I'm Hollow

I desire the things which will destroy me in the end -- Sylvia Plath [[Indie Villain OC Taniel Keiding Please read about and rules Private and only the semi-est of selectiveMultiverse, multiship]]

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Taniel has moved to my multimuse @alienpassions

[the-architect-rollins-deactivat]

Seth Rollins…those eyes 👀

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Who wants sum fuk me to actually make an effort on this blog

I’m putting a TL;DR in the about that hits some major points of who Taniel is and what he can do and why he calls him The Facsimile and I’m gonna try real hard to like

reach out to people. Proactively follow people. That kinda stuff.

[presleyuniverse-deactivated2022]

[zzapzzaptasers-a]

hangyakuno replied to your post: “So darcy,” jay pulled up a couple of costume…

‘skunk hair’ jay’s totally gonna call him that now.

DRAG HIM JAY

[hangyakuno-a]

“You look like a skunk, you smell like a skunk, you are a skunk, ew. fuck off.”

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“--Sweetheart, if I asked you to sit n’my face right this moment, you’d hop to it.

Can’t lie to a liar.”

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↕ + 5'10" (Del)

Taniel is 6′2″ and he luv that Del is so tall

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↕ + 5'3

No wonder he throws them around so easily

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Taniel is just shy of being an animal hoarder. I sort of just mentioned this in an ask to Charlie, but it’s pretty likely Taniel isn’t capable of romantic love for a human being, or even any sort of love beyond how one might love a particularly useful house appliance. He’s affectionate and doting to those who’s powers he takes, but this is more because a) Taniel himself likes physical affection and b) they’re useful and you take care of useful things (like giving cars oil changes, cleaning out your refrigerator, etc)

However, he loves animals. It’s a passion that has stuck around since childhood, and while it was pretty evident when he lived on a farm in Iowa and ran his school’s 4h club, it’s even worse now that he is an adult with a house and land and money. I think, because he also has an apartment closer to the city (which city? IDK depends on which verse), he’s probably hired a few hands to take care of the animals back on his land when he’s not around and I’ll do a count of those animals at a later time, but as for his apartment, he’s got:

- His two dogs that we have previously been introduced to, Bozy the irish wolfhound and Prince the pomeranian - a pale apricot colored white belly hedgehog named SANIC. Because Taniel is a gross memelord - a male costa rican stripped knee tarantula named Fred - two female dumbo rats named Diana and Artemis. Diana is all white and Artemis is black and white. - two betta fish, kept across the room from eachother in ten gallon tanks. He only meant to get one and from a breeder, on top of that, but he went into petsmart to get some PH adjuster and bam the sad fish in the sad little cup called to him so he bought another three. Two of them died shortly after of dropsy, which they contracted in their little cups, leaving Jefffffffffffffffff the blue and black plakat, and Leroy, a red and white rosetail. Leroy lives with a few pond snails, unnamed because they’re fucking snails. - a praying mantis named Nancy - a pacman frog named….Pacman - 3 female leopard geckos, all housed together and one male, housed separately. Aisha, Trini, Kimberly, and Jason. - an emperor scorpion he just calls Killer - Currently, there’s one empty 75 gallon take he’s cycling to prepare for a Caribbean dwarf octopus 

of course, he’s got other tanks for feeders (like the crickets, mice, mealworms, etc) but for his apartment, that’s it. His home outside of the city, though? That’s another story.

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National Coming Out Day: Taniel

So, I know I haven’t actually rp’d in a long time, but I thought since today is National Coming Out Day, I’d take this opportunity to discuss Taniel’s sexual, romantic, and gender identity while I eat my macaroni and cheese on lunch break.

