guilty for putting it off for so long. It was clear that a force in the universe wanted him to find a social anchor, and it seemed Lucio was to be that anchor whether he was fond of the idea or not. He was taken by a sweet scent as he invited himself in completely, not a musk of sweat, cologne and unwashed clothes but a gentle incense. Quite easily he spied the reed diffuser on that desk, yet couldn't quite place the scent. It was pleasant, that was enough. Confined spaces had the habit of smelling very… ‘Lived’ in, from his experience, and it wasn't always a nice thing. Truthfully, Hanzo didn't exactly believe that Lucio had cleaned up with him in mind, but it was a flattering thing none the less. He wouldn't assume it was true, but he wouldn't feel any less comforted by the thought, either. Mess was too chaotic in large enough doses, and Lucio had been teetering on an edge of it. At least in his unwarranted opinion. Curious fingers hesitated, but found that light switch by the door by accident, an idle palm resting on the wall as his gaze swept the now presentable space. It was less a switch in itself, and more a panel with a collection of them. Dimmers he recognised, but there were… More than three, and that was already too many. Wheeling himself to turn, Hanzo didn't have to reach far, and the rough pad of his thumb idled over one of the switches before flicking it gingerly. Which was an immediate regret. White light flashed quickly from somewhere to his left, and with perhaps a little more force than necessary the archer pushed the switch back into its ‘off’ position, brows knit and expression perplexed. He hadn't expected that, and was rather glad Lucio was nowhere to be found to see him caught on the other foot. He was out of feet. Of course, persistence was a trait as good as it was bad, arguably, and he found himself reaching for another switch. Through warm green neon, to a disco ball that gently littered the room with silver stars, Hanzo gave up on about the fourth switch with half of a chuckle, letting the disco ball hang and spin. It was superb timing on his end, as Lucio glided into his room and around the archer effortlessly, settling on the edge of an unmade bed with a box and an unusual piece of pizza. Hanzo cleared his throat, straightening up and dusting off his thighs in a habitual tic before offering the musician his full attention. He wasn't entirely certain how to answer that question, though. Either of them, actually. With a vague hum, he acknowledged the first and pondered the second. From what he had learned, potato, corn and tuna were not the most usual topping choices, nor did he find any pleasure in ‘meat lovers’, which was a more common choice. It was too greasy. “It would depend on the toppings,” he prompted smoothly, surprised by his own comfort. It was easier to be casual, and maybe that was the doing of the music that rumbled through the room, as it had when he first arrived weeks ago. There was something about it, barely audible but surprisingly soothing, even though it wasn't a tune he could ever find himself listening to.
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Lúcio had absolute faith in Mercy and her ability to repair augmentations. It was the technical side of the biological, and with augmentations being popular amongst almost any population, she spent a lot of time with them. If Angela was able to sort through his own absolute mess of an augmentation, how hard could it be?
He couldn’t help but feel sympathetic towards Hanzo and his circumstances. They were two extremely different people with different sorts of prides and egos. Lúcio was fully prepared to hug him, help him around. Help him pick things up off of high shelves. Act the proper caregiver, not because he felt like he was paying him back but because this was a person that he cared about. Despite how briefly they’d known eachother, he did care.
Unfortunately, that could leave Lúcio a bit overbearing and certainly had in the past. The self-gratification that came from helping others made it like a drug for him, being able to lend a hand. Being helpful and more importantly, appreciated.
However, many failed run-ins had started to drive his own flaws through his head and when faced here with this evidently very ego-bruised individual he knew better than to throw too many offers up. As difficult as it was, he was going to ‘keep it in his pants’.
“Oh, 76 is a pretty grumpy guy. Don’t mind him. I think life probably kicked him in the junk one too many times,” he could only assume, not having known the first thing about Soldier 76 and his background. He was a soldier, what else could there be?
“If you’re looking for somewhere cozy to wait around, you know where my room is. I’ll leave the door unlocked.”
