The Faux Writer

If there were words to describe the things I see, dream, and want to be.....I'd still be here, but only with more to give

[thefauxwriter]

[thefauxwriter]

A Fresh Start

I haven’t been here in ages....yet I feel like this is the only place I can vent in a way. I write to you today not to be preachy or to be noticed, just to let everything I’ve been keeping in out. Growing up in society can be hard sometimes, especially if you have a tendency to be introverted and sometimes socially awkward. At my age (which I’m not admitting to yet) you’d think I would be able to handle a little more that I already have. But here I am still trying to figure it out.

So allow me to start with something entirely random, I met a guy who was just like me....except he was half way across the world. We talked everyday for over two months, I guess you could call it a long distance relationship. In those two months we had three major fallouts, all because “I” did something that made him question who I was and if I was, as he called me, a prowler. I didn’t go out to ruin someones life or to play with their emotions. I was just being me and I began to change who I was to make him happy. This last fallout was the biggest we had. He said I was a prowler and that I need to look for my next victim. I doubted my self worth and had major anxiety after this. How could someone I cared about so quickly do this to me? Perhaps I allowed myself to become too attached too soon....either way I earned my first scar in the playing field of love. 

Now I’m sure you’re wondering why I’m writing this at all...like I stated before I’m just letting out my feelings. I don’t intend for anyone to care what I’m saying. I’m just writing as my difficult transition through adulthood continues. Maybe this can be a trend for me but until then I will reframe from microblogging every second of my life. Have a good day to anyone who stumbles upon this sad post. Remember better days are ahead and you’re worth more than you know.

[gifcraft]

[outrunmyself]

I will never not reblog this. The 2 guys in the back are just ❤❤❤

[running-on-oatmeal]

Always reblog.

[golddsharkk]

people who get hyped up for other people are the greatest people you can have in your life.

[lovemysub-deactivated20250527]

Love their reactions. They aren’t worried about being emasculated, they aren’t insecure, they are just genuinely impressed that she’s lifting like a beast!

[thatsthat24]

Where My Focus Tends to Be 🕵️

[thefauxwriter]

Changes!!!

Woah! Talk about an awesome change for me! I will soon be writing for my schools radio as a blogger! Ironic isn't it? Here I am on a blogging website with virtually no followers and now I'm going to blog where thousands of students, alumni, and visitors just randomly go on. Holy crap! Well hopefully I won't let you guys and g'alls down. Maybe I may become a better and much more frequent blogger for the school and my own personal blog. Let's see how this turns out for all of us. Peace out guys!

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[georgetakei]

[georgetakei]

My Halloween costume contest is coming up. For your parents, here are some inspired ideas to make this holiday memorable, and other parents green with envy.

[wmagazine]

Cotton Candy Lips

Photograph by David Sims; W magazine July 2004.

[chelstone]

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I’ll never get over how great this joke is.

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Birth

Toddlers

School Age

Teenagers

Adults

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“Summer”

[thefauxwriter]

Hip Hop has gone to awesome

Hip Hop class is getting more and more interesting every single day......except when you have to get up for an 8 am class. I love this class and I really do enjoy the teacher he is freaking hilarious! This class really encompasses his passion for communication and surprisingly hip hop. I wouldn't have assumed that this dude with foreign heavy and death metal band t-shirts, a star wars rolling backpack, and a dinosaur koozie for his water bottle would like hip hop in general. He actually looks more like a student than a teacher. It was s funny once another teacher walked into our class and Roy (my teacher's name) was actually sitting with the students while another student was presenting. I have never seen such a priceless reaction on a teachers face before. He genuinely couldn't tell who was supposed to be the teacher from all of the students. It was an epic moment for all of us. We all literally busted out laughing the second the other nosey professor left. "I've been waiting for that to happen for a long time!" Classic Roy moment I guess. But when we aren't capping on each other (all in good humor) and talk about actual aspects of Hip Hop such as wordplay, content, flow, styles of rap, history, etc. Dang, I really do like this class. I guess I will learn more than I already knew. That's if we don't continue to goof off which I'm not complaining about at all trust me; it's better to have a good time than to slowly die of boredom.

Adios amigos! Word to your mother

[thefauxwriter]

Need I say more?

Ok, I know that I promised that I would be posting regularly but unfortunately I forgot the fact that I am a college student with a full time schedule and now I'm also a part time employee of Petsmart. So much for relaxing during my senior year of college!

But in other news, I am pleased to announce that I will be graduating in May. (cross your fingers, toes, and any other body parts that this happens!) I must admit that the whole college experience hasn't hit me fully and I am still in denial to the fact that I am going to actually have to get a full time job sooner than later and I will even have to pay back those dreaded student loans. (gasp!) But I guess I will just have to roll with these punches that society insists that we as humans have to endure. I guess that this will be the end of my short and sporadic blogging for now. Back to creating outlines, study for exams, and write papers that should be considered a final dissertation thesis but is label my "final exam." Adios there amigos! May the force be with us all.

[thefauxwriter]

The ringer

Johnny Knoxville is literally the only person that I can think of who would be able to pull off playing the role of a guy pretending to be mentally challenged in order to rig the special Olympics. I cannot think of another person who would have been accepted to do this. He is of course a comedian, daredevil, and a versatile actor. Most people look at him and only think of him as a Jackass character who is obnoxious and crude. That is true because that is his persona on the show. However, he seems to be capable of doing much more than just being that insane buddy who you want to beat up sometimes. I wouldn't mind having a friend like him or even a boyfriend like him! Sure sometimes I would want to kill him at times but if I loved him enough I would be able to deal with all that crap. But anywho, back to The Ringer!

[thefauxwriter]

The late night confession

In the middle of what is supposed to be my sleep time a million ideas are racing through my head. How convenient for me to be wide awake with no class tomorrow. Anywho, one thing has been pondering in my mind. Is there anyone out there who feels like I do? Is there a mysterious world where those who have no physical qualities to them can join together to feel accepted and normal? Is there a place where I won't be judged for my looks and what I can and cannot do? If you know where this wonderland is please point me in the right direction.

[thefauxwriter]

There is nothing missing if you had nothing to start with.