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Fic and Flagship blog for Gracefulreaper (Ind. Sel. Marluxia) and Ignisfide (Ind. Sel. Ignis Scientia), and Princeofdisappointment (Ind. Sel. Yosuke Hanamura). Writing blog and overall ooc dump for Doctorcanon. Every ask and submission from Gracefulreaper and Ignisfide will come form this blog. Please send all...

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Sup?

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An update.

ooc: I was really looking forward to watching the Super Bowl with my family but heeeeey depressive episode and no one wants to be around me “when I’m like this”. Further expounding below.

My cousin - who I was once very close to - committed suicide last week. I almost didn’t make it through the funeral. I’ve been really depressed lately. It started during Christmas and I really just don’t know what to do with myself anymore. And now it’s becoming plainly obvious that my dog isn’t going to last the month. So that’s a thing now. 

Like at some point, I’m just going to need a fucking break.

I’ve tried so many times to get back into rping but now I see that it’s not working and won’t ever work because something always comes up and saps any creative motivation. I might just get rid of this blog and stop rping all together cause it just never works and I’m real fuckin’ sick and tired of shit not working out.

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Operation: Princess and the Frog cake with No Frogs is complete. I think I did pretty good, having never done drop flowers before. The hydrangeas turned out really well. This is green velvet and all cream cheese frosting and buttercream.

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ooc: This is where I’ve been for the last few days.

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ooc: chocolate space cake for Munday.

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ooc: Sudden sharp and unyielding pain in ribcage area. 

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ooc: I don’t think Mom’s stayed up until 1am since she was 30. 

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@vexenchillingworth, @nightmareofhope

ooc: *hugs back* Thanks guys <3

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Online.

ooc: Because of my dog and other family related bullshit, I’ve been really depressed lately. Current events aren’t helping. If I disappear again, it’s cause I’m charging up my batteries to deal with working. But I don’t have to talk to anybody tomorrow cause I’m making a cake (red velvet, cream cheese, and flowers). Expect pictures.

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ooc: If I have to make...one more Frozen cake, I’m going to lose my entire mind.

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Guess who Finally got her next video up? Yeah, I was finally able to pull this off and Premiere stopped fighting me! Yes, I say “Tie-dus” and not “Tee-dus”. So what do you guys think? Would you prefer Friday videos? Let me know! Next week we have Tiana and Naveen so keep a weather eye out for me. In perfect world, it’ll be next Friday but you know how these things go. Thank you! And happy eating!

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ooc: I made a new cake video!

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“ I know you are online “ - PSA.

     Don’t do this. Just DON’T. Just because I’m posting things, roleplaying, have my skype status as ‘ online ‘, don’t use this sentence when I take time to reply to IMs / threads / skype messages. It’s not my job to thread with people. It’s not my job to talk to people. Don’t make interacting with you into something I ‘ have to do ‘. I can be online and do the things I feel like doing.

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ooc: Holy God Al-freakin’-mighty it’s almost 5am. I’ll do the other asks later, Imma go pass out.

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Tidus and Yuna’s Cake coming soon! Buttermilk Coconut Cake with Lemon Curd and Citrus Coconut Buttercream.

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ooc: So I finished a thing. Expect to see the big one on Friday.

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Offline.

ooc: Not gonna be around tonight. Video editing.

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ooc: "I've come up with a new recipeh."

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ooc: Lunafreya gives Noctis an opera cake when they’re kids. Who is letting the Oracle give the prince Coffee-flavored pastries.

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Online.

ooc: Hey. Gonna work on replies. Bug my muses.