The offer was kind, and although Hanzo would have much rather found a garden to centre himself within, he was faced with the very real predicament of not knowing where he was, nor his way. Let alone the fact of whether there even was a garden in this compound, he had never checked. Never really thought to wander in for a ‘tour’, recoiling from the Overwatch Initiative as if it was simply another burden he didn’t need. It was, and he didn’t. Coexistence was easy enough to navigate, names and codenames to avoid through contract, and places to steer clear of. Namely, large compounds. It was fitting, the only time the archer had found himself comfortable here was when he had been invited, and even so, the feeling was fleeting and his visit had been only a brief glimpse. The comment about Soldier 76 was immature, but then so was Lucio, and it was odd how readily he latched onto that vague sense of familiarity in such an overwhelming disassociation from his situation. He wanted nothing more than to leave, he wanted less to sit here in plain view of an associate, vulnerable and cowed to a wounded ego. The musician was kind, he was wording himself carefully, and it took a very long moment for Hanzo to stop. Inhale. "I would like that,” he conceded with an exhale. It was not a sigh of exasperation, just a slow release of pent up discomfort. To lament his situation was foolish, to drag another down because of it was even more so. Lucio did deserve a more gracious thanks, and he was being impolite to an almost unfortunate point. The wheels creaked beneath his fingers as he grasped them, pausing a moment before pulling his shoulders back, dignified and sitting tall. Straight as an arrow he’d let fly. “Perhaps you could join me, if you have the time to spare.” It was strange to invite Lucio to his own room, although it seemed the more polite thing to do. Hanzo was doing his best to ease himself into a more comfortable state of mind. It had seemed easier in the middle of gunfire than surrounded by lifeless, towering walls. The wheelchair made no sound as he started to roll forwards, peering around. He remembered numbers, doors, Lucio’s room wasn’t too far away. It was going to be an uncomfortably slow journey, regardless. Time came to a stand-still when one was conscious of every breath and twitch of muscle, heavy under invisible eyes.
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“Tacticians were revered.” He corrected.Nothing really screamed ‘history buff’ about McCree except for the fact that he had first-hand knowledge of the various etiquettes, etymologies, and gestures of the Wild West. There was speculation that it came from a binge-watching session of the old classics when he was a kid, or that he was simply a touch insane, out-of-sync with the reality around him. The truth was a lot more boring, and had much more to do with his environment growing up more than anything else. “I mean, Sun Tzu’s dead, face the music.” A light chuckle left lips barely held open by the cigar that was always fixed in his mouth. A small gust of the herbal fumes jetted forth when he exhaled. No, though, he wasn’t going to leave his point of contention hanging. A friendly debate about the art of war never hurt anybody, and it was mature. A mature subject, with a mature – if not stoic – man. One got tired of hearing about video games and reality TV. “I mean, you think about it, warfare’s pretty much been about stages. You got your spears back in the Greek days, but then it’s about hocking those spears in to a man and lockin’ shields. Back to spears, but with men in steel riding you down on big-ass horses. After the musket, though, shoot. It’s the same all over the world.” He took a puff of his cigar. With that amble, minutes past, he would’ve likely drawn his gun, fired another shot, shown off in that way that he just so passively did since he was conscripted. Truth told, he was just as impressed at Hanzo’s martial ability. There was something to be said for using such a primitive weapon. He’d tried, too! He knew a lady who hunted solely with one of those fancy compound bows. He could draw the damn thing back to the meat of his shoulder, but his arrows would never sail on target. Either the shaft would slip from his thumb, or the arrowhead would slide off of the notch. Either way, an unremarkable flop to the ground. “When it wasn’t about lettin’ someone else do the hefty liftin’, it was about bein’ as indirect as possible. Squads of eight at the most. Suddenly 1,000 was a big number in a cemetery, where it’d be a skirmish between two small armies back then.” He recalled briefly, all of the skirmishes that resulted in newsworthy loss of life…“Backend logistics, severin’ your enemy’s meant the world. The actual fights were done from battle-rifle range, somethin’ the kids don’t understand with their games. It was blockades and IEDs. Basic stuff, but it killed when your average man could project 800 rounds a minute.”He shook his head. “What time-portal did you fight in?”
“Tacticians are of little importance, perhaps where you are from,” Hanzo reiterated with something very close to exasperation in his tone. McCree offered assumptions, some true, some grand and some far from the mark through a separation of culture. The archer was torn between catering to a stereotype of the East, of martial arts, samurai and traditional weapons, or simply pointing out that the man from the West had a very loose grasp on the culture of a world that was much more graceful and rooted in traditions than his own.
Where the gunslinger held high praises for guns and rifles, weapons beyond the comfortable weight of a sword or bow, Hanzo kept his own reserved for his more purist ideals.
McCree puffed on his cigar, though a sour scent of tobacco wasn't what was blown in his direction. It smelled of rich herbs, a blend he couldn't quite pin in a passing whiff, though he didn't particularly want to know either. He seemed locked in a memory, thoughts somber and unpleasant, and Hanzo wasn't arguing that war was horrid. War was exhausting, steeped in blood, sweat and tears. Large death counts could diminish a clan, but that had always been an aim in power struggles. It was less about taking land, in his experience. It was about complete saturation and annihilation. Burn it down and salt the earth. Battles where you either stood over your enemies or became a statistic, unwritten and unimportant.
"I could easily ask the same of you," he quipped, dry but with a the barest hint of amusement. Uncommon with such a serious topic weighing heavily, but it was no surprise. McCree was a caricature of old Western films, ridiculous pantomimes of Cowboys and Indians. A setup the archer had never been able to understand the appeal of, but never questioned either. Metal gently tinked against the thick steel floors beneath his feet, and pointedly Hanzo straightened up, standing tall. It was a moot point, effortlessly McCree stood over him. He was not deterred from his point, however.