These days, Taniel’s pretty unapologetic about his sexual preferences. Men, women, nonbinary – if he finds somebody attractive, he finds them attractive and will pursue, provided they’re of a certain age and consenting (or as much consent as can be given with Taniel’s level of deceit) That wasn’t necessarily the case as a kid or teenager, however. I don’t think he really experienced any self-loathing and there were plenty of girls his age to pay attention to, but I think he had a hard time keeping his attraction to men to himself – and as a boy in rural Iowa, it would have been necessary to do so. Coming out to his dad in his freshman year of college wasn’t exactly rough – his dad is kind of lowkey homophobic, where he doesn’t hate gays and he doesn’t care about marriage equality, but he does make gay jokes (including slurs) and is uncomfortable around openly gay men. Taniel had been distant with his dad for years, and the strange disconnect of his father’s discomfort with Taniel’s interest in men as well as women quietly caused the two to stop communicating, although it was slow over a period of years.

Taniel’s aromantic but I don’t think he realizes or cares to know. I think, as far as he’s concerned, love is for later – but right now he’s an attractive man in his 30′s with a good job and powers and a plan so his inability to really feel romantic attraction doesn’t seem like an issue to him, or something that needs to be “labeled”. 

Gender, however, is a sore spot for Taniel. He doesn’t understand the dysphoria that strikes him sometimes but doesn’t other times. He doesn’t understand the weird disconnect between him and other men – and this only compounds his confusion when he finds he relates little to “feminine” aspects. Gender experimentation is fine for other people, and Taniel has no problem dating genderqueer or flux individuals, but when it comes to himself, he is, from time to time, incredibly angry with himself. As far as he’s concerned, he doesn’t have the time or energy to be confused with himself like this. Honestly, I don’t know how that’s going to resolve itself.

[lcvelymemes]

» send me ↕ + your muse’s height

I will compare your muse’s height to mine using this website.

[sinfuljiminy]

you have never messed with anyone like me.

[deamonassassin]

@thefacsimile

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just a reminder (because I forget sometimes)

Tan is a masochist thanks

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“I swear to god I’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “

“That would be a waste of a scream. I can think of, like, five better ways to use all that breath in them lungs, Del.”

[deamonassassin]

“And I can think of at least six things I can do to you and this push dagger, Tan. Would you like to see?”

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“Y’know I love it when you talk bodily harm at me.”

He does. Really.

[storyop1]

[lgbtsoundsystem]

are you fucking kidding me

[the-skeleton-queen]

its him

its mash potato

[sethrollinsfans]

From Seth’s Instagram Story

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borskovlegacy‌:

The sudden southern twang that enters his voice catches Ivan’s attention immediately. He’s not sure what the game is, but he’s in no hurry and curious enough to play along for the time being. The gloved hand the other man offers is another point of interest, and he studies it curiously. He pauses before taking it, and, almost as a challenge for the other man to make not of it, he removes his native accent that typically colors the edges of his words and puts on a cleaner, more typical American one in its place. “A pleasure, Tan. I’m flattered  by the offer, but you’re gonna have to be real impressive to recover that ‘let’s go find a back alley right quick’ opener.

It’s fair. It’s a fair reversal, and Taniel will give Ivan that, if he gives him anything at all besides being absolutely gorgeous in a way Taniel had never found another man. His grip against the other man’s is tight, and he pumps their hands together in a way that might have been challenging, if Taniel had not already expressed an altogether different sort of interest in Ivan.

“Aww, wouldn’t have been an alley. Woulda treated you right. Guy like you? Prolly woulda done the wining and dining, too. Just, y’know, usually a fella can be won with honesty like that.”

His other hand comes up and claps against Ivan’s, effectively cradling Ivan’s hands in his two. The firmness lets up, but the leather gloves are soft and worn and warm.

“Didn’t mean to offend.” 

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@buckinwildstory

He just needs to get his hands on the other man, just for a moment, bareskin against bareskin, just to dig into Bucky’s memory and find what little he can of the security detail in place.

The longer, the better, of course -- Taniel figures a beat down is coming his way, but he’ll need to be able to time an escape with the local bus routes. After physical contact stops, he only has so much time until the stolen information expires from his thoughts.

“You down to tussle?”