I'm going to tell my story from the beginning, "Believe it or not, this is the true events of my life ... My name is not important. what will come to be important is the lessons that I learned, and hopefully, you will after reading my blog . So let's light this candle in and go back to 2013. I went to work for a notorious drug dealer ML in a small town in the kootneys in Beautiful British Columbia. We did it all .Just like in the movies except we were living it .if 1it was a crime. We were balls deep in it. But I digress this isn't about that side of my life this Is blog about love, betrayal heartache, and loss and not necessarily in that order. So in November of 2103, it was my accociates girlfriends birthday, so of to dinner we go, ML picks me up late as usual. I said, "Did you get a card?" He says why the fuck do I need a card?" I should get a card? We should stop and get a card. " "Good idea, that's why you're the boss," I said. We were late, but hey, when you're paying for 20 ppl to have dinner , you're the guy who took a blow torch to someone's face just because they didn't add up . People will wait for you, and as I always said, hey, if you're late, you're late, you can't get any later. So we show up LATE and there is know where for me to sit so I sit at the kids table . And just then the most beautiful and I mean fucking stunning redhead walks over and sits across from me,I didn't know it at the time but my life was never going to be the same. She says, " Hey, I'm Ginger. Well, my real name is Tanya." I said hey, I'm Jeepguy. How are ya ?" And how long does this thing usually last ? She laughed and said, "That's what booze is for and then went to bathroom and at that moment, a little girl came and sat at the table, which made sense I was at the kids' table. Once again, I didn't know, but this little girl was going to change my life as well. I started coloring with the little girl. I hate people, and adult conversations bore the shit out of me, so kids and animals are usually where you find me at a social event. I find something true and honest in their eyes. When the red head returned from the bathroom, she said "oh you met my daughter."Nope, we're just coloring," I said.Well, let me introduce you to Ari .nice to meet you, I said .what did I care? I was never going to see this kid again, right? Well, the night ended, and we headed for home on the way out. Tanya says I'm coming home with you I said it's a pickup, and I git Krenzie with me ."" She responded with, "I'll sit on his lap," so we went back to the place where I was staying under a fake business. we used to hide certain activities. She gave me some coke we had a bump and she left . Just like that, she left me a gram of coke and a case of beer .I was confused but intrigued, but the Redhead they called Tanya..stay tuned as this blog is just getting warmed up I will pull no punches I will tell everything that took place in this fucked up roller coaster of a life I was living there will be NO EDITS and I will use actual screen shots of conversations to prove my point so hang on it's everything you wanted to know but we're afraid to ask or just didn't care