"To have honour in death, you fight. Valiant and proud. You put your life in the hands of your leader, and you follow orders. To be killed in this act is honourable. To hide behind politics, the ‘back-end’, no,” he shook his head ever so slightly, even though the man hadn’t asked. He’d have to deal with it, though. “Behind a weapon that takes little skill, and less focus. There is nothing worthy about that. But I find you,” an aimless gesture, not an insulting thing but a general statement as Hanzo continued. “Will value victory, yet succumb to shame if you are unsuccessful. I have never understood this ideal. A thousand dead, but if they are not yours, it is a thing to celebrate. The only cemetery you will ever care about is your own,” he found himself rambling, circling a point that the other wouldn’t understand. Hell, he barely understood it himself. Honour was honour. Things were honourable, or they were not. Sentiment rooted in a moral compass. “You do not honour your enemies, nor even your own men, you simply shrug your shoulders as children,” his eyes found McCree’s own then, pointed, “stab a man in the back for a... ‘quick buck’.” It took second to recall the terminology the man had used. “I do not see a depth in your idea of ‘war’, yet war is not a shallow pool to dip your toes in. Do people care so little?” He already knew the answer to that.
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The tension that filled these halls, at least on Lúcio’s end, was immediately relieved when he saw his team turn that corner and approach. 76 didn’t have two words to say to Hanzo, very grimly and professionally directing his team to hurry up so that they could clear out. Lúcio vanished around the corner, skating happily off to scoop up augment-parts on the way. As much as he could save. Reinhardt, as expected, couldn’t be stopped from making a friendly jape Hanzo’s way after he took him up into his arms. He really was like a feather, easily lifted up in one arm, allowing the other to continue to grip his hammer. They weren’t expecting too much resistance on the way out, not on the route they’d chosen. Some discussion went down between the teammates, all of which rather disregarding their guest. When Lúcio returned, an armful of what he could salvage, they made their way. All along, the DJ made certain to remain in Hanzo’s sight, occasionally taking a glance his way but trying not to make eye-contact. Even in the perfect safety of ‘Granddad’s’ arms, Lúcio felt that Hanzo was his charge. He’d made the guy a promise, after all, and he intended on keeping him safe. The trip back was as uneventful as they’d hoped for, the path perhaps more convoluted than a native Hanamuran might have plotted. 76 seemed unwilling to receive advice, agitated enough that they’d had to stray from the game plan in the first place. When they did arrive, Lúcio sped ahead, vanishing into the base and in the direction of the bedrooms. In no time he was back with that hardly-used wheelchair he’d shown Hanzo weeks enough, giving Reinhardt a place to let him down. When the two of them were left to their own, Lúcio put his hands on his hips and sighed. “Dr. Ziegler’s just down the hall, get comfy, you can head on down there when you’re ready. She’ll… Get you fixed up with some temps.” Nothing pretty, and scarcely as graceful as the elegant things that now lie in parts on the aforementioned doctor’s desk.
It was a mortifying experience. Surrounded by people so suddenly, none of whom he knew from the next, only to be hefted up into one arm as if he was a small child. Lucio was quick to dash off, and quite suddenly faced with his back, Hanzo felt himself closing off again, lips pulled thin as conversation buzzed. Irrelevant, unimportant, not for him. Soon enough, Lucio was back with an armful of embarrassingly mangled augment pieces, and the archer had not really comprehended how poor a condition his legs had been until faced with the pieces. He didn’t enjoy the sight, though he was thankful, silently, that the musician had taken it upon himself to at least snatch up the bigger pieces. It was inconceivable they could be repaired with what he’d gathered, but it was a kind gesture none the less. Still, he was reduced to a rather shamed silence, even as they spoke around him, irritation and mildly perplexed tones as they wound their way through and out of the Castle, then down side alleys. There was a quicker way, direction heavy on the tip of his tongue, but eventually Hanzo figured it wise to keep to himself, rather than point and direct a cavalry he was simply hitching a ride with. His expression fell into a stoic neutrality, if not the hint of subtle displeasure. He was not ungrateful, far from, but taken aback by his own very real helplessness in the wake of it all. He did not like to rely on others, and those he didn’t know even less, though sometimes he was quick to offer a hand when the situation was reversed. It was a curse of his pride, and his pride was wounded. Lucio seemed happy to flitter off ahead, music fading into the distance and swelling, even quietly, as he strayed back to the main group. Hanzo watched him sideways, catching a glimpse or two as he was sheepishly peered at, and it only rooted that embarrassment further. While it was a quick enough trip back to that large stronghold, Hanzo felt as though an eternity had passed, and he had been able to count a rhythm in the creaks of the plate he was practically cradled against as Reinhardt had taken heavy, confident steps. Lucio glided away, his skates barely making a sound down that hall, and perhaps the archer did fall into a momentary panic as he was left alone with people he’d much rather not have been in the company of. His ideals did not mesh as well with the Overwatch Initiative as they’d likely have appreciated, and he could practically feel a burning in his temple as he was peered at harshly by the man who had lead them back. Soldier 76, the number emblazoned across his back a telling sign. He had already voiced his displeasure at being dragged away from the more important issue, though perhaps Hanzo took a biased sort of offense that the ‘important issue’ was spraying bullets into the walls and people of his former home. It was hard not to be. Once more Lucio returned, bright and energetic and the archer found himself deposited into a wheelchair with a cherry grunt before the team who had crowded him, yet entirely disregarded him aside from the friendliest greeting courtesy of Reinhardt himself, dispersed. It was then Hanzo was left, awkward and unable to simply stand and walk away to rid himself of the uncomfortable atmosphere. Now he simply had to sit and dwell in it, whether he wanted to or not. “Thank you,” as gracious as it was, the appreciation was stilted as he peered down at his legs, hanging awkwardly over the seat of the wheelchair he’d been so generously offered. He worried he would ruin it, somehow. A wheelchair was a personal thing, doubly so when it was customised as Lucio’s was, and the archer knew his shoulders tensed as the heels of his palms rest on the wheels, thumbs idly grazing them once. After a moment he peered up, offering Lucio proper regard, though he wasn’t entirely equipped to cope with this kind of thing. Relying on others left him anxious, being in places he could not scope and map reinforced that, though it would have been almost impossible to tell around his expression. “I do not think your teammates appreciated my interruption.” It was funny, really, how that had turned around on him. History repeated itself in peculiar ways, except this time he was the one who had been made a fool of by his own reckless disregard. Now others got to witness his rather lacklustre consequences. “I will find somewhere to wait.” He was gracious enough to at least settle somewhere out of everyone’s way, though not too far. It wouldn’t take too long to make sense of what remained of his augments. At least, it hadn’t before. But this wasn’t his own technician. This was a stranger, who likely didn’t comprehend the ins and outs of the technology as someone familiar would have.
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The depth behind Hanzo’s basic conversation was processed, but ultimately phased out as wrong. Perhaps it was an American way of thinking. Even with the Omnic crisis, even with the general regression of the American economy, at least in his area of the mid-west, there was still an ignorant decadence. And why wouldn’t there be? For the most part, his part of the world was untouched. For years, since he was a kid, since his father was a kid, there was the greatest navy to protect their shores.
The idea of war was patriotic, idealized. Soldiers were heroes, whether they died, or they were simply in-and-out with nothing but unremarkable patrols on their record. The ‘art’ of war died long ago, when wide lines were replaced with narrow chokes, when units of hundreds and armies of thousands faded, to replace handfuls of men who stormed cities, and destroyed them in the effort of territorial gains.
“Can agree with the winnin’ part. Else, you’re scrappy rebels, martyrs.”
Once more, he loaded his revolver, running slim on the ammunition he brought along for practice. This time, he raised the gun, sighted it in properly, and fired. Yet another robot, with a demolished lens, and glass falling against cement, splintering in to tens of pieces, joined by a goopy, light-blue chemical.
“Gotta say, it hasn’t been my experience. ‘War’ was done at home, taggin’ an’ baggin’.”
As if accentuating his point, he fired in to the rightmost robot, constantly trading between a few of them to keep his rapid aim on point. And, as lauded, it was. His persona was the ‘Six-Gun Killer’. The movies portrayed his marksmanship and speed as if he had the arms of Zenyatta, the focus of the Widowmaker, topped off with a cool, collected attitude. It used to be so loved, where the immature celebrities of follower-counts and one-upping was not.
But he’d accepted that his prime had gone in the wind. Anymore, he was in Overwatch because he had to be. Because it was the difference between killing terrorists, or rotting in a dank basement cell, chained to both walls, given no reprieve, no execution; the ultimate payback for somebody who ended so many lives and cost his country so much money.
“You see it like poetry like that back where I’m from, an’ partner, you’ve got a knife in your back from a kid with a knife, lookin’ for a quick buck.”
The next set of rounds depleted, yet more scrap phasing off of the ground. This time, he holstered the firearm. Once again, he offered Hanzo his full attention, not really catching the nuanced discomfort with such directness. The American way, after all…
“’Sides, I think it’s kinda naive, no offense. War’s nothin’ good. Always been about gain, this-or-that, some vendetta or ‘nother. Honor only went as far as your army didn’t. The stronger ya’ are, the more you can push, the more you can take. S’what humans want, whether they admit it or not.”
Once more, he politely listened as McCree offered his insight. War was ugly, he had not disagreed, but art could be ugly too. It didn’t negate the fact, one way or another. Though he wondered if the showmanship was simply that, the rapid switching between idle targets, the cool flick of a wrist and twirl of a revolver before it was dropped, seamlessly, back into its holster. Almost as if it had never left. He was as fast and deadly as all of the stories claimed, gushed tales of a rugged cowboy with the lightning focus, men dying on two feet before he had even puffed his cigar. It was... A loud manner in which to carry yourself. The archer felt no such need to show himself off, the range was merely a tool for him to unwind, to drown out his thoughts with repetitive, mechanical motion more suited to an Omnic than a living, breathing man. He sat his bow down, and if there had been an unspoken challenge, he refused it pointedly. To cause death was not a competition, but if it was, he would win. “Perhaps for your armies,” he did not bite back at the comment of honour, but it was not without it’s venom either. There was honour in his work. His past, perhaps not. It was still all a big mess he was trying to reconcile, to untwist and disassociate, to pick the true honour from the mere puppetry. “Tacticians are revered for their study. There is artistry in balance, and you cannot balance a force without a sturdy grasp of what it takes to succeed in the fray. A hundred men can fell a thousand, if they know patience.” Hanzo rest his covered hand upon the railing, then, peering over the Western man with a slight tint of sourness in his expression. “But the reason you fight, no. There is only honour where it is granted, and it is not offered hand in hand with greed for power, or resource. You carry yourself with certainty, for a man who understands little about the traditions of war from a place he does not know.” He was agreeing, in a roundabout and confronting way.
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“S’pose that’s true.” He conceded. Indeed, Jesse wasn’t criticizing Hanzo so much as satiating his curiosity. Hanzo was indeed an interesting man. Quiet, reticent, as fluid as the haiku and poetry of the land where he came from, equally as elusive to the Western man. Most didn’t have much to say about the archer. There was the floating gossip of his fratricide, but the lack of a response from the statuesque man saw the conjecture taper off in to nothingness. And it didn’t matter to him, anyways. He’d done worse shit back with the Deadlocks. Gunnin’ down women and kids, blowing up buildings and cityscapes all in the name of subverting the U.S. of A. The world didn’t need so many heroes back then, and it made him a tidy profit, dealing in those plasma weapons that people craved so terribly. It let him stock up on his old-fashioned weapon. “An’ it’s like I said, you’re definitely an expert in your field.” Another crack rang out. In practice, he’d draw the gun from his hip, cocking back the hammer with his thumb and releasing the bullet in to the target ahead. Sure, it was a lot louder, but he’d cadence it with the conversation, or with a shot that Hanzo seemed to be focusing on, so not to be rude. It wasn’t the sort of man he was anymore, the roguishness honestly just going on as far as his general charisma. “But, people say th’ same thing ‘bout me. Why haven’t I moved on to th’ plasma guns.” Another round downrange, aimed at the corner of the target bot’s head, which sheared off in to a beautiful mass of sparks, particles, and broken parts. As if he shot a cerebral cortex off of a man, the automaton went limp, engine sputtering out. Was it cruelty to let it proverbially bleed out in a comatose state? People had different opinions on the matter. “.44 JHP, and .44 AP. Old cartridges, same ol’ power. Can’t re-use ‘em, but they sure as shit ain’t hard to come by. Most docs scramble around the entry wounds they make, too. Ain’t cauterized, ain’t a surgical point of entry. Must be the same with them floatin’ broadheads.” After exhausting the cylinders, he unloaded the bullets on to the ground in a lovely series of chimes, turning on a heel to face the other man, gloved hand flat on the railing. “And y’know, you might be the only person I’ve met that still sees war as an art.”
It wasn’t exactly something he would count they had in common. A gun was a gun, and a bow was a bow. One fired bullets, the other did not. Dated technology aside, there was only the stigma of refusing to adapt to newer weaponries that really tied them. Even then, it was a stretch. He let the man speak, his drawl a low and casual rumble, and as those words rolled from his tongue Hanzo reached over his own shoulder to snag another arrow with a hold that was delicate. It was trained to be, as was much of his presence. Imposing, silent and undoubtedly threatening, but never a clear indication of ‘why’. The impression of danger, but so rarely a follow through unless circumstances dictated so. Another shot rang out, a clang of metal and a pitiful whirr of machinery before the bot collapsed to the floor, and he was not above admitting such accuracy when firing from the hip was impressive. It seemed to be something that the gunslinger took pride in, if not his appearance itself. There was a mystery around him, one that the archer had never really took interest in unravelling, though as he was addressed more directly he lowered his bow, that arrow hanging loose between two fingers. It was purely a respectful gesture, there was no real desire to engage the conversation in his body language, nor expression. Then, his expression barely carried much of anything more than a stony, thoughtful scowl. “If you do not perceive war as an art, then you cannot justify how ugly it truly is.” There was a simplicity to that mindset, and it was as shallow a justification as any. Power. Money. Land. Taking something from someone else through brutality, there was no true excuse. Whatever one a man could manage that helped him fall asleep after a long day was good enough. McCree leaned on the railing, palm down and attention squared, it was not an entirely comfortable thing. To have eyes upon you with bow in hand was not a well regarded past time, as Hanzo had come to learn quite young in his more… ‘Practical’ training. “The rhythm of spoken words can be beautiful, but the content can be repulsive. War is only beautiful when you are winning, as poetry is only beautiful when there is no stutter.” Hanzo peered at the man, holding his gaze steadily beneath that wide brimmed hat.
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You can’t teach an old dog new tricks, as the adage goes.
Yet here, in the practice range. Hell, in Overwatch in general, you saw many examples of the contrary. You had people who swore by swords, two Oceanic men who utilized scrap-heap weaponry slapdash-made and covered with duct tape to keep the thing together. Here, though, it was the old fashioned Cowboys & Indians.
McCree spent a lot of time here, when he wasn’t in a mission or in the interrim, waiting in some foreign country for a pickup. There was something ever-cathartic about the smell of gunpowder, the feeling of a miniature explosion that you created, within a steel shell in your hands. The reverberation as it went down to the pearl-gripped handle, the power one projected. It was an art the man perfected in his deadlock days. The weight of his peacekeeper was second nature. The recoil, almost non-existent. And while he understood that this was his unique firearm, there was always a question about the man who was seldom next to him, plucking off target drones.
“Why arrows, anyways?”
A simple curiosity, he figured, speed-loading another wheel of six in to his revolver, snapping it shut and raising it to fire at the dead center of the severely perforated pre-fabrication in front of him. Once again, a brief cloud of gunpowder gusted out of the barrel, while a neon-traced bullet coalesced through the air, leaving that little throwback to a time before his life, where firearms were so crude as to leave a moderate trail.
“Not to say y’ aren’t good with ‘em, ‘course.”
He’d seen the man at work. Even next to him, the speed with which he could nock and fire one of those heavy-tipped, armor-penetrating projectiles would only bear the correlation to Odysseus, stringing a bow that none of the people of Ithaca would ever dare. The accuracy that the Shimada man demonstrated was equal to the Greek firing through all of the tight rings, to win his wife back from the clutches of suitors.
Was it the dragons that he could unleash, tied to the very energy of each shot he put forth? Perhaps it was just part of his birthright, a vestige of his clan and his people. It stood out; it stood out to the cowboy, to a lot of the young’ins in the age of plasma weaponry and superheated cells littering the battlefield; in the epoch of deaths being of wounds that would instantly cauterize, scorching every nerve ending and vein shut, leaving the body with no method of healing or coping.
“Jus’ seems inconvenient, sometimes. To carry roun’. A quiver full of ammunition…”
He didn’t expect an answer to any of this idle rambling. It was a an effort to break the ice, begin some sort of conversation that the two could relate to. He needed friends his age, anyhow, any way he could spark the interest would serve just fine.
“Fire one shot at a time, notch, fire again. S’why we brought the rifle to Japan in the first place.”
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It was rare he ventured out of his narrow comfort zone. Rarer still to venture where there was an opportunity of contact. At first, the firing range had been nothing but silence, the rhythmic 'thunk' of an arrow nailing its intended target. A simple, mindless catharsis. To needle an immobile, unfeeling figure, unflinching as heavy metal pierced it's plating.
He was comfortable, in a way. To not have to think about the consequence of each arrow, a lethal and twisting combination. Not that he often did, but it was always a lingering thought, passing and heavy.
It seemed to be a running theme, as he grew more content to pull himself inwards. The more he sought solitude, the less it was gifted. It felt like mere minutes, but it could have been hours after he'd arrived, his space encroached upon by another. A familiar figure only in passing, the caricature of a cowboy from Western stories, a gunslinger hiding beneath his hat with a revolver in his hip. McCree. He recalled the name idly, as he practically felt the other move up to the foot of the range beside him.
Nothing came of his presence, for a time. The archer was thankful for that. An itch to leave was quashed, if only for the time being. It would have been rude, to depart as soon as another arrived. There was no way it would be regarded as anything other than blatant aversion, and so Hanzo decided to hold off on his blasé escape. It wasn't entirely unsettling, as the time passed, even though it slowed to a crawl with the added explosion of quickdraw. While his arrows flew through the air with barely a whistle, the crack of six-bullets at once echoed every now and then.
The silence between them was short lived, or maybe it wasn't. He hadn't been counting the minutes.
It wasn't exactly a criticism, and it certainly didn't come across as one. An observation and an opinion at best.
For a long moment he considered ignoring the commentary, arm outstretched and holding his bow steady. A slow exhale drowned the slice of a bowstring cutting through air, the shot punctuated by the tell-tale thunk of a target pinned.
"You can reuse an arrow," although it wasn't the wisest thing, he had never been caught off-guard without ammunition. He couldn't speak for others, but it was one point of many why his weapon of choice was a tad more traditional. "Tradition is not something to look down upon, because you presume your weapons better."
A sideways glance was his only indication of true acknowledgement, stance still tall and powerful. Unmoved.
"Patience is a virtue in the art of war."
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Quite honestly, he was extremely relieved that Hanzo didn’t blow his top about this plan of his own. He could appreciate how embarrassing it all was, the prospect of being carried back to HQ. Really he could. Based on what he was hearing, however, it seemed to Lúcio that Hanzo’s life had been a culmination of survival situations and compromises with pride.
When the remark was made about a debt that sour look returned. He raised a hand off of the floor, very much about to protest to the insinuation before Hanzo took the liberty of correcting himself instead. His shoulders softened, and by the end of that second remark his expression softened as well, a much wider smile finding his lips.
“Yeah, as a matter of fact I do.” he enthusiastically replied, setting his hand to his headsets once again and peering around. He recognized Reinhardt’s figure tromping around a level up, the rest of the resident OI in attendance.
Very slowly and very carefully, Lúcio offered a quick warning and started to rise, keeping one leg planted so that he didn’t completely yank the rug out from under his friend. He stuck his gun on his belt, taking the moment to stretch his arms out, his back. Stationary life didn’t suit him very well.
“Granddad– er,” he started with Reinhardt’s friend-imposed nickname, correcting himself rather quickly, “Reinhardt’s huge. You’re like a feather. We’ll get back to HQ, Dr. Ziegler’ll fix you up with some temporary augs…
And, hey. We’re still on for dinner, one of these days.”
Hanzo took the silent warning with grace, grunting as Lucio slowly began to move behind him. He braced his palms on the ground, adjusting himself accordingly. Back propped once more against the wall, he had twisted himself to settle as he had been when Lucio had found him, though arguably he was a lot less defensive now. His heartbeat was steady, and despite the ongoing gunfire had dwindled, he was still not entirely calm.
In the end, the archer found himself peering up at Lucio beneath dark lashes, not quite tilting his head enough to give him full attention, but enough to acknowledge his speaking.
'Granddad' earned another raised brow, as steps weighed heavier than any machine he had ever heard slowly tromped above them, winding along the hall towards the stairs. That was to his left, behind them both, and fingers circled tight around his bow. He wasn't going to dare assume they were friendly, even as Lucio seemed comfortable enough to stretch. He did feel guilty, in a way, to have caused the man discomfort by using him as a prop, and he doubted Lucio had remained still and settled for anything more than his sake. It was such a naive and pure, unflinchingly generous gesture. If things had gotten worse, Hanzo could only hope that he would have prioritised the greater good. Not only for the sake of his pride, but for the sake of the musician himself. Guilt was an ugly creature, one whose head raised before him every day, endlessly exhausting to grapple with. It was a perpetual battle, though many things were, now.
The first thing that Hanzo could spy on those stairs were thick plate armoured boots, the weight of them bowing the strong wood impossibly. His eyes widened, and his other brow joined the first in being ever so slightly raised.
The rest of the man followed, though if he was truly a man was up for debate. Hanzo knew very little of the Overwatch Initiative, arguably he knew just enough to get him through the necessities of navigating contracts. He was as wide as he was tall, and barely he fit in the hall as it was, stooped and holding his arms in. Hanzo flicked his gaze back to Lucio, perplexed. Reinhardt had never seemed so large on paper, and the odd bit or piece of footage he had consumed never really showed the massive scale of the man in true form. He looked much... Much bigger than the archer had anticipated.
There was a joyous greeting, and only then did Hanzo relax his hold on his weapon. He did not relinquish the grasp completely, and there was an uncomfortable, impossible desire to curl his toes, mind pricked by an awkward anxiety in the face of actually accepting help.
Though the situation was met with relatively little fanfare, the archer could merely bow his head respectfully as attention fell to him, entirely, unfortunately, at the mercy of 'famous' strangers.
hanzo's left tiddy
Why just the left one if you can get BOTH!!!!
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The story, however short the words or curt the description, turned Lúcio’s stomach. Through the duration of it, he didn’t once peel his eyes off of Hanzo, even as semi-invisible figures ran around above them and beyond the roofing. It was a difficult thing to listen too, and doubtlessly far worse to have experienced.
It did leave him feeling a bit bad, sorry that he’d encouraged Hanzo to go back there, to relive it through storytelling. After all, Lúcio had expected to hear of some accident, some battlefield medical procedure. Even if the older man showed no outward signs of distress, Lúcio was an analyzer of people and more often than not that meant overanalyzing.
When the story was finished, Lúcio let a moment of silence linger before following up, sounding reverent, “Will is right, it’s hard to believe anyone could live through something like that… That takes some serious strength.”
A compliment, but in the same fashion as many other words spoken by this guy, it was entirely sincere. His expression soon grew serious after that when he heard voices in the comm. Namely Reinhardt’s voice, one of the most distinctive of all his teammates. He set a hand to his comm-unit, careful not to stir his augments too quickly and disturb Hanzo’s balance. He listened nodded, and then looked to his companion once more.
“Things are looking up, topside. My team’s gonna make a stop down here in a few minutes, pick us up.” he announced, “I’ll grab as much of your aug parts as I can on the way up. We’ve got a doctor back home who’ll look you over, and you’re welcome to stick around as long as you need until you’re back on your feet.”
Another pause.
“So to speak.”
It was a rare thing, to be pulled out of a such a dark place with a compliment, an unvoiced appreciation. All he had ever known for those actions had been condescension, a tongue lashing and smug reminder that he was not as powerful as he had imagined. It had humbled him, in a sense. Hanzo had learned further caution, his augments a perpetual reminder that even the mightiest could bleed. That remained true, for the towering foes he was often pit against through contractual obligation and equally for himself. The archer felt a soft pull, the corner of his mouth twitching to a lopsided, subtle smile. A brief glimpse past his stoic, stony exterior. It lasted only as long as a flicker, and with the lift of his chin, he peered back over his shoulder. Lucio was offering him respite, it was a gentle thing, although above all he had not been offered pity in response. He met those eyes with his own respectfully. “Strength fuelled only by spite is not an easy burden to let go of, once you have clutched it between your fingers,” as offhanded that the comment was, it was true. He had been angry. Affronted. How they had dared to touch him, to lay their hands on him without permission, take something that they had no right to. He had taken it back, in the end, to spite them all. To prove to himself, and perhaps to them, that he was above and beyond what they had tried to reduce him to. They had never had the chance to see his recovery, which was a strange closure he was denied. But Hanzo had come to terms, though it had never been an easy process. He had people by his side who had eased the ache, and eventually it was nothing but numb. Though they were both gone, now. Long gone. The musician was pulled from his attention by a buzzing in the ear, a message relayed through comms no doubt, yet not even he could pick up on the faint sounds, even as that gunfire grew less intense and more distant. The footfalls above them went from heavy to bare tracks, and idle fingers drew that familiar curve of his bow as Lucio was courteous enough to keep him informed. Though that comment did prompt a raised brow, he knew it had only been a casual term. Something said without thought and consideration, though Hanzo had not found himself particularly sensitive about his augments for a number of years, it was still an appreciated back-track. “Quite literally,” he confirmed, exhaling. The sound trailed off into a sigh, and his back straightened against Lucio’s augments before he peered along the hall. Slouching against the man casually was not how he wanted to be found by strangers. Eyes narrowed and lips pulled thin, finally, as he allowed himself a slow sweep of his surroundings without the tunnel vision of danger. He had left a blatant trail, pieces of shattered metal and bright liquid fuel smeared along the wood, as if a wounded animal had dragged themselves away to die. In a sense, it had been close to the truth, although it could have been a much more disturbing sight, were the colour palettes swapped for a more organic theme. Hanzo gave a dignified pause before sniffing sharply through his nose. The sweet scent of the wood was lost beneath dust, sour and itching. The real world was coming crashing back, as were his quiet concerns. He was being offered care and treatment, yet a neutral force with intentions that did not synchronise with the overall was worth little in a grand conflict. It left him feeling indebted, and that was something he did not enjoy feeling in the slightest. That was a life he would never return to, and balked at any indication. “You do not owe me a debt, Lucio.” He had come from a world of business and gain, so ingrained into his mind that it was impossible to imagine anything else. There had always been a moment when the pin dropped, and the favours came. Hanzo turned his face back to the musician pointedly, peering at him as he tried in vain not to weigh too heavily against his legs. There was the fact he had never come across as a man who would demand compensation, and the archer held his tongue before he continued down that path. He reflected on souring the mood once more, and with a soft huff of exasperation he conceded before the rebuttal even had a chance to come. That was not his intent. “I can only assume you find me as pleasant company as I seem to find you.” A compliment, genuine but subtle, to ease his own social transgressions. It was hard to be conversational when you knew so little. Well. He knew more than he had ten minutes ago, to be fair.